Jam Hsiao rocks

Random thoughts

2009-05-18T11:12:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I really wonder...how many friends that I have who truly cares abt me...

I dislike ppl who only treat me well because they need me 4 a purpose...

This problem went through my mind the whole night...

我不够好吧。。。所以没什么人喜欢我。。。没什么人愿意跟我做朋友。。。

New Love

2009-05-14T10:24:00.000-07:00

Haha...I am so addicted 2 boys over flowers!

Jun Pyo and Ji Hoo sooooooooooooooo handsome...haha *花痴* (like how many girls can resist them...)

These r my two new love...

Lee Min Ho as Goo Jun Pyo

Kim Hyun Joong as Yoon Ji Hoo

The show is super super nice!

Although I find it kind of draggy...but I loved the way they treat Geum Jan Di (the female lead)...
The undying love of Jun Pyo 2 Jan Di and how Ji Hoo stays by her side whenever she is down...

I loved watching the show because of these guys and fantasizing something that will nv occur in this practical world...

Maybe I just love fairy tales bah...

雨天

2009-05-02T09:06:00.000-07:00

Haha...

I have been listening 2 Jam's version of 雨天...

The way he sings is superb...听了还想再听一遍

不愧是我的偶像...

This shows that my taste is GD

不是不在乎不是不喜欢只是不想被看穿

请原谅我不说的原因...

其实也没人想知道...haha

想太多了我...

对不起

2009-04-19T00:12:00.000-07:00

对不起

最近心情不好

超讨厌这种感觉。。。

很多事情让我超级烦烦烦

到底什么才是真正的快乐。。。

很想哭。。。

Some complains

2009-03-30T10:34:00.000-07:00

What can I do now?

My efforts seem 2 have gone 2 waste...

I have been doing it over and over again

Everytime only brings me disappointment...

How many times do I have 2 do?

I am so sick and tired...

So much things waiting 4 me 2 do...

I need motivation...from u...

Thanks 4 bearing with me these days...
I really appreciate it...

好烦

2009-03-22T02:21:00.000-07:00

好烦。。。

Sorry that I always talk like I want a quarrel...

Nowadays I have been losing my patience easily...especially towards those that I am closer 2...

=(

2009-02-28T01:47:00.000-08:00

心里有一股莫名的压力

很多事都冲着我而来。。。

我就快要崩溃了。。。

Another one...

2009-02-17T12:30:00.000-08:00

Heyhey I am updating again,

Recently saw a few relationship status change on facebook, haha
Congrats 2 them~
I feel that now is the 情人的季节, many couples r getting together le
I feel happy 4 them=) Hope they can 长长久久=)

It has been a busy week 4 me with so many many stuff 4 me 2 do
but lucky there is still time 4 me 2 watch wei yu dancing in mo fan bang bang tang=)=)
It has been quite some time since I watched him dance ever since they graduated from the show
He is just so so so shuai=)=)
I hope one day I can earn enough 4 an air ticket 2 taiwan 2 see him, lol *continues dreaming*

Recess week is coming :D
It is time 4 me 2 take a short break le, lol (otherwise maybe I will fall down the stairs again)
I want to have a change in my hairstyle, haha, I need 2 do something 2 it because it looks damm cui now
I need 2 go da ban in order not 2 spoil my gd image(did I ever have one?), haha

I want go sing k also
Very long nv sing le throat itchy lor, haha
So anyone who wants 2 sing jio me too ok, lol
*starts singing* (bhb)

我想我是真的喜欢你
不然为什么当你跟她说话时我会不开心
但又如何呢？
我一直感觉我和你的距离好像越来越远了。。。

New update

2009-01-30T21:55:00.000-08:00

Happy chinese new year =)

I wonder whether there is anyone who still reads my blog after not updating 4 such a long long time, haha

Last fri got jc class gathering at kai yi's house
It has been some time since I see some of them le, lol
We have steamboat and 捞鱼生
Then we could not finish the food and so we started 2 play zhong ji mi ma
I lost a few rounds and so I had 2 eat some of the food that is left, haha

Went back 2 malaysia 2 celebrate the chinese new year =)
I grab the chance 2 EAT EAT EAT, lol
The food in my parents hometown is delicious *drools*
but then...after I come back... I realise I need 2 go on diet le
So anyone who knows any effective ways tell me k

Thanks 2 yy, nowadays I have been watching 模範棒棒堂
but I prefer the first batch of guys in terms of looks and talents, haha
I like 鲔鱼 from the new band coming out after lollipop =)
He is gd lor, shuai, can dance and 做节目! (To some who asked what is so nice abt him)
So whoever is reading now must support him k?

Oh ya and anyone who wants 2 sing k jio me too!

Thats all le bah, shall update the rest next time=)

我是不是喜欢你?

Xiao Jing Teng new album

2008-06-25T07:52:00.000-07:00

Hey
Finally I am updating, lol
After much anticipation, my idol xiao jing teng has finally released his debut album!
I loved his voice=)
All the songs r super nice too, LOL!
Hope he can come singapore 2 promote his album soon=)=)
Then I will have a chance 2 listen 2 him sing live le!!
So pls support <<萧敬腾同名专辑>>

Sch is starting soon......
I going 2 sign up 4 the uni orientation camp, hopefully it will turn out well and I can make many many gd friends like the time during jc orientation 1!
I still miss OG 12, lol
Grace Lee is going 2 taiwan soon, or probably by the time she read this post she has return from her holiday trip
Just hope that she can have a safe and enjoyable trip and of course rmb 2 buy me some souvenirs!
So envious=) Maybe she will bump into xiao jing teng in taiwan as he will have many events at this period of time 2 publicise his new album, lol

Maybe thats all 4 today, wanted 2 post my cameron highlands trip photo but now feel lazy 2 do so, lol
Spain ROCKS! (Especially cute torres)

Long update

2008-03-21T09:22:00.000-07:00

Many things happened during 4 the past few weeks, hmmm, wonder where should I start from......

Went kbox a couple of times with hanh, aaron and derek
Singing with them is fun because I will not feel shy 2 sing in front of them, lol

'Come on Barbie, lets go party'
'Oh oh oh yeah'

Hope we can still have more kbox sessions before the guys enter ns!
Sometimes we sang until so late that the we had 2 take cab home as public transport wasn't available at that time, lol

I also had another kbox session with grace too, but I feel so bad 2 ask her pei me as she was very tired and stress that day because I think A level results were released the very next day=(
Hope she doesn't mind bah=)

Had an og outing too!
Long time nv see u guys le=)!
Gd 2 know that they r doing well=)=)
Played arcade, bowling(I see them play) and had dinner=)=)

Ya and I got my A level results on 7th March
Overall I think I did ok bah, but I heard that my sch did badly
Anyway it was kinda expected lah
Just hope that those that really put in their hard work gets 2 enter uni lor
Went 2 NTU and SMU open house with Hanh and Rita
Overall I enjoy the trip as I get 2 know more abt the courses that I have in mind and it is always FUN together with my darlings=)=)*thick-skinned*

Last Mon went out with grace, mj and maurice after work 2 shop 4 gloria's prez at build-a-bear
The process was super fun!
Especially when we were choosing clothes 4 the bear, lol, it can hardly fit into the beauty queen costume and the bikini as it was too fat
In the end we chose a graduation costume 4 the bear=)
The naming process was also very funny=)=)

Hope gloria will like the prez=)

Celebrated gloria's bdae together with grace and gloria on wed
As grace had informed me beforehand that she will be late, I lied 2 gloria that grace is not coming, but I think she didn't believe it.
Then we looked at some hair gels before we went 2 eat at the Asian Kitchen
Soon, grace arrived with the present that the 4 of us bought 4 her
After that we took some pics with low batt cameras and went 2 the amphiteatre and chat 4 some time before going home.
Will update the pics and more info soon I think=)

When I was on my way 2 work on thurs, JJ Lin's 简简单单 came 2 my mind.
It is a song that the guys nv fail 2 sing whenever we go kbox.

只是简简单单的爱过我还是我
简简单单的想过就不算白活
简简单单的疯过被梦带走
当故事结束之后心也喜欢一个人寂寞

-------------------taken from JJ Lin's 简简单单

Sorry I dun have the courage 2 admit that what u had said is true
maybe I just dun want 2 be reminded of what had happened in the past
U were right abt me, everything was true

Life after As

2008-01-14T00:57:00.000-08:00

Hmmm. it seems 2 be ages since I last blogged, well, A levels r over 4 me now, and in less than 2 months time I will be receiving my results.

'Ppl will nv appreciate what they have until the time where they lose it'

This fully applies 2 me
During my jc life, I dun really like 2 go sch as I have 2 face endless lectures, tutorials and dreadful exams. Furthermore, I am not really well-liked by many ppl, thus I tend 2 look forward 2 the hols.

Now, things r totally different, I miss going 2 sch, I miss my friends in sch, I miss the lectures and tutorials that I had, I miss the way that everyone mug hard 4 exams during jc.
I hate working, I prefer studying, how I wish I can go back 2 the past where I am back in year one especially during the first 3 months period, but I know this is impossible.

There was a period of time where I hate tpjc, I even tell myself that the day when I left the sch, I will nv miss anyone and anything, but I am totally wrong.

I just hope that I can have more class and og gatherings as I really miss my friends.

2007-10-18T08:42:00.000-07:00

Time really flies......
In a turn of an eye, two years have passed
Can't believe that my jc life is going 2 end soon, lol

Last fri we had our farewell assembly at the school auditorium
It started with a briefing of the major A level examination by Ms Ong
Followed by the principal's address
After that is a performance put up by some of the teachers (Mr Kuah, Ms Huang, Ms Leow, Mr Goh etc, sadly none of them has taught me before)
They sang quite a no of songs but those that I can rmb are ai wo bie zou, qing fei de yi, I believe I can fly, Baby one more time and so on

It was the first time we get 2 see Mr Goh, a physics whizz (Harvard scholar) sing, lol, I was looking forward 2 watch his performance since last thurs after I got 2 know from Rita that Mr Goh will be singing on stage. It is quite surprising as I always thought Mr Goh would rather spend his entire time on physics than 2 do any other things.

I think that the better singers among the performers r Mr Kuah and Ms Huang, lol
So we actually get 2 discover the hidden talents within the teachers (they can do more than just teaching, lol)!
Heard that Mr Kuah's performance has melted the hearts of some students even though he only sang a small part of the song baby one more time, lol

Took some photos with the class on the last day of jc life
Have a mini class gathering after sch, but a disappointing one in my opinion

Felt a sudden lost after the farewell assembly, it will be the last time that I attend lessons in sch formally, I guess I will miss it, but all gd things will always come 2 an end.

GD LUCK 4 As PPL!

I know it is time 2 stop exaggerating

She is just simply attracted 2 ur charm

Lee Hom's autograph session

2007-10-02T03:10:00.001-07:00

Hmm, celebrated mj's bdae last fri at kovan
As usual, I am late again, so sorry 2 make them wait 4 me, lol
The 4 of us shared a pizza + a cake which makes us super super full, lol

Went Lee Hom's autograph session + shopping with Hanh on sun
Lee Hom sang 3 songs, luo ye gui gen, gai bian zi ji and wo men de ge
After I got his autograph, I went 2 meet hanh and we shop around J8 and later orchard.

Hanh's bdae on mon
Hope she liked the bdae prez by rita and me!
I bought a new pair of shoes too!

*Sighs* many things seems 2 be happening these few days
There seems 2 be a cold war in my class now
The atmosphere is very tense
Hope it will be over soon =)
Anyway there is just 2 weeks left before we part, might as well forgive and forget right?

I think that I am very selfish
I want ppl 2 do what I want
I want things 2 be the way I want

Pls do not leave me alone, I dun like that feeling of being lonely
I know this will not happen
I know it will not work out the way I want it 2 be
I know u will not give in 2 my demands
Anyway who cares?

I am not a true friend after all

Birthday celebration

2007-08-26T06:13:00.000-07:00

Had an extremely early bdae celebration at J8 with some of my og mates two weeks ago. I was quite surprised that they actually rmb my bdae lah, lol, I really enjoyed the bdae celebration that u ppl had planned! Thanks 4 rmbing my bdae!
I felt so guilty making them wait 4 like an hour!
Rice had 2 leave by the time I reached lah! So sorry 2 make him wait 4 nothing!

Actually I am not exactly sure whether u suspect that I am the one who did it, but I just want 2 let u know that if u really think so, I can only tell u that I AM NOT THE ONE!
Pls note that I am not at all interested in ur business, so u can stop shooting me with ur sarcastic comments! If u r not happy then just confront me! Stop talking nonsense in front and behind my back!

Is our friendship that fragile?

Og outing

2007-07-21T08:29:00.000-07:00

Og outing last sun
It has been ages since I last met them (except 4 grace)
Glad 2 see gloria, mj, kiaseng, jacq, rice and kaihua who turn up 4 the outing =)
I really miss u guys =)
As the day of og outing was a few days before grace's bdae
We decided 2 give her a bdae surprise
She was like super shocked lah, lol
Then she was forced 2 stand on the chair and blow the candles while the staff get everybody in the restaurant 2 sing a happy bdae song 4 her
Hope she enjoyed the bdae celebration planned by gloria and mj and loved the bdae present that I gave her 2 bits!

Here r some pics that r taken during the outing

Grace must be looking at some shuai ge lah, lol

The bdae girl

To err is human, to forgive is divine
Sometimes it is really difficult 2 forgive, especially when the same thing happened the second time, but it seems 2 be the best solution 2 the problem.

Bro's birthday present

2007-07-05T06:07:00.001-07:00

Went shopping Hanh and Rita at orchard last sun
Although going shopping with them has always been tiring, I still enjoy it because I loved their company!
Hanh bought a belt that I chosen 4 her, see my taste not bad lor, lol
Rita will sure agree that my taste is GD, right?
Anyway thanks 2 them, I manage 2 bring home some free gifts, lol

Oh ya, Show Luo won the Most Popular Male Singer award at the 18th Golden Melody Awards!
Sad that Evan Yo did not win the Best Newcomer Award, but I will still continue support his music de, jiayou!

Today went 2 buy my bro's birthday present with my mum
After walking around the shopping centre, we decided 2 buy him a wallet as the current one that he is using was spoilt.
Hope he will like the present!

I dun know whats wrong with u
I dun know the reason behind ur change in attitude
If u r unhappy with me just tell me or leave me alone
Dun try 2 shoot me with ur 'positive' comments (when u do not know the full story in the first place)
Or maybe u r just joking bah, but do u know that u really have changed?
I am not offended, because I just cannot find a reason 2 do so

I just want 2 compete with myself

Kbox with Hei Se Hui Didi

2007-06-07T04:16:00.000-07:00

Went kbox with Hei Se Hui Didi and Hanh yesterday
As Aaron, Derek and me were in sch in the morning, we went 2 the kbox first, Yong Quan came slightly later and Hanh arrived at 3.30pm after her tuition.
We sang from 2pm to 8pm, actually supposed 2 be 2pm to 7pm de, but we managed 2 extend an hour without being chased away by the staff there.
They must be mesmerized by Hei Se Hui Didi lor, lol, that time Hanh, Rita and me went kbox (the same outlet) were chased away by the staff at 7pm sharp, so unfair!

Since Aaron rate the singing of our best songs in his blog, then I think I shall do the same too, LOL

Lets start with Aaron, I think his best song is Qing Tian by Jay Chou, hmmm, no big problem in pitching, managed 2 insert some feelings into the song, so not bad, but one thing he needs 2 take note, although having facial expressions is gd, try not 2 exaggerate on them, nothing too much or too little is gd.

As 4 Derek, I think his best song is Kiss Gdbye by Wang Lee Hom, hmmm, he sang this song with feelings, I think whoever he sings this song 2 will be damm touched by his singing lor, lol. Pitching was ok, singing techniques is there but he tend 2 use only the throat 2 sing and lack self-confidence.

As 4 Hanh, I think her best song is My Heart Will Go On by Celine Dion, hmmm, I agree with Aaron that she sing until damm emo (I understand y), her voice got the power but try not 2 sing with the nose. I like the part where u sing 'Near, far, wherever u r, I believe that the heart does go on'.

As 4 Yong Quan, I think ur best song is Ji Ba Ban (One million in Hokkien) by Huang Yi Fei, hmmm, he is really damm pro in singing hokkien songs lah, his pronouciation is gd, no problems in pitching also and he got his style of singing.

The grand finale of the day is Di Yi Tian sung by Hei Se Hui Didi, they damm high lah, I took a video and 2 view it, u can just go 2 their blog at the Aaron + Derek link at the left, lol.

Runway and guitar ensemble concert

2007-05-27T06:20:00.000-07:00

TPJC runway
Last fri was tpjc runway 2007, 4 those who have no idea on what is the tpjc runway, it is a fashion show where talented designers from tpjc get 2 showcase their talent.
As designing and modelling r not my cup of tea, I nv thought that I will get 2 participate in this event, but one day, I was with lirong (one of the participants as the designer) and hanh(model) when they were discussing their design 4 the show and so I gave a few suggestions.
After that I dun how I ended up being the co-designer and the most surprising is that at the actual event itself, I was promoted 2 be the designer as the actual designer lirong couldn't make it 4 the show, so I had the honour the go up on stage with the status of being the designer, lol.

I would like 2 thank those who helped us along the way, especially this girl who was the co-designer cum make-up artist who was with us thorughout the process of designing, choosing of clothes and materials and doing the make-up of the model.
She is none other that *drumrolls* my pretty darling RITA!
Her designing and make-up skills r superb!

Here r evidence of her good make-up skills

Hanh (on the right) before make-up

Hanh after her make-up

Another pic of Hanh and me after her make-up

The theme 4 the tpjc runway this year was Utopia VS Dystopia
We decided 2 bring out the idea of Utopia on Hanh, but in the end everyone commented that the way Hanh was dressed made her look like Eve from the book of Genesis in the bible, lol.
Then the others suggested that I should be Adam since I am the designer but then too bad I do not have any clothes that can make me look like him.

Taking part in TPJC runway let me have this one-in-a-lifetime experience of being a designer, although there was like total chaos in the process of preparing the costume and made Hanh's room turned into a warsite, LOL.

Guitar Ensemble Concert @ TPJC
Last Sat was TPJC Guitar Ensemble concert, but earlier in the day I went out with my another darling Grace!
We walked around orchard and came across this OSIM exhibition at Ngee Ann City, there were quite a no of massaging equipment there free 4 us 2 try on.
As we r thin-skinned ppl, we only play around with those stuffs, hope we didn't create any trouble, lol.

Here is a pic of grace on the massage chair (she just sat down 2 take pic)

After that we parted and I proceed 2 tpjc 4 attend the Guitar Concert, overall it was well done except 4 a part where I felt abit disappointed as I had high expectations 2 the performance of that song.

Glad 2 see Grace Teo (tkgs 4e4'05) and Rachel (tkgs 4e4'05) at the concert as I had not seen them 4 some time le, hope u ppl r doing fine =)!

Track and Field meet

2007-05-11T21:59:00.000-07:00

Looks like many ppl r getting sick these days, must be due 2 the hot weather.
The ppl around me r like taking turns 2 be sick lah, and me myself is down with flu now lor
Everyone must drink lots of water and take gd care of urself ok?
We need 2 be in top condition (especially the J2s) 2 fight the wars that r awaiting us.

Wed was tpjc track-and-field meet, actually I dun feel like going 2 sch on that day at first as I am not involved in any event and I was not feeling very well that day. Furthermore, I got news that my PRETTY DARLING RITA was not going 2 sch due 2 her badly sprained ankle.
However, in the end I still go sch as I wanted 2 support my class guys who will be running=).
In the end Chun Wa, Donovan, Derek and Yong Quan got 2nd for the 4x400m relay =)=).
Well done guys!

Oh ya Chun Wa's facial expression was damm funny when he was running, lol, I should have taken a pic of it lor, aiya wasted.

After sports day went 2 eat with hanh, sharon and some of my class guys at tampines mall, then went 2 rent movie vcds and watched them at hanh's house.

I need 2 learn 2 be strong.

2007-05-01T02:47:00.000-07:00

If u r happy, I am willing 2 listen 2 the reasons that makes u feel happy
If u r angry, I will be there 4 u 2 help u vent ur frustrations so that u can feel better
If u r feeling down, I can lend u a listening ear 2 listen 2 ur sorrows
If u r sad, I will be there 2 comfort u
If u wish 2 cry, I can lend u my shoulder 4 u 2 lean on
If u encounter an obstacle, I will try my best 2 help u overcome it

Because this is what FRIENDS R FOR =)

So am I a gd friend?
I seriously doubt so, LOL
So I shall learn 2 be one then

Grace ah, when will u be free? Lets find a day 2 go out leh, it has been ages since I last seen u.
I know u miss me, LOL

To Hanh and Rita, hope our friendship is strong enough 2 overcome all the hurdles!

To all my friends (especially those in J2 now), jiayou and study hard 4 the upcoming tests and exams!

To the guys in my class who will be running on sports day, jiayou and hope u ppl can achieve ur goal!

I think I sound weird, this doesn't seem 2 be the usual me, lol

Last sat went kbox with Hanh and Rita, the 2 of them sang mostly eng songs while I had 2 sing all the chinese songs alone except 4 two songs, zhi dui ni you gan jue (by fahrenheit and hebe ) and liang shan bo yi zhu li ye (by gary cao and genie chuo) with rita, lol.

Anyway, I enjoyed myself, so did u two feel the same way too?

Compeitition

2007-04-23T04:27:00.000-07:00

It has been some time since I hang out with some of my gd friends, we had been so busy with our commitments that we hardly had time 2 get together.

There is a strong compeititor emerging now, this person seems 2 express his desire 2 get the top leh, I cannot let u have ur way man, I must try hard 2 stop u.

Today there is an EU meeting held in my sch today, lol heard that there is rainwater leaking from the roof of the sch auditorium and it caused the guests (EU ambassodors) 2 be wet.
I think this will cause the guests 2 have a bad impression on our sch lah, guess we have 2 do something 2 save the reputation of tpjc, but what can I do in the first place?

I guess some might have misunderstood me of my intentions, but I dun really feel like clearing this misunderstanding.
The truth will speak 4 itself, what I just want 2 say is that I am not what u think I am and I will never be the way u think I am.

Actually I dun even feel a need 2 type all these things here because I dun even care who u r and what u think of me, u can jolly well gossip abt me behind my back all u want and I am not going 2 give a damm abt it.

P.S. Ur actions pissed me off and it makes me look down on u

Field trip 2 NUS Maths and the release of PW results

2007-04-14T01:55:00.000-07:00

Another week has passed......did I fully utilise my time 2 do things that r impt?

I dun think so and I hate it that way =(

Wed maths society members plus some other ppl went 2 the NUS maths department 2 have a tour and interaction with the professors and students there.
Through the trip, I learnt many new things, such as some applications of wavelets and a little on geometry taught by a professor during our teabreak.
Not only that, I also realised that Rita has an auntie personality as she wants 2 da bao the refreshments that we had during the teabreak, LOL!!
I was so engrossed in listening 2 the mini lecture by the professor that I forgotton 2 take pics of the models that r displayed at the maths department.
The trip was really enjoyable, especially with ppl like Marilyn and Rita around, the atmosphere nv fails to be lively.
I loved the company of the maths society members, they always brighten up my day during every maths society meeting.
After the trip I went 2 have dinner with Leong Hwee and Michael at LJS
We crapped abt 2 hours before we left the place, lol, they r really nice ppl 2 talk 2, SO MUCH BETTER THAN SOME OF MY CLASS GUYS lor.

Yesterday got back my pw results, wasn't very happy yet I am not sad abt it. Maybe I feel abit happy 4 my group because all of us got the same grade. I can still rmb the times that we worked together 2 get everything done 2 the best, hope u ppl r satisfied with ur results.

My sch didn't do very well, only 3.5% got A, which is like only a miserable 2o plus did well enough 2 get an A lah and there was not even an A scorer for pw in my class =(.

Nevertheless, I am still proud of tp061 because everything was made possible by u ppl =).

To the JC1s, u all still have a long way 2 go, continue 2 work hard and most imptly enjoy the process of doing pw!

Zui Xing experience

2007-04-05T20:24:00.000-07:00

Why is it that whenever I thought things had change 4 the better, it will start 2 worsen the next moment?
What do u ppl want me 2 do?

I DO NOT NEED ANYONE 2 COMMENT ON MY ACTIONS
AT LEAST I HAVEN'T DONE ANYTHING THAT IS AGAINST MY CONSCIENCE
AT LEAST I AM NOT AS FAKE AS U PPL

TO THINK THAT I ACTUALLY TREAT U ALL AS MY FRIENDS
I AM SIMPLY TOO NAIVE

A friend in need is a friend indeed
I finally got 2 know who r my true friends, the ones that will stay by my side 2 support me no matter what I do, the ones who cheer me up when I am down, the ones who will help me whenever I have a problem.

Putting my troubles aside, I went 2 meet Grace Teo at bugis yesterday 4 Jolin's autograph session at bugis junction.
I think it was the fastest ever autograph session that I had seen before lah
The autograph session was supposed 2 start at 3.30pm de, but she was one hour late and when she reached the stage, she began signing the concert tix and the album.
No performance, not even interviews by the host at all, and the queue was so short that the session only lasted 4 half an hour.
I only get 2 take a glimpse of her lah, didn't even have a chance 2 take photos of her.
After that Grace Teo and me proceed 2 cineleisure with the intention 2 attend Cai Minyou's kbox event
The event was supposed 2 start at 7pm but we reached there at 5.50pm like that, so we joined the queue and waited 4 abt half an hour before the staff allowed the fans 2 enter.
After much anticipation, I got 2 see Cai Minyou!!!
He was so friendly lah, he bothers 2 answer all the qns that the fans asked (although some fans were very rude) and he will reply whenever they cheer 4 him.
Furthermore, he is so cute lor!
When he was singing, he threw a few posters 2 the fans and I managed 2 catch one of them*proud of myself*, lol.
Besides singing his songs, he also sang Avril Lavigne's 'Complicated' and Lee Hom's 'Kiss Gdbye' (a bonus song that he agreed 2 sing after the fans shouted encore).
After the event, we went 2 the place where he boarded his van and waved him gdbye before he leave.
Grace Teo and me went taka 2 eat after that and I made her listen 2 my complaints lah, thanks 4 willing 2 listen 2 what I have 2 say!

Here r some pics taken during the kbox event using my phone camera (so pls bear with the quality of them)

Taken when he was singing Lee Hom's 'Kiss Gdbye'

Today I went 2 Cai Minyou's autograph session with Grace Teo and Sherlene at bugis junction, it was crowded with many ppl, more than I expected.
As I wasn't very near 2 the stage, I only managed 2 take some pics which r not very clear.
These r taken when I walk passed the side of the stage

We were the last few in the queue 2 take Cai Minyou's autograph and this is Grace Teo in the pic trying 2 act cute, lol (the man behind is one of the staff trying 2 clear the barigate, LOL)

In conclusion, I can only say that I think I am beginning 2 like Cai Minyou as he is friendly, cute and talented, LOL. JIAYOU JIAYOU=)!

Zhuan Shu Tian Shi

2007-03-31T08:57:00.000-07:00

I am back......but this time I shall not complain =)

Last Sun, I went 2 watch Mr Bean's Holiday with my mum and younger bro. Overall, the show was alrights, not up 2 my expectations actually. I expected it 2 be funnier lor and the movie should be longer, it only lasted 4 less than 2 hours.

My sch had our prelimary rounds (for J2s) of Songfest 2007 last thurs!!!
The J2 partcipants who got into the prelimary rounds were 2 perform during the J2s assembly period and the audience will vote 4 the top 3 best groups/soloists 2 compete in the finals.

Hei Se Hui Didi, a boyband formed by 3 guys in my class, was one of the groups that qualify 4 this chance 2 get into the finals, LOL
Their item 4 this round was 'Zhuan Shu Tian Shi' by Tank (which is the song that is playing on my blog now, it means My Personal Angel)
Aftering watching them perform, I think they can still improve on their stage performance like having more facial expressions when singing and they can switch positions between the 3 of them during intervals of the song so that each of them can relate better with the audience.
In terms of singing, I think that they should sing abit louder as the music tend 2 cover their voices at times. However, they had made some improvements compared 2 the times when they had their practices.

In order 2 show my support, I screamed 4 them when they were performing and it is similar 2 the way that I react whenever I see 5566 and Junyang leh, so they should feel honoured, LOL.

Nobody can snatch u away from my side
For u r my personal angel
That only belongs 2 me
Nobody can replace u in my heart
Having a personal angel
I do not need 2 have any other wishes at all ~

An emo one

2007-03-23T04:54:00.000-07:00

Will this entry be an emo one?

I guess so bah, there r alot of things that I am unhappy abt.

I always pretend not 2 know that I actually can sense that many ppl r talking bad abt me behind my back.

I know that many ppl look down on me in sch, I know they always think I cannot make it, but I will prove it 2 them that I can do it.

Maybe thats the reason y they hate me more.

I wonder what r all these relentless venting of frustrations 4 actually, nobody will care abt me de lor.

Actually wanted 2 blog abt the lunch outing with mj, gloria and grace 2 celebrate gloria's birthday and also the kbox outing with hui jun, yq, derek and kc de, but then I no mood 2 do so now, I think next time bah. Anyway who cares?

I wish I can be happy everytime I go sch, but is it possible?
Will there be a day that I develop a sense of belonging towards my sch?
Can anyone make my day enjoyable in sch?

Chingay bbq

2007-03-16T08:57:00.001-07:00

Wow......I spend my hols watching hana kimi, lol, the reason that I watched the show is because of Wu Zun who acted the role of zhuo yi quan. However, after I started watching hana kimi, I begin 2 like Da Dong (from fahrenheit) who acted as Jin Xiu Yi, LOL.

I wish there is a Jin Xiu Yi in my class who can play and jokes with me, I dun mind having a friend like Zhuo Yi Quan who can comfort me when I am down and I hope 2 have a group of gd friends who can stay by my side 2 support me.

Lets come back 2 reality, I know this will only happen in a fairy tale.

Sometimes I wonder y I always make a fool of myself, maybe next time I shall not give my comments on unnecessary things.

Yesterday was such a loooooong day 4 me, lol. This morning I went 2 pasir ris 2 send my gd friend cum OGL Alvin Chen off 2 tekong 4 ns. Here 2 wish him GD LUCK and I hope that he will be able 2 enjoy ur time there!!! Huiyong was also there 2 send him off , at first when I got there, I didn't notice his presence until Alvin Chen asked y I didn't say hi 2 him (huiyong) lah, lol.

After that, I intended 2 go ngee ann pri with Samantha 4 cip de, but when we got there, we found out that the kids r abt 2 embark on their outing, which means we had made a futile trip there. So Samantha and me went 2 parkway 2 walk around until 11am when I had 2 go home and she had 2 go 2 a relative's house.

In the afternoon, I set off 2 meet grace at orchard as we had 2 buy something 4 someone. We spend a looooooooong time walking around far east shopping mall before deciding on what 2 buy. There was a time that I pulled her into a shop when I heard the song 'Zhuan Shu Tian Shi' being played in that shop, LOL. After that, I pei grace walked around taka and ps as she wanted 2 buy some clothes and at the same time, we crapped and tried 2 catch up with each other abt our lives as we rarely got the chance 2 meet each other, lol.

We parted at around 6pm when she has 2 go home 2 study 4 her upcoming block tests while I proceeded 2 east coast 4 the chingay bbq. At first I agreed 2 meet Hui Jun and Daryl at the bus-stop outside VJC de, but after waiting 4 some time, we decide 2 go off without hui jun as she said she will be very late. In the end Daryl and me walked from VJC all the way 2 area C at east coast which is like so so so damm far lah. We met CK and Don on the way and we joined them in the journey 2 the bbq pits.
While walking, I heard CK said that he had actually walked from VS 2 east coast, and what worse is that he was carrying his luggage along with him as he will be going 2 taiwan that night lah. I think if I were him I can faint halfway through the journey.
The bbq was alrights ba, I just sit there and talk crap with HOTTEST they all and didn't help in bbq-ing the food as usual.

I feel so guilty joining in the laughing when some ppl talk bad abt somebody, but it was sooo funny that I could not resist my laughter.
To be continued......

Release of GCE A level results and BYG 2007

2007-03-08T02:23:00.000-08:00

I guess I am a specialist in the field of making ppl angry.

I really hope I can change my attitude and one day become a specialist in the field of making ppl happy.

Sometimes I dun even know that my words had offended ppl until someone tell me, I really hate this insensitive character of mine.

Pls forgive me if I have ever made u angry before ok??

Last fri was the release of the A level results. The current J2s r 2 be in our respective civics classroom 2 get back our H1 chinese results. After much anticipation, I jumped with joy after knowing that I had secured an A grade 4 my chinese, lol. However, this subject is not very impt as we can dun count the grade 4 our ranking pts.

Wo Men De Bai Yun Gang 2007

As MJ is the director 4 one of the shows, I specially went 4 one of the sessions 2 support her!!! Thanks 2 Grace who help me bought the tix and also being willing 2 pei me go watch too. MJ really did a gd job man!!
Some parts of the show was so damm funny that I laughed till I nearly cry, LOL!!!
During the interval, I went out 2 meet gloria so that she can pass a souvenir that she bought from thailand 2 me. It is so sweet of her 2 think of me during her thailand trip, thanks 4 the prez!!!

Took a pic with grace too

Then so qiao saw yanling with her friend at the bai yun gang, was quite surprised 2 see her there

I really enjoyed the show from the beginning till the end, congrats 2 the ppl who had put in a lot of effort 2 make the show a success *applause*!!!

I think maths society meeting has gradully transformed 2 a crapping session 4 us!!!
As Mr Chow was not present 4 the meeting this week, we talk and play throughout the whole session. Then I shun bian take a pic of some ppl during the meeting.

Front row (starting from left) : Rita, Hanh
Second row : Marilyn
Third row : Michael

Ok, I will stop here 4 this entry. Oh ya CONGRATS 2 those who did well 4 their A levels!!!

CNY and Chingay Parade of Dreams 2007

2007-02-24T21:21:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all!!!

Hope everyone have enjoyed this short break and take a gd rest from work and sch.

I celebrated chinese new year in Malaysia this year, there I get 2 experience the blasting of the firecrackers which we can rarely find in Singapore.
Overall, the trip back was quite enjoyable ba.

CHINGAY PARADE OF DREAM 2007

I just reached home after my duties as an usherer cum sector 1.9 leader at the Chingay Parade of Dreams 2007
It was soooo damm fun!!! Not only the parade itself, but also the times that we worked closely together 2 bring out the best in us.
Now that Chingay is over, I think I will the times that I shared with the friends that I had made from it
I gonna miss the lunch outings with HUI JUN (who is the best!!!), Don, Daryl, Louis, Kingsley, Deng Kai, Azmail the HOTTEST, Nathan and Magdeline every week after the chingay meetings.

I gonna miss the sector 1 leaders and assistant leaders
Kok Wai
Felicia
Jia En
Don
Daryl
Azmail the HOTTEST
Deng Kai
Jing Xiang
Louis
Simon

I gonna miss my sector 1.9 and other friends from the other groups

1.9
Asistant leader Yayan
Jennifer
Sabrina (who happens 2 be my junior from TKGS)
Siew Foong
Hui Yi
Natalie
Hanh
Rita
Linette
Weiliang
Jerome (although u withdraw from the Chingay parade, u r still part of 1.9)
Nurul
Shina
Francis Tan
Percy
Leonard Tan

Other groups
Kenneth
Magdeline
Nathan

I gonna miss the sector IC as well
Cindy
Si hui
Christabel

Chingay have allowed me 2 gain many memorable experiences, I learnt many new skills and made many new friends from it.

Sector 1 was divided into 3 main teams being
Half Lane Ushers (1.1 and 1.2)
Traffic Management (1.3-1.5)
General Ushers (1.7-1.9)

As I am in sector 1.9, I was one of the general ushers and the sector that I am in charge of was the ngee ann city sector, directly opposite the VIP sector where the presidents, minister mentors and other ministers sits.

Now I shall talk abt my experience during the chingay parade day 1 and 2

Chingay Parade Day 1 (Fri 23th Feb)
After sch, I rushed home 2 put down my things before I set off 2 youth park 2 meet up with the rest of the half-lane and general usher leaders of sector 1.
When I came out of the somerset MRT station, it was raining heavily and I didn't have my umbrella with me, therefore I had 2 walk in the rain and by the time I reached the meeting area, I was drenched completely from head to toe.
Luckily Yayan was there on time 2 help me take the attendance of the group members.
After the briefing, we got all our stuff and we proceeded 2 the bucket seats in front of ngee ann city 2 take a look before we came back 2 the tentage 2 have our early dinner.
When we were having our dinner, the rain became heavier and we were stuck within the tentage despite having our ponchos on, but fortunately the rain lasted less than half an hour.

Everyone with their ponchos on

After the rain stopped, we went 2 the ngee ann sector and began 2 wipe all the seats with the towels provided and put the brochures, water bottles, fans and some other materials on each of the seats.

A view of the bucket seats at the ngee ann city sector

Usherers at the paragon sector wiping the seats

At abt 7.00pm, the gatekeepers began 2 allow the ticket holders in 2 their seats
The situation was better that I had expected, it was quite peaceful and I didn't experience and troublemakers at my area.
When the pre-parade performance started, some of us were allowed 2 sit on the vacant seats so as not 2 block the members of public while the others on the lookout 4 other ppl coming in and usher them 2 their seats.
While watching the pre-parade performers, I saw a guy at the half-lane that looked like JJ Lin, he is the dance instructor of a hip hop item.
When the chingay parade started, all the ushers were 2 occupy the vacant seats and watched the parade.
Louis was our messenger as he passed down msgs from sector IC Cindy 2 us and he kept walking around during the parade.
The preview wasn't very gd that day as it was their rehearsal and many of the performers screwed up their performance. I only liked the performance by the Singapore American Sch and the Team Singapore Gymnasts as they were quite gd.
After the parade we ushered the ppl out and went back 2 the white tentage 2 sign out and get our belongings.
I went home with Donkey, Kingsley, Hanh, Yayan, Louis and we crapped the whole journey on the train.
Donkey's expression was so damm funny when he got 2 know that Yayan was from Hua Chong Institution lah, LOL and I just got 2 know that Louis was in ny during his first 3 months!!! This means that he is in the same sch as me since Jan 2006 (he is in tpjc now)!!!

Chingay Parade Day 2 (24th Feb)
As day two was the actual parade, we had 2 meet half an hour earlier compared 2 day one.
Again, we had the attendance taking and briefing from the sector IC and so on.
The only difference was that Mr Raymond Huang went 2 brief us on some other stuff and he checked whether all the usherers were present and he announced my name 2 everyone lah!!!
After all the briefings, we went 2 our sector and started wiping the seats again as it also rained that day and put all the materials that supposed 2 be given 2 the public on the all the seats.
Soon the ticket holders came in and we usher them 2 their seats. The situation was almost the same as day one and there was not any chance 4 me 2 deal with any unreasonable ppl.

Performers preparing 4 parade

The performances in Day two was so much better than Day one lah, maybe is because there was the presence of President Nathan, Minister Mentors Lee Kuan Yew and Goh Chok Tong.
The costumes that they wore were also different 4 some performers on the two different days.
When the parade ended, the post-parade party started and the place was quite chaotic as the gates were open 4 the members of public enter while some ppl wanted 2 get out of the area.
Lucky sector 1.9 didn't have any lost sheep and in the way back 2 the tentage, I saw chun wa, he was looking 4 donkey who was still on duty 4 the post-parade party.
Yayan was so damm high after the parade ended lah!!!
After we gathered, we took some photos, filled up the feedback form, get our belongings, sign out and some chiong 2 the post-parade party and get high!!!
I ps 1.9 and went home with Hanh and Kingsley as it was getting late, but on the way, we walked past the party and took some pics.

Dun ever let ur friends get drunk as they really scary when they r drunk, right Hanh??
Cindy says she will arrange an outing with the sector 1 leaders, yay!!! I will have a chance 2 meet up with them le!!!

Cross country and kbox event

2007-02-09T06:30:00.000-08:00

Last sun was heartware fund-raising day, me being a leader, I had 2 reach Jurong East (which is so damm far) at 8.00am.
My job was 2 brief my group members and moltivate them 2 be more lively so that they can have the energy 2 raise more funds.
During shift 1, I was quite enthusiastic and helped them out 2 ask 4 donations, but during shift 2, I ran out of energy and I just leaned on the baricates outside lot 1 shoppers mall at cck while supervising the group members.
After the event, I got the opportunity 2 be on board the epBUS, the bus will go from jurong east 2 woodlands as its first stop, followed by srjc, simei and it goes back 2 the heartware headquarters at bishan.

Here r pics I took on the upper deck of epBUS

Today my sch had its annual cross-country at the east coast park.
While waiting 4 my classmates 2 come, I took pics of the sunrise and here is one of them

I forgotton 2 bring my number tag and so I didn't run in the compeititive race, so I took part in the mass recreation run instead and I walked through the whole journey.
Only Donovan ran in my class because the guys that were supposed 2 run compeititive were late and so they could not get 2 run.
Anyway, Donovan was in the top 30 positions and did the class proud.
Phoenix house (which is my house) was the overall winning house!!!

After the event I went 2 parkway with Hanh 2 have out lunch, then we met hui jun they all and we decided 2 go sing kbox.
This is the first time I went kbox with kc, qi shuo they all as I was not very close 2 them in class
After a while, sharon joined us, kc had 2 go 2 meet his friend 2 watch an ny concert and qi shuo had 2 collect his keys from stephen as he left them in stephen's back during cross country.
Then Qi Shuo NV SING at all lor!!!
In order 2 make him sing, we hide his shoes so that he cannot go off and forced him 2 sing
In the end, we didn't manage 2 make him sing and returned his shoes 2 him
I think he will not dare 2 go kbox with us again lah!!!

Above is a pic of qi shuo, hanh(singing), sharon and hui jun

Anyway I guess I will stop here 4 this entry

Wu zun is super shuai

2007-01-30T01:38:00.000-08:00

I can't help but feel like turning this entry into an emo one......I really feel like an outcast in my class, I dun really talk much 2 them and I think that they also dun really want 2 talk 2 me.

During my sec sch days, I used 2 discuss sch work with Samantha and Nuraini, talked abt zui-ing stars and 5566 with Grace Teo and Rachel and sharing my views on hong kong shows with Chua Ee Fang.
Now, I can hardly find someone who shares the same interest as me in sch. There r even times that I became a thing 4 some ppl 2 vent their frustrations and because of this, I always ended up having quarrels with ppl.
Sometimes I think that the class will be happier without me.

However, at least I know there r nice ppl out there like hanh and rita who r there 2 support me sometimes although I may be unable 2 click well with them.

Anyway, I think I shall stop posting such negative comments as this will make me feel worse.
Lets hope things will turn 4 the better......I shall also change my attitude towards my friends too as I know I am unreasonable at times.

Since no one is willing 2 listen 2 my zui-ing stars experience, I shall write it here then......

Yesterday wu zun and ella had an autograph session 4 the OST of hua yang shao nan shao nu at tampines mall.
So, I went 2 see them as wu zun is sooo damm shuai and tampines mall is so near 2 my house.
Waited 4 them at the place that they will alight from their van and finally......I saw the shuai shuai wu zun!!!
I took a video of ella and him alighting their van, anyone interested can come look 4 me.
After that I trying going 2 the open plaza where the stage is, but there was so much ppl that I cannot even enter the open plaza, and the 4th level of tampines was crowded with their fans.
They r really popular......lucky I didn't go 4 Farenheit's autograph session at IMM on sun, heard that the shopping centre was filled with their fans lah.

I think I shall end this entry here......wu zun is super handsome!!!

Abt 3 events

2007-01-19T18:31:00.000-08:00

Wow......It seems that I had not blogged 4 a long time le......comp broke down......but it has just been reformatted, lol......so it is brand new now!!!
Many things happened during the past week......firstly is Stephen's birthday celebration, followed by Chingay ushers training + fund-raising training 4 the leaders and the 06S13 service learning project at the labrador park.

Last fri 12th Jan was Stephen's birthday, our class celebrated 4 him during physics prac with kc leading in the singing of the happy birthday song and the cutting of the birthday cake by the birthday boy.
There were 2 birthday cakes so that the whole class had enough 2 share but sad 2 say, I didn't have the chance 2 eat the cake.
Anyway hoped he had enjoyed this birthday celebration, but I just couldn't believe that he actually did what the class asked him 2.

Here comes the Chingay ushers training last sat, my group have some addition of members and being the leader, I have 2 ensure that their particulars r correct and they got their consent forms and passport-sized photos with them.
Anyway the training was quite ok lah, got some role plays by the commitee and it was quite funny especially the umbrella incident, lol.
After the ushers training, we leaders had a break before the leaders training 4 fund raising, so I went 2 kovan heartland mall with hui jun, dk, louis, hanh, rita, daryl, don and kingsley 2 have our lunch.
Then I saw Rachel at the pizza hut!!! So qiao lor, I think she also joined Chingay, but nv see her during the ushers training.
Anyway, we took our own sweet time 2 eat and ended up being almost late 4 the leaders training after that, lol
We were asked 2 plan a skit of the problems that we may meet during fund-raising and think of a theme 4 the costumes our sector will be wearing during the fund-raising.
I think that will be all 4 the day, too lazy 2 go in 2 the details of what happened that day.

Last Sun 14th Jan, 06S13 had a service-learning project at the labrador park 4 the KDF event.
Kingsley, Donovan, dk and me agreed 2 meet at tampines mrt before meeting the rest at harbourfront.
When we reached there, the person-in-charge brief us on the activities 4 the day.
We were supposed 2 organise a treasure hunt and we were divided into groups of 3s.
However, due 2 the rain, we had a change in plan and had 2 conduct the treasure hunt indoors.
After the game we were asked 2 put up a performance 4 the patients!!! Everyone was shocked as we were not told beforehand and no preparations were made at all.
In the end, we made a MESS out of it......but during the process I took a short video of yq and aaron dancing, anyone interested 2 see the video can look 4 me, lol.
After this lousy performance, we went 2 help out 2 help out in the bbq 4 the patients.
We were allowed 2 go off after the bbq and we, consisting of dk, qi shuo, zhi hao, junliang, hui jun, jasmine, hanh and me went 2 the vivocity 2 eat.
I saw many nsmen in the train when I was on my way home, it reminds me of Jason who is also in ns now, suddenly I wonder how he looked like after he shaved his hair, LOL!!!

Anyway I am ending off le, I think life is getting busy 4 everyone now, hope I still can meet up often with my friends. I want 2 change my blogskin, but I cannot find time 4 it and I haven't find a blogskin that I like, can someone recommend me with some??

OG dinner and chingay icebreaking

2007-01-06T19:01:00.002-08:00

I wonder what is happening 2 me lately, keep emo-ing 4 no reason......Maybe I am abit stressed over the topical test.
Like what Hanh says, 'We shouldn't stress ourselves up and learn 2 be optimistic everyday.' Therefore, I shall learn 2 relax so that my friends can see the cheerful yee sam again, lol

Alright, I think I shall talk abt the events that took place yesterday which is the 6th Jan 2007......

In the morning, I was supposed 2 reach SRJC at 8.00am 4 the leaders briefing on the ice-breaking session 4 the usherers.
The 3 of us, Kingsley, Deng Kai and me decided 2 meet first and go as a group, so I msg Kingsley 2 meet at tampines interchange at 7.00am.
I thought he will inform Deng Kai de, but in the end he didn't because he thought I had msged Deng Kai.
So in the end we had 2 last min informed Deng Kai......so he reached tampines at 7.45am......which means WE R RUNNING LATE!!!
Therefore, the 3 of us ended up taking cab 2 SRJC, lol
On our way, Hui Jun called Deng Kai 2 ask us abt the location of SRJC, the taxi driver of the cab that she was in do not know the way 2 that place.
Anyway when we reached there, we got the list of ppl that r allocated 2 our groups.
Then Hanh and Rita managed 2 change their groups 2 joined mine, lol.
The duration of the icebreaking session was quite short, but nevertheless I think they had fun, lol
After the session Hanh, Rita, Kingsley, Donkey, Yan Ling, Wei Jie and me went 2 vivocity 2 have our lunch.
When we were eating, we thought of a story that includes the 23 of us from 06S13, next time I will update on the cast
After that we walk around vivocity before I realised that the time is 5.30pm and I had 2 rush home 2 prepare 4 the og dinner
In the end, I still made og 12 wait 4 me, so sorry......
Grace couldn't go 4 the outing because she was sick......take care girl!!!
I want 2 see a healthy grace next time!!!
We went 2 eat steamboat at the bugis there, then og 12 eat and talk crap as usual
I didn't really talk much though, maybe because I am tired and also abit emo......anyway who cares right?
Gloria spilled her coconut drink on her shirt and skirt before she even started drinking I think.
Jason called during the dinner, hope he is doing fine at tekong now, he must take care too.
Kaihua is still so greedy abt food that he scooped up the food before the soup boils, lol and he kept complaining that he is still not full.
Rice and Yvonne were talking abt the orientation 1 this year
I dun know what Gloria and MJ were talking abt as they share alot of secrets, lol.
Overall I enjoyed it as it was one of the rare occasions that I get 2 see og12 ppl and I missed u all alot, hope all of u r doing fine. Hope that we still get 2 see each other more often in future, lol.

New Year

2006-12-30T20:02:00.000-08:00

2007 is coming soon~
What r ur New Year wishes??

Time really flies......it has almost been a year since I know og 12, almost a year since I know my first 3 months class and almost 9 months since I know 06S13.
Glad that we still can keep in contact, lol!!!
I can still rmb the first time I step into a JC on my first day of sch in 2006
I can still rmb how I got 2 know great friends there too

Before I forget, og dinner on 6th Jan 2007, put a note here 2 remind myself

Fri 29th Dec
Went 2 the airport 2 welcome Hanh's arrival back in Singapore
I waited 4 VERY VERY LONG before I saw her coming out
Zhihao came just in time, he didn't have 2 wait
After that went 2 Hanh's house 4 her 2 put her things and settle down before we set off 2 parkway parade 4 dinner
So qiao I saw two familiar faces at Parkway, lol
Then the 3 of us, Hanh, Zhi Hao and me went 2 swensens 2 have our dinner
We chatted quite a long time before I rmb that that day was Zhi Hao's birthday
As u all know that I am such a GD FRIEND that I cannot rmb my friend's birthday even though I have seen the person 4 quite some time on that day.
After dinner we pei Hanh go Giant as she needs 2 buy some stuff 2 clean her messy house, lol.
Thats all 4 the day......

Oh ya Hanh bought me a pair of shoes from Vietnam!!!
I liked it very much!!! Thanks!!!

Sat 30th Dec
Went out with my GD FRIEND......wanna guess who it was???
It's......*drumrolls*......GRACE!!!
It has been some time that the 2 of us went out together le, lol
Actually we wanted 2 pierce a second earhole de, but in the end we decided not 2 as we wanted 2 spend the money that was meant 4 the piercing on some other stuffs.
The 2 of us can walk and chat at the same time that we ended up losing our way, lol
Anyway I think I caused 2 be her late 4 her tuition, so sorry......
After the outing I went 2 rita's house and helped her with some of her work
Sorry 2 Grace Teo that I couldn't make it 2 pei her go ngee ann poly see Derrick Hoh, next time ok??

4e4 outings and Chingay 2007 leadership training

2006-12-19T19:47:00.000-08:00

Here 2 talk abt 2 outings and the leaders training session 4 Chingay 2007
One of the outings was with 3 of my gd friends from 4e4 on 13 Dec 2006 while the other was the 4e4 class outing held at 15 Dec 2006

13 Oct Wed
Outing with Samantha, Nuraini and Yufan
Tues night Samantha called me say meet at vivocity at 1.15pm
I was punctual (not like rita)
but got the news that the others will be late when I reached there
No choice, so I just stood at a corner and waited 4 them
Then abt 1 hour later, Samantha and Nuraini reached
They r late because they were released late from the NTU seminar that they had before that
As the 2 of them r feeling hungry, we went 2 eat first
Then Yufan came, she was late because she had a meeting at Changi Airport before that
After that we went 2 SHOP at vivocity, lol, u all must be surprised that I SHOP!!
Actually I didn't, the 3 of us just pei Yufan shop only, lol and
when I was coming out of 'Pulls and Bears' right
I saw Alvin Lee!!! (but nv see Liying)
It has been ages since I last saw my fellow og mates le lol (except 4 my gd friend grace because I see her more frequently)
After that we pei Yufan eat at Haagen das and then she pei the 3 of us eat at Ben and Jerry
Before we went home, we walked around Vivomart 2 look 4 a candy cane, lol

Fri 15 dec
In the morning I saw Jacq at Tampines Mall when I went 2 run an errand 4 my mum
4e4 class outing
I was supposed 2 meet Grace Teo at 3pm de, but I was late
Then she was there at 2 plus already lor, so she must be waiting 4 very long
So I must say sorry 2 her, sorry Grace!!!
Then we join the rest go walk around marina sq
Actually was not in a gd mood at that time due 2 some reasons
but seeing my beloved 4e4 classmates it sort of cheer me up
At around 5.30pm we went 2 swensen
More ppl came 4 the class dinner, lol
Kwann is back from Australia!!! Heard that she is going 2 U next year le
Next year I still have 2 study 4 my 'A's
With the presence of Chua Ee Fang at the dinner, the atmosphere nv fails 2 be lively
Then she still asked the others not 2 be noisy as we were in the public
After dinner I went home together with Samantha, Charlene, Ee Fang, Dorcas while the rest went 2 the esplanade rooftop 2 chat.
OH YA!!! That day was SAMANTHA'S BIRTHDAY!!!
I had actually forgotton abt it until I reached home!!!
WOW, what a GD friend I am right??
So when it came 2 my mind, I sent her a 'happy birthday' msg, lol, lucky still get 2 wish her on time

22 Dec 2006 Fri
Leaders training session at SRJC
We were supposed 2 reach SRJC by 9.00am
Actually I can take bus 81 straight 2 the venue from tampines de, but because Kingsley suggested going as a group, I went 2 meet them at bedok first.
We were taking bus 25, which do not stop directly in front of SRJC like bus 81, but the 4 of us do not know that at all
So we lost our way and we ended up at the second last stop which is......ANG MO KIO!!!!
As we were running late, we took taxi 2 our destination and we ended up 10 mins late
Lucky we didn't get scolded as there r ppl later than us
When we reached there, we were told of the sector that we belong to and so qiao I am in the same sector as Donkey
Then we met our sector ic and sector mates and out of the 12 of us, there r only 3 females (including the sector ic) while there was another sector with only 2 males, lol
The day was spent with some games and talks abt leadership and communication
Some of the games that we played r similar 2 those that I have played before during orientation
Overall the day was quite fun lah
After the session, I pei Hui Jun 2 the washroom
Then we went in 2 the GENTS accidentally
It was because the toilet was painted pink and we assumed that it was the ladies
Worse of all there was a CJ guy who was from my sector (but I cannot rmb his name) in it, but lucky he was just changing, lol
However, I became emo on the way home, but I will not say the reason y...... maybe u all try guessing??

Malaysia trip

2006-12-11T03:00:00.000-08:00

Hi!!!! I just came back from Malaysia yesterday
Was wondering whether anyone missed me during the 5 days that I spent in Malaysia but I guess no one will, lol
I can say that I had enjoyed the trip very much but sad 2 say, because of the trip, I had missed the chance 2 zui 5566 in Singapore
Xie Zhi and Renfu of 5566 came 2 Singapore 4 the star awards which coincidentally fell on the dates that I was in Malaysia.
It has already been a year since I last chased 5566 le lor and it had been the second time that I missed the chance 2 zui them because I am overseas when they came here.
The last time was because I had 2 attend my cousin's wedding in Malaysia and they came 2 publicise their concert coming soon at that time.
As I came back yesterday and they were supposed 2 be leaving 4 Taiwan today, I grabbed the chance 2 send them off at the airport this morning
Lucky I managed 2 see them, but of course, only 4 a short while.
I should be contented that at least I got 2 see them.
Anyway when I was watching the star awards ceremony on tv at home,I find Renfu's hairstyle abit weird and Xie Zhi's hair has become alot lesser
I can see a bald spot on Xie Zhi's hair le
Was wondering whether I will still like Xie Zhi after he had gone bald, but I wish that day will not come.Anyway I think I will start talking abt my trip 2 Malaysia, lol

Wed 6th Dec
Woke up early 2 catch the 9am bus 2 KL
The bus trip took abt 5 plus hours
On the way my bro and me tried 2 entertain ourselves by listening 2 songs or talking.
Then when we reached we went 2 eat lunch together with my aunt and my 2 cousins.
After that settled at my aunt's house
Nighttime where we went out 2 eat dinner at this hawker centre.
I think my bro and me had difficulty ordering our food as we do not know how 2 speak the malay lang and some of the ppl there do not understand eng.
So I asked my mum 2 order 4 me, lol.
After that we went back 2 the house and the adults chat while we tried 2 entertain ourselves with some IQ games andThats all 4 the first day

Thurs 7 Dec
We went 2 eat breakfast at another aunt's stall After that we set off 4 Perak on car
On the way we went 2 a waterfall then sit there played with the water
The water is so damm cold, lol

Then we set off again 2 my grandparent's house
I spent the rest of the day playing cards with my bro and watching the television

Fri 8th Dec
My bro and me woke up at 6am in the morning 2 accompany my grandpa 4 breakfast
My bro get 2 sit on my grandpa's motorcycle while I had 2 cycle (2 the place that we had our breakfast)
The food there was so much nicer and cheaper then in Singapore
After that when we came back my mum and grandma was abt 2 leave the house 4 breakfast too
My bro and I went out with them again but this time both of us nv eat because we were already very full le
Then we packed up and wait 4 my aunt 2 come before we set off 2 our next destination- Cameron Highlands
The road up 2 Cameron Highlands was quite narrow and with many turns, so sometimes cars r not supposed 2 overtake each other as they may not be able 2 see whether there r any cars coming from the opposite direction (due 2 the curvy road with many turns) but sometimes I see ppl take the risk by overtaking others.
Lucky no accidents happened, wo zhen shi wei ta men nie le yi ba leng han
Anyway when we reached we settled down at the apartment that my aunt had rented.
After that we went 2 the Rose Valley, Watercrest Farm and Honey Bee Farm
Here r some of the pics that we have taken (all these by phone camera, I haven't received those shots from my aunt's digital camera)
At the Rose Valley

At the Honey Bee Farm

After visiting the farms we bought some vegetables and strawberries back 2 the apartment 4 steamboatThen at night we watched TV and thats all 4 the day

Sat 9th Dec
We went 2 the tea plantation
I shall do some photo blogging now

Thats my cousin, he is so cute, lol

While we r taking pics, we saw a ......

Snake!!!!!!We didn't notice it at first, if it wasn't my mum who suddenly saw it, I think we may have stepped on it accidentally le, lol
Then we went 2 the tea factory and the cafe 2 have a try on the tea

My cousin enjoying his tea, lol

Dao ci yi you!!!
At the Smokehouse Pub

Stop acting cool lah!!!

After that we went back 2 KL, on the way we passed by another waterfall

Sun 10th Dec
9am bus back 2 Singapore
As my aunt was afraid of road congestion, we took the LRT 2 the bus stop

This is my 2nd time taking the LRT in Malaysia
Back 2 Singapore at abt 3 plus
Wow such a long entry

Rice birthday present + Service learning

2006-11-25T17:13:00.001-08:00

Rice's birthday celebration
Tues 21 Nov was rice's birthday
In the morning, I went 2 sch 4 chinese calligraphy (my new cca) with rita
She was sooooo late, make me wait so long 4 her, lol
After that I rushed 2 serangoon 2 meet Gloria, MJ and Grace 2 put the coloured rice together into the glass bottle.
Check out Grace's or Gloria's blogs 4 the pics of the end product
Knowing that we may be late, we rushed 2 PS 2 meet Rice

Lucky he was later than us

So Gloria and MJ stayed 2 meet him while Grace and me went 2 check out Ajisen Ramen and Gelare

The two places were only 3 quarters occupied, so we meet the rest and have our lunch at Ajisen Ramen and dessert at Gelare

At Ajisen Ramen, we gave him a blue jacket, one of the birthday gifts that we had prepared 4 him

Gloria and MJ forced him 2 tried it on, lol

Lucky it fits him (pics check out on Gloria's blog)

At Gelare, we gave him the second prez, the bottle with coloured rice!!!

Then we took a pic of Rice with the rice

While playing with Grace's camera, I took some unglam photos of Gloria and MJ, lol

but too bad I cannot upload as I think Grace had deleted the pics

After Rice's birthday celebration, Grace and me went 2 shop 4 Alvin Chen's birthday prez

Service Learning at Meritus Mandarin Hotel

22 Nov, KDF charity dinner
We were supposed 2 meet in MM at 1pm
I was one of the latest, lol, sorry 2 make u all wait 4 me
Anyway the first thing we, the voluteers had 2 do was to pack the oral kits
Each kit contains two tubes of toothpaste, 3 toothbrushes and some papers
The second thing 2 do is 2 stick the stickers onto the plastic bags + fill them up
Each of the plastic bags must contain a calendar and a oral kit that we had packed earlier on
Actually we also had 2 put a information booklet with a program list inside de, but the program list hadn't arrived at that time
After that we took a break and one of the staff asked 2 girls and 4 guys 2 stayed back after everything was done 2 help sell flowers
The 6 ppl that had 2 stay back must wear proper shoes
Then so qiao only Hanh and me r the only 2 girls fit the criteria
The guys decide among themselves through the game 'open number'
Those unlucky ones that had 2 stay were Donkey, Zhi Hao, Stephen and Kai Yi
but Kaiyi was considered lucky of the unlucky ppl as Kingsley volunteered 2 take over him
After break we had 2 slot the information booklet and programme list into the plastic bags and put one plastic bags on each of the chairs 4 the guests.
Those that do not need 2 stay back 2 sell flowers can go after this last task
The remaining 6 of us went 2 have dinner at the food republic in Wisma
The person-in-charge wanted us 2 come back before 6.30pm
Of course with ppl like donkey who had a sense of responsibility made us go back on time
but no one assigned the jobs 4 us till 7.30pm
We had 2 pluck out some leaves from each stalk of the roses and also to cut some parts of the stem away so as 2 make it shorter
The thorns on the stalk of roses r not completely removed and some of us got pricked by the thorns
Then u could hear some of us suddenly screamed in pain while plucking the leaves
Each stalk of roses r sold 4 $10 per stalk while each bouquet of flowers at $50
The person wanted the 6 of us 2 divide into groups of threes
Then so qiao among the 6 of us, Kingsley, Stephen and me belong 2 the same pw group (TP061)
while Hanh, Zhi Hao and Donkey in another (TP062)
So we decide 2 divide ourselves among our pw groups.
The person-in-charge called the girls 2 hold on 2 the basket of flowers while one guy of each group heldon 2 the donation cans.
Then I (without any choice) had 2 hold on 2 that basket of flowers 4 the whole process while Stephen held on 2 the donation can
We wanted Kingsley 2 ask the guests whether they wanted 2 buy the flowers but end up I was the one who did that as I am better in speaking Mandarin(according 2 the guys)
At first I thought we would not be able 2 sell alot of flowers de
but 2 my surprise, the response was so overwhelming that we had 2 replenish our basket of roses
After our jobs r done, we took some photos with the unsold flowers
Next time upload the photos 4 all 2 see
Then Kaiyi, Chun Wa and Jun Liang came back after playing LAN (dun know y they come back when they can actually go home)
So we took more pics together, lol
Some pics very funny, especially when u see Donkey act cute (but not cute, lol)
We left the place at abt 10 plus after we r not needed anymore
Then I took train with the guys as Hanh was taking bus
I guess we had a interesting but tiring experience
Anyway it was such a long entry, but I still have alot more 2 say, lol

ost OP celebration and class chalet part 1

2006-11-15T15:56:00.000-08:00

Finally......PW is over!!! Mon marks the end of pw after our op, of course, we went 2 celebrate after this!!!
My group got 2 be the first group that presented and so, we r the earliest 2 go off
At first thought my group will be celebrating with another group de, but dun know y only end up with my pw group + Jasmine + Hanh.
We went bowling at Katong
Stephen and Derek damm pro lor, lol
Not only they gd in bowling, they also good in pool and sports as well
Then Jasmine nv play, Hanh came late due 2 choir
but in overall, I think we had quite a fun time
That was the first time that Hanh tried bowling, and I hope she enjoyed it!!!

I wonder whether I will miss those times that my fellow pw group members came together 2 discuss what 2 do 4 the project, especially the time we did our WR and OP.
Not 2 forget also the problems that we faced during the process and how we managed 2 overcome them in the end.
Anyway I will like 2 thank my fellow pw group members
Derek, Stephen, Kingsley and Hui Jun
Nice working with u all!!!
Hope we do well 4 it!!!

I guess I sound weird, lol

Wed 15 Nov marks the start of our 3days 2 nights class chalet
We were supposed 2 meet at the costa sands at 3.30pm
I decided 2 meet the girls and Kingsley at pasir ris interchange at 3pm, but all of them were late
Liting and Serene got service learning before that and they did inform me of the time that they will be reaching
Anyway I decided 2 wait 4 them (although they tell me not 2) since Hanh tells me that she will be very very late also
When we reached there, we joined Hui Jun and the guys and I watched them played pool and arcade.
After that some guys went 2 play xbox at the LAN shop while the rest of us went back 2 the chalet 2 prepare 4 the bbq
The guys make the girls start the fire, so not gentlemen lor
In the end Chun Wa had 2 start the fire 4 us as he accidentally extinguished the fire that we had xin xin ku ku set up.
I didn't eat much during the bbq, not worth the $$ that I had paid.
After bbq the whole class sit down and play some games
The first game was 'murderer'
where the person who get the 'skip' card will be the policemen while the one that got the 'reverse' card will be the murderer
then I nv get a chance 2 play the role of the 'murderer'
Only get 2 try the 'policemen' twice
So boring lor everytime my card was a no which is 2 sit there and wait 4 the murderer 2 wink at me
Got one time I managed 2 be the policeman then I see Derek very suspicious
So I kept looking at him and he just winked at me
So immediately I know he is the murderer, lol
Then got one time Hui Jun got the 'reverse' card (which means she is the murderer) but she thought she is detective
So obviously we couldn't find out who is the murderer until everyone shows their card
After the 'murderer' game we played 'chop chili chop chili chop chop chop' game
Kinsley damm funny, he said 'chop chili chop chili chop chop chop chop chop' instead of 'chop chili chop chili chop chop chop'
In the end KC and Kingsley cannot keep up with the actions and so they had 2 do pole dance
After this chop chili game we played zhong ji mi ma
Serene and Chun Wa have 2 do forfeit as they zhong the most no of times
The forfeit was 2 dance tango
The way they dance damm funny lah
After the gaming session we had the photography session
We took alot of pics
Next time shall upload 4 u all 2 see
Thats all 4 the post OP celebration and class chalet part 1
Class chalet part 2 coming soon......so stay tuned

PMK shirt

2006-11-07T08:04:00.000-08:00

Some ppl just think that they r always right and dun care abt the feelings of others, they think they so gd and look down on ppl who did not do as well as them.

WAIT!!!
AM I TALKING ABT MYSELF??

Anyway it was not meant 2 talk abt myself but someone from my sch, that person is the same guy that rita also mentioned in her blog.

Last Sun went out 2 PS with Grace
We saw this PMK shirt which both of us find it cute
but we dun have enough $$ with us lah
So at the end nobody buy the shirt
The shirt was so damm nice!!!
Next time if I got $$ must go buy and better make it fast as it is the limited edition

Today got pw meeting at bedok
At first thought all 5 of us will be there
but in the end Hui Jun and Kingsley cannot make it
So left Stephen, Derek and me
Stephen was the earliest 2 reach and I was late, lol
Derek later than me because he was released late after his exam
Then we started discussing pw (which is the main purpose of the meeting)
Oh ya and I saw a ny friend Liteng(who is in TJC now) at the Macdonalds in Bedok
She doesn't seem 2 recognise me at first
but lucky she didn't forget me, lol
Hope she is doing fine in TJC
Anyway after we finished discussing pw we decided 2 go play pool at parkway
I must say Derek and Stephen really damm pro in pool lah
So, knowing my limits, I did not play as I dun want 2 make a fool of myself and also not 2 ban men nong fu.
I only played when Hanh came as at least there is someone more or less the same standard as me, lol. Maybe she is better than me lah, I really cannot play pool lor, haiz.

'A' levels has just started, I will like 2 wish gd luck 2 all those taking the exam!!!

Birthday surprises

2006-10-28T08:58:00.000-07:00

Time really flies......and hols r here!!!

Last Mon 23 Oct was Donkey's birthday, and being his dear classmates,
we decided 2 give him a birthday surprise!!!
He was caught unprepared when few of us started pouring water on him, lol, and so, he was drenched.
I think it was Qi Shuo who suggested the idea and it is the first time I see ppl giving this kind of 'surprise' 2 the birthday boy.
In my sec sch right, we dun have this kind of thing de and I was surprised 2 hear from my friends that they had done this 2 ppl since sec sch, lol
Zhen shi da kai yan jian!!!
Anyway I decided 2 be nice by just standing and watched him getting drenched
I didn't attempt 2 pour water on him lor, lol, maybe next time I will, lol
Anyway hope he like this 'birthday surprise' that we had given him.

Fri went 2 airport 2 see Andy Lau, 4 ur info, it was my mum who wanted 2 go and my brother and I just went along.
I saw Gary Cao(the guy who sang superwoman) at the airport too, he looked very dao and he didn't really smiled 2 the ppl.
In comparison, Andy Lau was more friendly as he looked and smiled 2 his supporters, he was wearing a red adidas jacket then if I am not wrong.
After that we went vivocity and I meet Grace Teo 2 watch deathnote, the movie was not bad.
I think the 'L' in the movie is super damm cute, not only his face is cute, his actions r super cute too, lol!!!

Sat was supposed 2 meet my pw group at the sch library, but when we reached there, we found out that the library was closed on sat.
So we sit at the canteen there and stared at each other at the canteen
Then we were so bored so we decided 2 go play pool
We also called Jasmine, Hanh, Liting and Stephen's friend along too
After pool we went 2 eat at pastamania before we parted and go home.

Mon 30 Oct was pw meeting cum Derek's birthday celebration
The meeting was suppposed 2 be 9.30am at the airport
but Kingsley and Stephen were late by 2 hours!!!
So da pai lor, make the 3 of us wait 4 them!!!
Anyway Deng Kai, Hanh and Jasmine were supposed 2 come at 11.30am 2 surprise Derek with the birthday cake and stuff, but Deng Kai and Jasmine just walk 2 us without lighting the candles on the cake, giving us (except Derek) a 'surprise'.
Hui Jun quickly pulled Jasmine(who was holding on 2 the cake) away and light the candles before coming in 2 where we were.
Hope Derek like this birthday surprise that we had planned 4 him!!!

Today op dry run, after that went 2 eat at cafe cartel with Hanh, Jasmine, Liting, Serene, Paulin, Hui Jun and some guys.
Being hungry yet not enough money 2 buy a set meal, I shared a pizza with Hanh
Yong Quan dirtied Hui Jun's uniform as he was careless when cutting the corn and it flew 2 Hui Jun's uniform before falling 2 the ground, so Hui Jun had 2 go toilet and clean her blouse.
It was like damm funny lah, because one sec before the incident actually happened, Hui Jun was like telling Yong Quan 2 be careful with the corn and try not 2 let it dirtied her uniform, lol.
After eating we play zhong ji mi ma and there were many different forms of forfeits, one of them was 2 drink 5 cups of water lor. Kok Chuang was the unlucky one who had 2 do this forfeit.
After eating we departed and I went 2 Hanh's house 2 help her set up her blog.

Hope u like that blog that I have created 4 u!!!

Forever 06S13

2006-10-21T20:46:00.000-07:00

Friends r alway s there when u need them
Sometimes I wonder whether I am a gd friend anot
Sometimes I wonder whether I am there 2 help my friend whenever they need help anot

Thurs went 2 play bowling with Hui Jun, Kingsley and Stephen
Had a gd game and my score has improved!!! *Applause*
After that Hui Jun and I thoughtof going 2 sing kbox de, but because Jasmine and Hanh cannot make it so nv go le
Maybe next time we organised class outing 2 kbox??

Also like very long nv sing kbox with my gd friend grace le, I know she also like 2 sing kbox, next time must go sing together ok, lol??

Oh ya heard from Alvin Chen that his dog went missing, hope ur dog will make his way soon ya?? Cheer up my friend!!!

06S13 will forever be together!!!

Outings and some complains

2006-10-14T18:19:00.000-07:00

Last Sun I went 2 the tropics atrium in Suntec City 2 see Junyang with Grace!!! Actually at that place the audition 4 the project superstar top 24 finalists was taking place and Junyang was 2 make a guest appearance at abt 6pm. Grace and me meet at 3pm 2 go shop 4 MJ's birthday present and buy some gd food 4 ourselves.
While waiting 4 Junyang 2 arrive, we went 2 see the performance of some of the contestants and I think some can really sing well.
Feeling bored, I went around looking 4 chio bus and shuai ges. Sad 2 say I haven't spotted a shuai ge other that Junyang, but I saw alot of chio bus and all of them can be divided into different categories, the guys there sure will da bao yan fu de lor, lol.
JY was damm shuai as usual, lol.

Today I went 2 vivocity, the new biggest shopping centre in Singapore!!!
Before that, I went 2 the VJC open house with Grace Teo and Rachel, when we enter the place, we were warmly welcomed by the VJC ppl and given a goodie bag (which was what I was waiting 4 all along, lol)
Grace Teo's friend Michelle joined us 4 a while and left after we watched the drama performance by the TSD ppl in VJC.
After that, we went 2 collect the free ice-cream that is entitled 2 us and we went 2 the hall 2 look 4 some sec sch friends followed by the performance theatre 2 see the VJC choir.
Met Samantha and Nuraini after the choir performance and we had a very short chat before we proceed 2 SAJC open house.
Knowing that we can get a shoe bag if we go 2 the SAJC open house, Nuraini joined us too, leaving Samantha alone, we all damm bad, lol.
Oh ya I saw Nickolas at VJC open house too, but we dao each other, lol.

When we reached SAJC, we went 2 the bowling booth 2 meet elis and sherlene.
Then we went 2 collect the shoe bag and found out that they need 2 scan our ezlink, so I had 2 lie abt my sch and stuff and I really feel SUPER guilty after that and 2 minimise this guilt, I gave the shoebag 2 someone else.
I was so surprised that SAJC has golf as a cca!!! Then I tried out 2 hit the ball into the hole and realised that it was not easy at all.
Oh ya and I saw christine too as the tennis booth was just beside the bowling booth at the fitness corner.

After staying in SAJC 4 abt 2 hours plus according 2 Grace Teo, we went 2 vivocity!!! The place was damm huge, but some shops r not open yet.
We went 2 this outdoor area in vivocity where we can admire the view of the sea and sentosa, but due 2 haze, the view wasn't that nice 2 see.
We walked around vivocity 4 some time before settling down at a foodcourt 2 eat as we were all very tired and I was super hungry!!! After eating we went 2 the vivomart (which is the combination if GIANT, Marketplace by Cold Storage and Guardian) and sat down at seats at the cinema before we parted and go home.

I really had quite a gd time with my sec sch friends, it is like we all so long nv see each other le(actually not very long also, last time we see each other was teacher's day) and we still have many things 2 talk. Maybe because we share the same interest mah, it is so long since I can talk abt 5566 with someone that likes them also. Furthermore, I feel that they r more fun loving than most of the friends I made now in my sch and most impt is that I can be myself.

I really want 2 go back 2 my sec sch days, I miss those days alot. Last time we can always discussed with each other abt tests and results de, but now if I do that in my sch I will be deemed as showing off and ppl will start talking bad abt me behind my back.
Y when I come 2 jc I will get so much of backstabbing from ppl?? Maybe is just that I really dun suit the sch and the people there. I know that some of them r good ppl and friends there 2 talk 2, but somehow I really cannot be myself. Furthermore, no one there really shares the same interest with me and sometimes it is quite hard 2 communicate.

Maybe I need 2 change, change 2 someone that everybody can accept me......

One more battle 4 promos

2006-10-04T19:01:00.000-07:00

Hi ppl!!! I am finally back!!!
Congratulations 2 all those that survived through promos......
Hope that everybody will pass with flying colours!!!
4 me, there is still a battle next mon......
Wish me gd luck ppl!!!

Sometimes I wonder y am I so compeitive
I always want 2 achieve the top
but yet me myself I am not happy at all
Finally I have thought through
I realised that my biggest compeititor is myself and not my dearest classmates and friends
I think that it is more impt that I improve and get better results than before and now,
I am at least happier than last time.

At fri 22 sept, gloria, grace and me celebrated MJ's birthday at J8, 4 more info, check out their blogs (gloria and mj) 4 a more detailed account.

At sun 1st oct is children's day as well as hanh's birthday, just wish her happy birthday
so sad her birthday falls during promos, celebrate birthday also had 2 study 4 promos, lol anyway happy belated birthday 2 hanh!!!

I will like 2 say 2 my 06S13 classmates that we will always be 06s13
Everyone will be promoted and
We will all fight 4 'A' levels together next year!!!
No one is going 2 leave us!!

Basketball match

2006-09-21T04:18:00.000-07:00

Wow......another week as passed and yesterday we had our first promo paper which was the mother tongue paper. The compo qns not very nice 2 fa hui lor, so I didn't write very long as there was nothing not much things 2 write abt. The hall was so damm cold and I was shivering when I was doing my paper, lucky someone turned up the temp of the air-con in the midst of the exam.

During pe today, we were supposed 2 train 4 basketball, 4 ur info, our class was divided into the different pe classes during pe lesson and my group consists of Jasmine, Hanh, Serene, Sharon and me and some girls from other classes. My pe teacher was so kind today 2 allow us 2 play a game of basketball!!! Lol, so the 5 of us went 2 one of the courts 2 practice on our shooting as the girls were too lazy 2 play basketball.

After a while of happy shooting of the basketball into the net, we saw 4 guys coming towards us, the 4 guys r Yong Quan, Wilson, Kok Chuang and Qi Shuo. They wanted 2 play match and we were divided into 2 teams (obviously), Kok Chuang, Serene, Yong Quan and me one team while Wilson, Qi Shuo and Jasmine in another team. Then Sharon and Hanh dun want 2 play so they sit at one side of the court and watch us play, I was wondering y they have 2 sit under the hot sun since Hanh dun like 2 be exposed 2 the sun's rays, lol. Sharon said that they wanted 2 support us......wah they like so sweet.

Soon the match began, we were leading since the start of the match as yong quan and kok chuang had great mo qi and plus me this shen she shou zi kua only, actually I have no substance at all), lol. It seems that Wlson is the only one playing the game lah(sorry 2 say that but it was really the truth) and it seems 2 me that they do not have much team bonding, anyway the games seems like 4 on 1. Actually I think that wilson got fang shui and didn't really blocked me, thats y I manage 2 shoot in a few goals, then I always go abt blocking Jasmine and snatching her ball lor, then dun know who said that it was the contrast between violent and gentle, lol.

Anyway after that they suggested 2 start all over agin and see who got in 7 shots first and of course my team won again, lol.

I think there is one person in my class is getting too much, do u know that u had actually gone overboard?? Can u pls understand how the other party feels??? Fine, u can actually deny all that u have done, but u urself should know whether u r really speaking the truth anot??? If everything was supposed 2 be just a coincidence, I dare say I won't believe and I dun think others will.

I know I have no right 2 say this as it was none of my business, but I just wanted 2 say how I feel abt this matter. Anyway if any 06S13 ppl who happen 2 read this, maybe u can feel free 2 express ur opinions also......

If u really liked a person, u have 2 give her freedom......

Gd luck 4 promos ppl!!!

06S13 won

2006-09-15T08:54:00.000-07:00

Promos drawing near......Everybody is busy studying now......
Today we played captain ball during pe and we won!!
I think that my stamina has been depleting, I feel tired only in just a while after the start of the game, I seriously think I need more training le.
There r some things that I wanted 2 say, yet I can't, something had happened which makes my friend feel devastated and it was partially my fault. If I hadn't been so busybody, she will not known a single thing at all......oh man
Things hadn't been going on smoothly 4 me this week, the proposal portion 4 the WR that I did was badly done and I think my group members must be blaming me 4 giving them so much trouble. Anyway they didn't let me touch the proposal again, so I think they r angry with me le. I am also very unhappy abt it, I did the proposal, yet they didn't allow me 2 edit it myself, do they know how much hard work I had put in 2 finish it??
Maybe I just think too highly of myself, I have always think that I will be able 2 do everything well and hate it when my friends look down on me. I shouldn't be so arrogant anymore.

It is raining heavily now, so damm cold......
Gd time 2 sleep......

Anyway hanh and me r at rita's house now, get 2 eat free flow of icecream......I loved icecream man, although it is fattening......

Dun wait until u lose ur precious ones 2 learn how 2 appreciate them......

JY and Xinhui event

2006-09-10T04:14:00.000-07:00

Can one fall in love with someone that they do not know?? When u have an affection 4 someone that u do not know a single thing abt him/her, is that really love??
Last Mon Hanh and me went Rita's house having the motive 2 use her comp as mine had some problems when we were supposed 2 study together or something, lol. Her parent still treat us 2 dinner, I really need 2 thank them...... Next time I shall treat Rita 2 lunch or something......

Hmmms, yesterday I went 2 marina sq 2 see JY and Xinhui at 7pm...... When I reached there, they already reach le, so I missed the part when they arrived......
Anyway at least I got 2 see him, his looks, his smiles......shuai dai le!!!
When he sing that time right, I called grace who was on her way there so that she can listen 2 JY sing, but I dun know whether she can hear clearly as it was through a hp, so I went near the speakers so that she can hear more clearly.
The event was supposed 2 be 7pm-8pm de, but they left after singing 2 songs each when the time was just 7.30pm.
I followed them 2 the van and on the way, Junyang and Xinhui help fans signed their notebk, damm nice lor......
A pity I didn't ask 4 autograph as I didn't have any paper with me......If grace had came earlier then can get because she had papers with her as she came down after her tuition......
However, she only arrived after they left, I think she quite sad lor, she rush from kovan 2 marina sq 2 see Junyang de, but too bad she didn't get 2 see him......nvm, at least u get 2 hear him sing right?? If got chance we go see him together ok???

Oh ya forget 2 tell u all, I bought a new bag!!! Is hanh help me choose de......lol, must thank her as I always dragged her along whenever I need 2 buy something 2 help me choose the one that suits me the most out of so many varieties, thanks ah!!!

Thats the reason y my things r becoming more and more feminine......

Teacher Day's Celebration + birthady celebration with Grace

2006-09-02T18:21:00.000-07:00

Thurs Teacher's Day Celebration
It rained, therefore the whole sch had 2 gather at the hall 4 morning assembly instead of the field. We had morning assembly followed by aces day workout, the exercise was so damm sian as it was the same workout that I did in my pri sch.
We got our class jersey!!! The jersey was nice but it only suit the guys, we girls wear le not as gd looking as the it was designed 4 men and it was too baggy 4 most of us (the girls) despite having the smallest size.
After that I went back 2 my sec sch and saw almost all my classmates from 4e4!!! I miss them so much!!!! I heard that Ee Fang is the captain of MJC girls soccer team, wah......actually can be expected lah, she belongs 2 the under 19 nationals in girls soccer. Aretha came without removing her makeup after the performance at her sch concert and there was a scar (drawn) on her face, lol. Dorea still as tall and thin as ever, Ee Fang still talk as loud as ever, Dorcas still as quiet as ever(heard that she got bf le), Aretha still as crappy as ever and she kept insisting that I have missed her alot, but did I ??? Sarah Jane is as ,uscular as last time, Jodine also as tall and thin but she dye her hair brown. Christine also still the same, except she has put on braces and she now belongs 2 the house exco in SAJC, it happens that she knows stephen(my classmate) too,......I think everybody also didn't change much......If I continue mentioning everybody my entry will be damm long...... I really miss thosse days where 4e4 was together......
The teachers also didn't change except Mrs Loy has changed her shoes!!! Mrs Lee still speak with that accent and of course, Ee Fang nv fails 2 imitate her and the imitation was so funny and I was laughing the whole way.
After the visit 2 my sec sch, I went 2 meet Samantha at parkway, then Jia Hui and Michelle also joined us after that. When we were deciding where 2 eat, we were told that the rest of 4e4 also coming 2 parkway 2 eat, therefore we joined them too. Samantha, Jia Hui, Michelle, Grace Teo, Rachel and me on one table while the others divide themselves into 2 tables.

I also saw Nickolas at Parkaway also......

Sat 2 Sept 2006

Went 2 VJC carnival in the morning, I went there just 2 play a game 2 support May Yee and I won a sweet. Actually I think I shouldn't have gone as I felt so left out as I not very close 2 Grace Teo's friends. I felt quite left out as I couldn't really speak 2 anyone except Grace Teo and she kind of busy talking 2 them.

Left VJC 2 meet Grace at orchard, lol I was late as I didn't expect the journey 2 take so long. Upon reaching there, we went 2 ngee ann city 2 eatand she gave me the birthday presents by some og 12 peeps. She treat me 2 prata sausage roll, hmmm, quite nice and we also bought icecream too.

We left ngee ann city 2 go far east as Grace wanted 2 buy her handphone pouch but in the end we couldn't find the shop + we had 2 rush 2 dhoby gaut 4 milubin's event. However when we reach dhoby gaut there right, I think milubin had left le so we went 2 buy donut and ice kachang and sat down at the food court 2 eat.

After eating and lots of eating, we left the place and I had 2 rush 2 parkway 2 meet sharon 4 help her in her sch work.

Lol I blog this entry at rita's house, thanks 4 letting me use ur comp!!!

Happy Birthday 2 me

2006-08-31T04:05:00.000-07:00

Last sat went 2 the superstar event at Toa Payoh HDB Hub with Grace Teo. She was late, therefore she missed the part when the superstars came. After they came, the superstars tried 2 settle down and prepare 4 their performance, sam and nic put down their stuff and went 2 the toilet and after a while, Junyang, Renfred and Geraldine also came out 2 go 2 the toilet.
When Junyang came back, I said hi 2 him, he responded by smiling, waving and saying hi 2 me only!!! He is damm shuai man!!!
First 2 perform was Milubin, followed by the campus superstars and the project superstars being the grand finale.
Milubin, Renfred, Geraldine and Teresa sang one song each while Zhi Yang sang a medly, one of which was Jiang Nan and the other I dun know what song it was.
The project superstars sang an average of 2 songs each, Kelly sang ai wu li and ji shi zha dan while Junyang sang hua yi ge meng and nan dao which he composed himself.
JY jiayou!!! So sad that I couldn't go 4 his autograph session at Causeway Pt after the superstar event as the venue 4 the auto session was too far.
When they leave, Junyang smiled and waved 2 me again!!! Besides him, Sam of milubin, Xin Hui and Zhi Yang also smiled 2 me as I waved 2 them!!! I was walking behind Wei Qi of milubin when I was following them 2 their buses, Grace was attempting 2 push me so that I will fall on Wei Qi but lucky it didn't happen, or else it will be so gan ga.
The project superstars and superhosts went up one bus while milubin and campus superstars board the other. I was standing beside the bus where Junyang was then suddenly one person pushed me and in order 2 balance myself, I put my hand on the bus hard and Cui Fang, one of the host, signal me 2 be careful.
After the event we went 2 KFC and eat and talk 4 quite a long time.

Tues 29th August was my birthday, so glad 2 receive msgs from Hanh, Gloria, Grace, Sharon, Alvin Chen and Flora, was quite surprising that they rmb my birthday:D!! Hanh and Grace purposely wait at 28th Aug 2357h and 29th Aug 2350h respectively 2 wish me happy birthday. In the morning when I went 2 assemble at the parade sq, Liting and Jasmine also wish me Happy Bithday. Thanks 2 u all!!! During break, Hanh and Sharon gave me birthday prez by them and Rita, I was damm touched, they were so gui gui sui sui before giving the prez, trying 2 keep me in suspense.
Hui Jun also wished me Happy Birthday during break at the canteen also!!
Damm sad that I had GP essay test on my birthday, think I will not be able 2 do well lor......
When the last lesson ended, the class sang happy birthday song 2 me, lol thanks man!!! It caught me in surprise as I was trying 2 explain a qn 2 Sharon at that time.
Sch ended at 4.10 pm, but I stayed back 2 help Sharon in her hw until abt 5pm.
I went 2 tm with my mum after that 2 buy my birthday prez, oh ya and last sun my family celebrated my birthday, we went out 2 eat and waited 4 almost an hour 4 the food 2 come.
I must also thanks Jowie who sent me an electronic card mail and by tagging on my blog, thanks!!!
When I returned 2 my sec sch on 31 Aug 2 see my teachers and my dear friends from tkgs 4e4, Grace Teo gave me a birthday prez!!! LOL she rmb my birthday!!! Thanks!!! ^-^

In conclusion, I want 2 thanks everybody who had contributed 2 make my birthday a wonderful day, THANKS!!! As my vocab is limited, it is impossible 4 me 2 think of other words other than thanks, but zhe ju hua shi da cong wo xin li shuo chu lai de hua!!!

Class Jersey

2006-08-19T02:27:00.001-07:00

Feeling unhappy lately......
I wish my cheerfulness can come back soon......
I wonder y I lost the most updated version of this entry, I have 2 redo some qns again due 2 the lost of info, but then I have forgotton what songs I listen 2 le......

How are you feeling today?
天天夜夜-FIR
I am feeling touched as the song speaks abt the deep love between a couple and they an themselves how will they live without each other......How I wished that someone will sing that song 2 me, lol, think I shall start dreaming and return 2 reality......

Will you get far in life?
Won't Give UP-5566
I think I will get far in life by my peserverance, or it is that there r ppl who will not give up on me and always there 2 help me when i needed help

How do ur friends see u?
Nothings Gonna Change My Love 4 u - George Benson
I think they see me as a loyal friend who will always stand by them and our friendship will not change forever, yay!!!

Will u get married??
Wu Niang- Jolin Tsai
I think I will and my husband will be a dancer??

What is ur best friend's theme song??
My Island Home- Kaira Gong
My best friend loves Singapore!!! Or that person treats me as one who he/she can confide with???

What is the story of your life?
擱淺 - Jay Chou
My story is that I have hurt alot of ppl that once appear in my life?? I only can say that I am sorry 2 them, maybe I dun even know that I had hurt them if they once feel that I did??

What was high school like?
快乐崇拜- Wilber Pan and Angela Shao
My high sch days were happy......Definitely there were some unhappy ones but I already do not rmb that all,
I realised that I reallly miss those days when we mug 4 'O' levels!!!

How can u get ahead with life??
Waiting 4 U-胡彦斌
I get on with my life waiting 4 u, hmmmm, who is the u??? First will be gd results, second is lots of $$, third is the guy in my life......Am I too greedy???

What is the best thing about your friends?
Gei Wo Ni De Ai - Tank
My friends give me their true love in friendship!!! They r all willing 2 stand by my side when I am not happy!!! Thanks!!! I loved u all too!!!

What is in store for this weekend?
Home - JJ
I think I will spend my weekends at home STUDYING!!! Lol, exams r near the corner......I must get gd results!!!

What song describes you?
Superstar-Jamelia
Wa!!! I am a superstar??? Cannot be, I dun have the looks or figures......Or it can be describing me who have this liking 2 chase superstars eg 5566 ???

To describe your grandparents?
沙沙的谁 -洪俊扬
I will think of them when I heard the rustling of the leaves.....

How is your life going?
难道 - 洪俊扬
Hmmm, I am trying to forget this person in my life yet I cannot bring myself to, I want him 2 know how I feel 4 him......Such an emo side of me, lol

What song will they play at your funeral?
曹操 - 林俊杰
They will rmb me 4 a very long long time like how people have rmb 曹操 since his name was recorded in history, maybe 4 my determination or my evil deeds???

How does the world see you?
原来 -林俊杰
The world thinks that I am sad 2 keep thinking of a person that have left me and yet I longed 4 him 2 come back, I think I will not do that as there is no pt waiting 4 a guy who does not love u anymore......

Will you have a happy life?
恋爱频率 - 许慧欣 & 许志安
I will lead a happy life because there is this guy in my love who will love me as much as I love him......Will that really happen??? In this world, there is no such thing as eternal love......

What do your friends really think of you?
Fly Away-FIR
My friends view me a brave person who is not afraid of anything, able 2 put the unhappiness behind me and look forward 2 the future.

Do people secretly lust after you?
枫 -Jay Chou
The ans is no, '爱你穿越时间　两行来自秋末的眼泪', liking me is painful , therefore no one will want 2 like me ba. Anyway no one will like a girl with no looks and figure.

How can I make myself happy?
Get High-FIR
I make myself happy by getting high and listening FIR's Get High!!!

What should you do with your life?
偷心 Yes I love u-55666
I should go around stealing other ppl's heart, but I dun know what is that 4, this dun seems 2 be an interesting thing 2 do leh, just trying 2 xia bian an ans out of the song.

Will u ever have children?
同一个世界-5566
I will have children because we belong 2 the same world and one by one we will welcome victory!!! Actually I dun know how explain the qn also leh, lol

Fireworks festival

2006-08-11T18:46:00.000-07:00

I am back after 4 days since the last time I update, lol!!!
Wanted 2 talk abt the fireworks festival mah......
Yesterday during pe lesson I went 2 pace hanh in running 2.4km but the timing turned out 2 be worse than the last time she ran :(......
At first say want 2 pace her 4 6 rounds, but the busybody me went 2 see ppl do the standing broad jump and when I returned 2 the track, Hanh was running the first round le
So I paced her from the 2nd round onwards
After that Sharon and Liting joined us
Which is equivalent 2 me running with my 2nd, 3rd and 4th wives, lol
Chinese lessons have 2 write compo but we were all very lazy 2 write
In the end lesson end le all still haven't finish as we spent most of the time talking and thinking that we could hand in on mon
However, chinese teacher demanded us 2 stay back and finish (as it was the last period le)
After sch went tm with Rita and she ate so long made me wait so long 4 her!!! LOL!!!
Went home 2 bathe and settle some stuff before rushing 2 cityhall 2 meet Alvin Chen and Grace
I WAS LATE !!!
One of the rare times 2 see Grace actually came earlier than me!!!
After that followed Alvin and his friend 2 choose gd spots 4 photography
While Alvin Chen and his friend were busy setting up the equipment
Grace and me nothing 2 do there so we talked 2 each other and she also lend me her orange hairband
Think abt 2 weeks nv see her le......
Alvin Chen brought poker cards and the 4 of us played 2 sian rounds of daidi and I won in both rounds!!!
Then Grace and me went 2 have a 'fast' walk walk
Usually couples they will walk very slowly 2 have the romantic sort of atmosphere but Grace and me walk so damm fast
After that pei her go buy dinner and icecream as well
The food there as makansutra like damm ex lah, so I didn't buy at all
I dun know y my ice-cream melts so fast
Just divert some of my attention msging and when I looked up the ice-cream was dripping le
We ask 4 the 3 flavours in one cone (sweetcorn, attapchee and chocolate) but the uncle gave us so little of the chocolate flavour
Grace and me continue talking until sian so noticed 2 cute small boy boys
Both belong 2 different types of 'gd-looking'
One belongs 2 the bad boy type and the other belong 2 the looks abit like Eurasian type
I prefer the latter, lol
Then we keep talking abt them......
Oh ya and I realised that one of them got style his hair de, so young already know how 2 da2 ban4 le
Sounds as if we so despo 4 small kids, lol
Saw Grace finished her whole tube of mentos......she likes 2 eat yet so skinny, make ppl like me 2 be eyes red(yan hong)
Not long after she finished her dinner she said she feel like eating again......
We took some pics of the night view of the CBD and continue talking
After long anticipation(4 hours 30 mins of waiting), the fireworks begun!!!
It were so cool!!!
First time I saw water fireworks, damm nice!!!
Help Grace took videos and some pics also, but were not very gd, alot of them were abit blur......
After watching the fireworks the 5 of us consisting of Alvin and his 2 friends, grace and me ran 2 bugis
I dun know y was there a need 2 rush but I just ran with them
It was sort of an adventure and I felt that it was fun running like that but Grace said that was worse than 2.4
4 me I dun like running around track 6 rounds lor as it was so damm boring
Then had a drink at mos before we went home and thats the end

Fireworks festival

2006-08-09T00:40:00.000-07:00

Firstly, I must say I really love the girls of 06s13, thanks 4 staying by my side when I am feeling down......
Last week, there was this group of students from Shandong came 2 our sch 4 a student exchange programme.
Hui Jun was a buddy of one of the students called Pan Qing
She attended lessons with us on tues, thurs and fri
Liting and me found her at the courtyard waiting 4 Hui Jun on tues morning just before morning assembly on tues
Hui Jun was late on that day, therefore Liting and me brought her 2 the physics lecture
I think she feel very bored during the lecture as she did not know what the lecturer was talking abt as their lessons in China r taught in chinese.
After sch on thurs, Hui Jun, Pan Qing, Liting, Hanh, Jasmine, me and some guys went 2 Siglap
Purpose was 2 bring Pan Qing 2 eat some authentic food in Singapore and 2 celebrate Wilson's birthday
Everyone was already feeling very full before the CHOCOLATE CHEESE CAKE arrived and the cake was so cheesy that alot of us couldn't stand it after a few mouthfuls
So much leftovers and Kaiyi and Yong Quan(although both of them r very bloated) took the leftovers and compete with each other
See who finished eating 2 big slices of cake first and the loser will have 2 eat the 3rd piece of cake
Yong Quan won but he still divided the 3rd slice of cake with Kaiyi, like so touching, lol
Took some photos but haven't received them yet
Maybe next time then I post the pics here

Last Sat was the finals of the superband show
Milo ice won but I think they did not perform 2 their best
Think J3 can sing also but too bad they no looks appeal
Just rmb that I think I saw Jacky from J3 during JJ's autograph session last year at IMM
He sang Bei Feng Chui Guo De Xia Tian with another girl from ocean butterflies

Now just came home after watching the fireworks display with hanh at the marina promenade
Damm nice!!!
Jowie and the rest were there also, at first didn't notice them as I were busy talking 2 hanh when we walked past them until suddenly I saw a hand just in front of my face.
That was Jowie's hand, lol
Alvin Chen wore the og jersey, so AA, can notice him from afar......
So those ppl who r still considering whether they should go or they have regretted no going today
they still can watch it tomorrow(NDP), fri and sat
Before going 2 watch fireworks that time went singing at kbox today
Think today was national day eve and so the price was more ex
Donovan, serene and hanh nv sing much lor
not worth their $$
Actually I think I sang the most, lol
Today I couldn't sing well, keep going out of tune + out of breath and also shout on the mic dun know4 what reason......Haiz
Maybe today shout too much in sch le, lol

JY is sooo cute, lol
I saw him 2 weeks ago at tampines mall at his event promoting dream chasers with the other 3 project superstar finalists.

I wonder whether love is everything in youngsters' mind nowadays, how abt kinship, friendship and studies??? R they as impt as well???
Somehow some of my friends around me r all troubled by love......
Wondering whether the guy/girl that they like also like them too
Is now the right time 2 go into a relationship???
Sometimes I really dun know how 2 help them, I can only lend a listening ear, but it is enough???
I can't even help myself now because I can only see u in my dreams......

Broken specs

2006-07-28T06:34:00.000-07:00

I am going 2 vent my frustrations here now......*ALERT* there might be vulgarities here

THERE IS THIS GROUP OF PPL THAT REALLY PISS ME MAN, THEY THINK THEY R SO GD OR SMART AND ALL THE GIRLS WILL SUCK UP 2 THEM.
PLS LAH, GO LOOK AT URSELF IN FRONT OF THE MIRROR, U THINK U SO HANDSOME AR?? MY FOOT!!! EVERYTIME LOOK PRETTY GIRLS, U THINK THEY WILL WANT U AR???AS IF, EVEN NON-CHIO GIRLS LIKE ME ALSO DUN GIVE U A DAMM, U THIS KIND OF ATTITUDE PROBLEM, JUST BEING JEALOUS OF OTHERS BECAUSE NO ONE LIKES U AT ALL. U THINK U SO GREAT IS IT??? AS IF LOR, THE WORLD DOESN'T REVOLVE AROUND U AND DUN THINK U R SO SMART AND TRY 2 ACT SMART BECAUSE U HAD LOST TERRIBLY 2 ME. I KNOW U DIDN'T EVEN EXPECT THAT I CAN DO BETTER THAN U AND U R JUST TRYING 2 PROVOKE ME IF UR WORDS BECAUSE U R JUST TOO HELPLESS 2 DO ANYTHING......U SAY THAT WE R SHIT, THEN HOW ABT U, U R NOTHING, NOTHING AT ALL. U DUN SHOW ME RESPECT, I ALSO WON'T. EVEN HOW GD U LOOK(WHEN U AREN'T) ALSO NO USE BECAUSE 2 ME U R VERY UGLY, UR PERSONALITY PISS ME OFF.U R SIMPLY TOO ARROGANT,U THINK NO ONE CAN WIN U LIKE THAT, ESPECIALLY GIRLS, BUT WE WILL PROVE U WRONG. OH YA STOP THE NOISE POLLUTION IN CLASS, U THINK UR SINGING VERY GD AR?? OMG UR SINGING REALLY SUCKS MAN AND UR 'HIGH' PITCH IS NOT HIGH AT ALL LOR, STILL SAY WANT 2 JOIN THE SUPRANO, I THINK THE CHOIR DUN EVEN WANT U WITH SUCH LOUSY SINGING, DUN PULL STANDARD OF THE CHOIR DOWN.

Right, girls???

ok, l shall not let this affect my mood
thurs broke my specs when playing basketball and I looked damm weird without my specs
Hanh/Sharon said I look like a lost sheep searching 4 directions
During lectures I sat in front but still cannot see clearly
then have 2 rely on liting 2 help me
thanks le!!!

Heard this song nothing gonna change my love 4 u at hui jun's blog

Nothing gonna change my love 4 u
U ought 2 know by now how much I love u
One thing you can be sure of
i never ask for more than your love
nothing s gonna change my love for you
you ought 2 know by now how much i love you
the world may change my whole life through
but nothing s gonna change my love for you

Sea Sports Carnival

2006-07-25T04:35:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the sea sports carnival 2006
As our class qualify 4 the finals dragonboat race, we had 2 row yesterday
but didn't win despite the gd luck my 1st wife has given me
partly because we r not fast enough and when the race has started we were still talking as we did not hear the person say start as he was so soft and the class beside us was busy singing away
So we at first already lag behind le due 2 the extra reaction time
but at least we had tried our best le
Gd job 06S13!!! I am proud of u!!!
Lets try harder again next yr ba
Left after the race as I need 2 go buy shoes
Went with my 4th wife 2 bugis 2 buy
She still help me choose!!!
By the way, I have acknowledge my 4 wives, here is the list of their names

1st wife (highest in rank): Grace Lee (OG12)
2nd wife: Ong Liting (06S13)
3rd wife: Sharon (06S13)
4th wife: Hanh (06S13)

To the guys that like them, dun be jealous of me, lol
I loved all my wifes equally
although I will abandon my 3rd and 4th wives usually, lol

Dragonboat

2006-07-20T07:07:00.000-07:00

I heard that some guys in my class in my class want 2 form a band and perform 4 teacher's day concert.
YQ said that in 3 months time they will be hotter than 5566......
Lol so lets see......
If they really hotter than 5566 I will form a fanclub 4 them......

Hanh and the girls are thinking of organising a class outing on national day, but Hanh says maybe she has 2 go back 2 Vietnam during that period, so it is still not confirm yet.

Sat got draginboat training 2 prepare 4 the sea sports finals, I hope we really can win!!
So lets jiayou!!!

Oh ya I also have 2 wish my Grace and Alvin Chen they all who will be participating 4 the interpoly-jc petanque comp on sat too

Before I forget, I wanted 2 tell u that there is no need 4 u 2 apologise 2 me on what had happened last week. Actually I had long forgotton abt it le and during that time, I was not unwilling, it is just that I am feeling gan ga only lah.

Sometimes I wonder y I always act happy sometimes (when I am actually not) in front of my friends. Maybe it is just because I dun like 2 write my unhappiness on my face, I wish that my family and friends can always be happy!!!

BBQ

2006-07-14T07:59:00.000-07:00

I was wondering whether I am being too much in some things that I had done and if I had offended anyone, I must say that I did not have any evil intentions in the first place.
I dun think I know whether anyone is unhappy abt me, I think I have 2 blame in on my low EQ.

Have my 2.4 run(practice) yesterday and we were supposed 2 wear number tags de.
I was allocated the no 8
An auspicious no......
Lol, but I didn't perform up 2 standard
So must try harder le
Oh ya when I was running that time I saw Derek running in first
Then followed by Yong Quan and Chun Wa (tough fight)
When they completed their run I still had 2 laps 2 run
I still managed 2 overtake 2 guys

Today we run 2 rounds then practised the 5 items 4 NAPFA
Damm it, 4 standing broad jump right, I either just pass or fail
Dun know how I can do well
Last time I still can jump better de

I think the reason 4 my not up 2 standard performance is due 2 the lack of training and also I had on weight which makes my stamina goes down, not being able 2 jump far and stuff like that.
I am trying 2 lose weight le lah, lol.

After sch went Hanh's house before setting off 2 east coast park 4 class bbq
My bag was damm heavy as I didn't pack my bag and I claim I am going hiking,lol

When we were walking 2 the bbq pit that time right, I saw a guy that is wearing half-view (a shirt and tpjc sch pants)
He was carrying a white box and a red crumpler
So I guess it was Yong Quan
True enough I was right and I also saw Kai Yi with his bike and Aaron who asked us 2 carry some things.

When we reached the pit, Derek and Donkey already there le
Then we started 2 start the fire but due 2 the inferior quality of charcoal and fire starter and the strong wind(someone actually shouted 4 the wind 2 stop 4 1 min, I think thats a bit lame,lol), we could not get the fire started.
One by one the others came, heard that some of them actually lost their way
There were 2 couples(Sharon and Pauline came with their bf) and another 2 scandalous pairs(u know who u r,lol)
I also found out that only my pw group had every member present, the other groups had at least one member missing
We only get the fire started at abt 8 plus when Donkey when 2 buy better quality charcoals
Oh ya and I just found out yesterday that Donkey was afraid of DOGS!!!
As the food take so long 2 be cooked and I cannot reach home late ,
I only ate very little(in my opinion lah, but Hui Jun said I eat alot le)

I wonder y nowadays all my friends r emoing
I tried all ways 2 cheer them up and they really shang lian by putting a smile on their face!!!
I wish that everyone around me r always HAPPY!!!

Oh ya and I must thanks the guys who put in so much effort 2 start the fire and cooked 4 us too.(although u all will not see this, lol)

Zi-emo

2006-07-11T06:29:00.000-07:00

I wonder y ppl can be so childish at times
I wonder y ppl's words at be so mean at times
I wonder y I can be so sensitive 2 ppl's words at times
I wonder y I will zi-emo at times

Somehow I feel that a friend that will listen 2 all my thoughts r hard 2 find......
Maybe u can be one too???

Better change topic......

Lol, I went out with Grace last sat......
Gave her an early birthday present and a birthday card
Glad that she loved my present as I had put alot of effort, especially the birthday card.
All the planning and the process of making......
I tried 2 make the best out of everything that I do and
there will be this sense of satisfaction in me when the recipient can appreciate it.

Tomorrow will be the inter-house badminton tournament
My class ppl taking part but I am not
Maybe go there support only or dun even go at all lor
See first ba

The more u look down on me, the more I can proved u wrong, dun think that u all r really so great......U r just nothing 2 me......

Some Reflections

2006-07-06T03:56:00.000-07:00

Just know of my grade 4 chem the paper today, my chem teacher said that I did quite ok. Honestly speaking, I had expected myself 2 do better.

Sometimes I feel like no matter how much effort I put in, I will always lose out 2 other ppl.
Sometimes I feel like I am being look down upon by ppl that r better than me.
Sometimes I feel a sense of inferiority when I am with some friends who r smarter (although they may not think that way)

I dun know y......

Maybe I am greedy and just not satisfied with what I already have???

Today during my 'A' levels MTL oral exams,
I got this topic,

'As a teenager, what problems do u face in ur studies and love life???'

That was this part when I said that I am not that ppl who r smart in nature and work extra hard in my studies and no matter how hard I work, I am still not as gd as the others.
Upon hearing this, the examiners encouraged me by telling me that I will succeed one day if I dun give up work hard towards my goal and being intelligent will not bring me far if I do not put in effort.
Maybe ba, maybe one day I will earn millions???
Lol, if there is such a day, I will have 2 thank those ppl who had helped me achieved this goal.

I think I should stop dreaming now and focus all my energy on my studies.

Jiayou ba......

Lets all score well 4 our 'A' levels!!!!

Dreamt of the same person 4 2 consecutive days, is it that I miss u too much???

New South Wales Maths Comp

2006-07-04T19:02:00.000-07:00

Got back almost all my papers le, just average scores......
Anyway I sat 4 the New South Wales Maths Compeitition yesterday and I didn't manage 2 ans the last 2 qns as there was not enough time.
Actually I didn't want 2 take part in the compeitition de, but my cca teacher pay 4 us le, so I really have 2 go......

Last Sun went out with Hanh again......
We agreed 2 meet at taka and while waiting 4 her, I saw my ex-classmate from ny but didn't bother 2 say hi, then saw Hanh's ex gp tutor(I different gp class) with her husband......Heard that some ppl from my class who is in her gp class doesn't like her......
I also saw Charmaine Tan at Ngee Ann City eating ice-cream with her friend
Oh ya and before that I saw Charlene in Watsons at Wisma Atria
Hanh was late 4 near 40 mins lor, make me wait 4 so long......

I wonder y I am the one that always have 2 wait 4 ppl, can't they be more punctual???

Anyway at first we wanted 2 go eat at this shop (which I can't rmb the name) as she had some discount coupons, but the staff there said that the coupons can only be used at their dhoby gaut express outlet, so we didn't eat there le......
Pei her go shopping first before we find some other place 2 eat......WAH SIAN!!!!
I wonder y most girls like shopping, I prefer going 2 play pool or some outdoor activities......
In the end we went 2 eat at the foodcourt in Ngee Ann City, actually I didn't eat lah, just pei her eat only. Then we went 2 buy ice-cream, lol, her ice-cream melts faster than mine and she asked me y mine won't melt at all......hmmmm......I dun know how 2 ans her qn.

After that we decided 2 go PS and on the way 2 the bus stop, I saw campus superstar finalist Andriano doing CIP which is 2 sell chocolates and the $$ collected will all be donated 2 charity. He asked me whether I want 2 buy the chocolates but before that I already bought from someone else le, so I did not buy from him.

Then pei her go shopping again before we suddenly thought of going 2 kbox, so we went 2 paradiz centre that kbox and k only 11pm. She sang a song which was 2 declare her love 2 *ahem* lol......Anyway she couldn't sing chinese songs(because she cannot understand chinese language) and I have 2 sing duets by myself......Lol and there was once when I was abt 2 sing nian ai ping lu that time right, the tv suddenly dc and when I switched on the tv again, it was showing a world cup match and we were like -_-!!!!!! but after that resume 2 normal le......

Think I shall end here......
Do u think I shall change my blogskin???

原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语我不懂得如何更爱你影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己你收的干净我也会不留一点痕迹
-JJ's 原来

Shuai Shuai de JY

2006-07-02T11:00:00.000-07:00

Went 4 Junyang's autograph session yesterday at J8......
Get 2 see the shuai shuai Junyang......

The autograph session begins at 5pm and I reached J8 at abt 4.25pm, knowing that I am early, I went 2 take a walk around the shopping centre. I also shun bian went 2 the open plaza and see how the siuation is like then, did not see much ppl.
At abt 4.55pm, I went 2 wait 4 Junyang's arrival at the place where he would be alighting.
After waiting 4 abt 5 mins, the van came and it was the same van as the one 5566 had taken when they came to Singapore.
I was the ONLY fan there then, which was good as when I called him or whatever he knew it was me.
When he came out of the van, I did not shout at all, I just called his name with my normal voice and he smiled, waved and said hello 2 ME ONLY!!! I reacted by saying hello back 2 him again and know what??? He said hello back 2 me again and at the same time waving 2 me too!!!
Too bad I did not have a camera with me, or else I will take pics and videos of the shuai shuai Junyang.
After that I rushed 2 the open plaza, 2 my surprise, there was alot of ppl...... Can rmb that there was not so much ppl 20 mins before that......
At that pt of time, Junyang had not come up 2 the stage
Finally, after long anticipation from the fans( especially those that went 2 queue since 6am), JY came up stage and sang 2 songs.
The first song was Nan Dao, a song that he had composed himself, but I couldn't sing along as I dun know the lyrics......
Second song was LOVE, but too bad JJ Lin is not there 2 sing the song with him......
The autograph session soon begins......
Found out that he didn't sign his full name, but he had 2 do that 2 finish signing everyone's album
Anyway I got his autograph not long after the time that I started queuing.
Junyang signed with his right hand and shook hands with fans with the same hand, won't his hand feel tired???
He should sign with one hand and shake hands with the fans using another hand like all the other stars will do when they r signing.
Then his hand won't be so tired......
Lol, I stayed till the autograph session ends
His father was the last 2 went up stage with JY's album
At first JY dun know that it was his father and thought it was just his fan
Then when he looked up he was sooo surprised and he hugged his father
His father whispered something 2 his ears and JY started crying
Damm touching......
After that I rushed back 2 the same place that he would board the van
There was alot of fans there and therefore I did not get much chance 2 see him board the van
Then he say bye bye 2 all the fans there and this marks the end of the event.
帅帅的俊扬你要加油!!!

C'est si C'est si bon 拼命作梦 C'est si C'est si bon 我为你加油
C'est si C'est si bon 最真的感动想到你我就快乐
C'est si C'est si bon 拼命作梦 C'est si C'est si bon 我为你加油
C'est si C'est si bon 最真的感动幸福就在你左右
-5566 C'est si bon

Outing with shopping queens

2006-06-30T18:18:00.000-07:00

Went out with Hanh and Rita 2 orchard after chem paper which was the last paper 4 our mid yrs on tues......
I dun know whether I had made the right choice in going out with the 2 SHOPPING QUEENS because I am not the type that likes shopping (although I am a girl)......
Anyway, I just followed them......

After the chem paper, we went 2 Hanh's house as the 2 girls wanted 2 change and do make-up and 4 me, I was using her comp as I did not bring any home clothes with me and I am not that sort that will wear makeup de.

Oh ya I also saw Shawn(Alvin Chen's classmate) at the bus stop opp Bedok interchange on my way 2 Hanh's house.

Waited 4 them 4 a long time 4 them 2 finish doing their make up......Think it was more than 2 hours I think......

Shopping was tiring......especially when u r with shopping queens, as there was a sale going on at Mango, Hanh spent more than an hour in that shop shopping 4 her clothes......I ended up waiting 4 them outside the shop......

Shopping is also boring when u have no $$......

Today is JY's auto session......shall update abt it soon......

사랑해요 means I love you 代表着我离不开你每分每秒每一个声音只有你撒娇会让我微笑
사랑해요 只对你说 I will love you and forevermore 我答应 baby you will see 每一个我都属于你
- 只对你说 by JJ Lin

JJ's autograph session

2006-06-25T04:44:00.000-07:00

Lol, I just came back from JJ's autograpg session held at century sq......I didn't know abt it till yesterday......Dun know y they didn't publicise it......Since it is sooo near my house, so I just go 4 it...... JJ said hello 2 me when he came!!! Actually because I was waiting behind the stage there where he will walk pass 2 go in the backstage area. When he came, my bro was quite a dist away from me and when JJ walked past me, I wave 2 him and he smiled and say hello 2 me, my bro even better, he was the only one at another area JJ just say hello and waved 2 him, that my bro was just stoning there and he was not really looking at JJ somemore lor. JJ and JY really very nice ppl......and they r also gd friends......Just saw JY on fri and JJ today......Both say hello 2 me!!!
Heard that JJ's concert held yesterday was nice, but too bad I didn't go because I no $$......Kinda regret......

Tomorrow starting sch le, first day of term 3, gd luck 2 all who r having their mid yrs, here is something that I wished 2 tell u all......

我们one by one一起迎接圣战一场记得不要害怕不要失望龙会在心上跟我一起不回头拚命用力的闯撼动你的心藏你的力量神州的光芒释放
-adapted from 5566's 同一个世界

933 Bao Chang Hui

2006-06-23T17:50:00.000-07:00

Hi!!!I went 2 the 933 concert yesterday with GraceTeo(4e4) at the Plaza Singapura.

After I left the house and was reaching Tampines MRT station, I realised that I had forgotton 2 bring the SD card that Grace Teo had told me 2 bring, therefore I had 2 walk back 2 my house and get it.

As the concert begins at 7pm, so Grace Teo and I agreed 2 meet at 6.45pm at Plaza Singapura, however she did not state the exact location where we have 2 meet, I went out by the other entrance 2 PS. It was when I received a msg from her 2 meet at the bus stop in front of PS, which means that I had 2 work a big round 2 meet her since I missed the other entrance which can reach the meeting place faster.

When she took out her camera and put my SD card in, we realised that my SD card is not suitable 4 her cam, therefore we couldn't take any pics le.

We started 2 discuss where the stars will come out from......there were 2 possibilities, one way will be that they will alight from their van/bus at the main road near the stage or they will alight from the opposite end of the road and come out by the underpass. From her experience, she said that Cyndi Wang just came in by the main road and walk 2 the stage, but I think she saw security guards at the opp end where the entrance of the underpass is, so she concluded that they will come out from the underpass. Lucky I had someone who has more experienced with me in chasing stars or I will be there figuring out the place which 2 me, takes alot of effort.

After some time, the superband finalists came (they were the first group2 perform). As I did not watch superband, I dun know any of them at all so I also didn't give a damm when they came. However, they really had alot of fans and I think some chase them from mediacorp 2 PS.

Second 2 come was Joi Chua, no comments, think I cannot say any criticisms here......

(note that the singers came quite some time after the previous one that came, they did not come together)

Third 2 reach was Tank, he also got alot of supporters but honestly speaking, he can sing well and I liked his songs but I think that he is not very shuai. Hope his groupies won't kill me......he sang a few songs, one of which was Du Chang Qing Ge on his own, wonder how he can handle both the male and female part himself......As I was near the escalator there at the underpass, I couldn't hear the other songs that he sang clearly.

After Tank was Fan Yi Chen, sorry 2 say that Grace Teo and me couldn't recognise him at the first place and we just now a singer came and we were like 'Who is that??' until when he came closer then I realised who he was......lol.

Finally, here comes Junyang and Kelly together......Somehow I noticed Junyang from one end of the underpass when I was at the other end maybe due 2 his golden-brown hair and I chiong 2 where he was. I was tio stunned 4 a moment when he walked pass and said hello 2 me and as there was no one on his right side, I started 2 walk beside him 4 a while. Afterwards I was walking behind him le as there were some fans in front and the underpass does not seems wide enough. Suddenly, I dun know y and I just shouted 'Junyang, ni hao shuai!!' and when he heard it, he turned around and I siam without any reason, that time I really felt very paiseh. Grace Teo was at the escalator there getting ready 2 take video of him, then when Junyang walked pass and he just looked at her phone camera there and say hello. He is soooooo sweet and he was wearing white somemore, remind me of bai ma wang zi......

I felt that I was not as daring as I used 2 be last time, think I really growing up le......

Kelly went up the stage first and sang a few songs and one of them was Ai Wu Li, I only liked that song as I hadn't really listened 2 her other songs...... After Kelly was Junyang's turn 2 perform le!!! I did not watch him sing as I was still at the underpass but I can listen 2 his singing. He sang LOVE, Nan Dao and Sha Sha De Shui......all very nice but actually I wished that he will sing Guardian Angel but he didn't......After he get down the stage he walked towards another direction instead of going down 2 the underpass according 2 a fan that went up 2 take a look, therefore Grace Teo and me decided 2 go up and see what happens up there. When we stepped on the escalator, Guang Liang came and was on the same escalator too and he was wearing RED...... Oh ya and before that Zhang Jing Xuan and Sun Ho came too. After I went up I saw Junyang doing a TV interview then there were quite alot of ppl taking photos. After that he went back 2 the tent and we stood there 4 a while before going back and when we stepped on the escalator, Kelly and Junyang came out and was on the same escalator at the same time as us.

We followed them back 2 the van, there was once I stretch out my hand then the security guard pushed my hand away and my hand just hit Junyang accidentally......so paiseh......

After they left we went Long John Silver and eat, we talked and talked until 1o plus pm, time really files......Really dun know how long I haven't had a heart 2 heart talk with my sec sch friends le......First time Grace Teo win me at the speed of eating, actually I purposely eat very very very slowly as I do not want 2 wait 4 her 2 finished eating and I talked more than I eat.

我只想对着夜空轻轻的呼吸寻找我最爱的人到底在哪里在慌乱中翻箱倒柜寻找记忆有一种爱它曾经住在我心里陪伴我熬过多少个无声哭泣不懂爱情我的心如此无力

-adapted from Ai Wu Li by Kelly

5 things 2 do

2006-06-18T19:53:00.000-07:00

Saw this thingy at Grace's blog, maybe I should do it too......

What were you doing in secondary school?

Mugging 4 'O' levels
Discussing the 剧情 of the Hong Kong shows on tv with my friends before start of sch
Chasing 5566!!!
Staying in classroom during recess watching Cardcaptor Sakura with some friends
Poning my CCA

Five of your favourite bands/singers

5566!!! (thinks everyone knows that)
Hong Junyang
JJ Lin
Jay Chou
Jolin Tsai

Five things you would do if you were a millionaire

Bring my family on a holiday
Buy a big house 4 my family 2 live in
Give my friends a treat (they decide the place)
Donate some $$ 2 charity
Give the rest of $$ 2 my parents

Five bad habits

Impatient
Procastinate
Likes 2 complain
Not sensitive 2 ppl's feelings
Lazy

Five things you like doing

Talking
Slacking
Listening 2 music
Keeping my family and friends company
Singing

Five things you would never buy, wear, or get?

I will nv buy cigarettes
I will nv wear a bikini
I will nv buy harmful drugs
I will nv wear mini skirts
I will nv buy those expensive handbags 4 myself

Five favourite things

My labtop
Food
Love 4 my family and friends
Handphone(so that I can contact with my friends)
5566 albums

Five people to do this?

No one in mind

满园的落叶任风吹听出沙沙的谁你的脚步声匆忙的那么零碎
我转过身背对你远去的感觉安静的为你写下一首诗再落泪
-adapted from Junyang's 沙沙的谁

Lost

2006-06-16T06:19:00.000-07:00

I dun even know wth I am doing nowadays, I was trying 2 settle down and start revising 4 my chem and maths but after a while of doing, I will go into the kitchen and start looking 4 tidbits 2 eat. After eating, I will start stoning until dun know when then go back 2 my work again......I know I am not smart yet I am just soooo lazy......
Know what??? I went 2 my sch's website 2 print some maths exam qns 2 practice, but after printing, I realised that there r no ans provided 4 the qns......omg!!! How am I going 2 do the qns when I dun even know whether my ans r correct or wrong??? I just dun know y I am sooo blur......and I just continue with the qns......maybe I can clarify with my maths teacher with the ans???

Maybe I just blog abt my OG outing yesterday ba, I think i will be the only one blogging abt this le......we were supposed 2 meet at Jurong East MRT station at 1pm yesterday. Knowing the distance I had 2 travel and the time taken, I left my house at 12pm. On the train, I received Flora's msg that she will be not be going 4 the og outing le......wah lao, ps us lor, make me feel so depressed that u r not going. Reached there a few mins earlier and as I got out of the gate, I take a look around and realised that I am the first!!! Lol, not 2 my surprise, Grace was late as she msg me at 1237h the time that she left the house.
Kai Hua was second 2 reach, followed my Alvin Lee, Jason, Grace, Maurice and MJ. Gloria couldn't go 4 the og outing because her parents dun allow. I was damm sad when I know it as she is my gd friend and really hao jiu bu jian le. When Grace hadn't arrive, I called her 2 asked who (on nyjc that side) will be coming and the answer that I got was only 2 names, at that pt of time, I really got a shock man. Later knew that MJ can come but she will be late as she got a workshop until 1330h, at least not so bad, still got abt 7 ppl and Grace told me that she went because I am going too. Lol, make me feel so flattered, actually if Grace did not go, my mood won't be there also u know??? While waiting 4 MJ, the guys went 2 JEC first, left Grace and me waiting and I told Grace 2 lie 2 MJ said OG outing only the 3 of us and the rest had left as they saw sooo little coming 4 the outing. However, MJ managed 2 拆穿 as Graces face gave her off and I was abt 2 laugh le.

We gathered with the rest and the group went 2 eat the foodcourt, as I do not have much $$ with me, I decided not 2 eat. After eating, we proceeded 2 the iceskate rink called the Fuji Ice Palace I think, on the way I realised that it was only the girls who do not know how 2 iceskate, ......When we reached there, we saw so many ppl iceskating, the place was damm crowded, therefore we decided not 2 go le. We went 2 watch movie instead, 5 of us, MJ, Grace, Alvin Lee, Kai Hua and me went 2 watch the movie 'Cars'. Rice went somewhere 2 study while Jason went 2 watch the movie 'Silent Hill' by himself as he strongly object 2 watch 'Cars'.

After watching the movie we meet at the foodcourt again 2 have a drink. Kai Hua ordered a char siew bao then he waited very long 4 the bao 2 be ready. In the end, he gave up waiting as he thought the lady had forgotton his order and went back 2 the table where the rest of us were sitting. We chatted 4 quite some time then the lady kept calling Kai Hua 2 get his bao which was ready by then, the situation then was damm funny and I kept laughing, lol.

We set off 2 marina south 4 steamboat at 5 plus, on the way, we received bad news of some ppl who last min inform us that they r not coming anymore......When I heard the news I really damm sian because it tells me that there will not be many ppl joining us 4 dinner le. I tried persuading Alvin Chen and Flora 2 come and join us but did not succeed......Haiz, but Kia Seng msg Alvin Lee that he would be coming, at least got one more person joining us le.

When we reached Marina Bay MRT station, Liying was waiting 4 us there, while waiting 4 Kia Seng, we played dai di using Liying's Jay Chou poker cards. I played one round then nv play le as I lost and was talking 2 Grace, I think Grace and me always have endless stuff 2 talk abt de. We waited 4 Kia Seng until we were sooo hungry and Rice went 2 called him, he said he reached le......We thought he really reached marina bay le but after a sec heard Rice said,'Reached Dhoby Gaut le......' -_-!!!

After Kia Seng came we waited 4 the bus 2 go 2 marina south, the bus stop was crowded with ppl. The bus took so long 2 come and when it came everyone started squeezing into the bus.

FINALLY, we started eating le, I was soooo hungry as I did not eat lunch......Actually I also did not eat much, dun know y, after eating halfway dun feel like eating le. Maybe partly because I see them cooked live prawns I dare not eat le, I didn't even touched a prawn after that......Even the soup I also dare not drink......I also dun know y, my father will sure scold me if I really eat those prawns due 2 our religion. There was once I went 2 take some meat balls and cooked some, after that I ate one that was not cook but I thought it was cooked already and the moment I put into my mouth I spilt it out as it was cold, lol. Jason and Rice really can eat alot, both of them kept eating when others had more or less stop eating le. They said eat steamboat must eat until very bloated then worth the $$, but I think it will be uncomfortable 2 have a bloated stomach ba, lol. There was once I borrowed Grace's hp and snap a shot of her stoning, lol, think she will not know unless she read this entry or she checked her pics.

We walked back 2 marina bay from marina south as we could not squeeze in the bus and dun want 2 waste time waiting 4 the next bus which will take a long time 2 come. There were only a few cars on the road and there was once we just walked in the middle of the road but later nv le. I think that there r 2 lightbulbs who walked with Alvin Lee and Liying dun quite know how 2 zi dong and just talked 2 them the whole journey throughout, lol. After that take the green line by myself 2 go home, so lonely man.

每一次和你分开深深的被你打败每一次放弃你的温柔痛苦难以释怀
每一次和你分开每一次kiss you goodbye 爱情的滋味此刻我终于最明白
-adapted from Wang Lee Hom's Kiss Goodbye

My New Hairstyle

2006-06-12T03:01:00.000-07:00

Dun know y I dun feel like blogging nowadays......Maybe I have nothing 2 talk abt as I am always at home all day slacking away......Haven't even started revision 4 the remaining papers that I haven't sit 4 in the mid-yrs. I just can't bring myself 2 study and I always think that I have tomorrow 2 study, therefore I can afford not 2 study today......I think I always leave things 2 the last min(which means procastination)......

Lol......OG outing this thurs!!! Heard we going iceskating......hmmmmms......I dun know how 2 iceskate, sure will fall alot of times as I am such a clumsy person......Think my fellow og mates will go laughing at me......Nvm, I am happy 2 make ppl laugh as it tells me that they r happy......

However, I faced a major problem, I may not be able 2 go iceskating with OG 12 as I do not have enough $$ 4 both iceskating and steamboat......Dun know how lah, shall decide when the time comes, 所谓船到桥头就自然直，so I shall just let tomorrow worry abt itself.

FIFA World Cup 2006 has just started!!! Actually I dun watch soccer so this doesn't affect much on me......The time of the matches r all late in the night and I cannot afford 2 sacrifice my sleep and studies 2 watch them......I think some of the guys in my class will gamble on this kind of stuff and lets see how much can they win......Lol, it reminds me of Sharon who watched soccer matches till 4 plus in the morning and therefore, she was late 4 the meeting that we had agreed on......Anyway, pls dun be angry if u see this, lol.

Good news here 2 share with all Junyang fans......JY's debut album is out!!! I think everyone already knows le, nothing surprising......I heard some of songs from the album le......the songs r not bad actually and JY's voice really make me feel comfortable . I dun know when I can go buy his album as I had no $$ now......lol......I know what 2 buy 4 Grace's birthday present le......Wish this plan of mine can be successful but chances r quite slim......If successful, Grace will receive 2 wonderful birthday present......I think I shall keep this a secret first......

Finally, I want 2 tell everyone that I cut my hair le!!! I think OG 12 will be the first ones 2 see my new haircut!!! Wish that alot of them will be present and the fire of OG12 will not die down so soon......

Special Day

2006-06-05T21:51:00.000-07:00

Today is a special day -06/06/06, I did not realise it at first until I saw the msg from a friend after I woke up this morning.

Wed 31st May
I went 2 the TPJC choir concert at the Victoria Concert Hall 2 support Hanh. The concert was quite nice (I think) but I dun want 2 comment on their singing as I dun know how appreciate music. I will like 2 suggest that they add in some dance moves when singing as this can better capture the audience's attention throughout the show. In comparision 2 TJ's choir concert, I think that TJ's was more interesting as they had dances and more movements, pardon me 4 saying that if I had offended anyone.

Thurs 1st June
The blur me did not know that I had 2 go sch on this day. I was playing comp when suddenly my handphone rang and before I picked up the call, I was wondering y would Liting called me at such an hour，结果我就抱着一颗充满好奇的心接了这通电话.

The conversation goes......

yee sam: hello
liting: hello where r u now
yee sam: I am at home now lar
liting: I am at the audi now
yee sam: u go audi 4 what? Today got sch meh?
liting: today got chinese, u dun know meh?
yee sam: Huh? Need 2 go sch ah? Omg, I dun know leh
liting: U coming anot?
yee sam: Oh, wah I super leh, dun even know need go sch, ok lah, I try 2 rush there now
liting: U really want 2 come now? We only doing 作文
yee sam: Doing 作文 ar??? Think I coming, I want 2 show off my power in doing 作文
liting: How long u need 2 come here?
yee sam: 10mins, I will reach there in 10 mins time
liting: Oh ok, then bye
yee sam: bye

When I put down the phone, I realised I haven't iron my uniform, therefore I spend abt 5 mins just 2 iron the skirt, 5 mins 2 packed my bag and I rush off 2 take bus which the transportation time is abt 10 mins and in other words, I reached sch in 20 mins time. In the end, I did not finish the compo as I need the full one and a half hour 2 do it.
After that I had pw meeting and we went 2 had lunch together before I went home.

Fri 2nd June
Petanque training, nothing much 2 say lah, my partner 4 the first game abandon me after the first game, then after that get 2 partner Grace but we lost. I was considering whether 2 go 4 NYJC's band concert, I wanted 2 go but since no one can go with me, then I dropped the idea, so sad I couldn't go support Gloria......

Sat 3rd June
Had work from 11am 2 5pm, after that went home and played comp le......

Sun 4th June
Had work from 8am 2 5pm, I was feeling damm tired and my legs r damm suan as I stood at the counter 4 the 9 hours. Saw a friend while working at the airport, so qiao.

Mon 5th June
Petanque training from 9am 2 11 am, 1pm 2 3 pm, I became darker due 2 prolong exposure 2 the sun's rays. First game ended with a draw 8-8, actually at first we were losing 6-0, I was a bit demoralised at first but I tell myself 2 perservere on and in the end we managed 2 catch up 2 a draw. The next game get 2 team up with Jie Ling but we lost by a margin at the end.

Emo poem

2006-05-31T08:25:00.000-07:00

放弃吧
再执著下去有何用呢？？？
我所说的，做的和想的
你从来都不在乎
我所努力付出的一切
却只换来你冷漠的回应
为何你不曾把我放在心上？？？
在夜深人静的时候
我正躲在角落默默地为你掉泪
你知道吗？？？
你听到我要对你说的话吗？？？
我知道你是永远也听不到的
因为在你眼里
我根本算不上什么
但固执的我
却仍然守着对你的感情
我真的很想把你给忘了
但你知不知道这是一件很不容易的事？？？
我真的很希望会有那么一天
你会来到我的身边
牵着我的手
再对我说一句‘我爱你’
我就已经心满意足了

Oh my gdness, this poem that I have written really make my hair stand, can't believe I am so emo,lol

Petanque Comp

2006-05-29T23:53:00.000-07:00

Last Sun 28th May, I took part in the first ever petanque compeition in my whole life, it was really a wonderful experience 4 me although we didn't win. I had really learn alot from this compeitition and I will bring this memories with me wherever I go. I must thank Grace, my WONDERFUL partner who now has great 默契 with me, am I right???(Grace, u must also praise me as I did 2 u,lol) I really want 2 say that both our skills had improved and we must continue 2 add oil and next time, we can at least qualify 4 the next round ok??? Lol!!!

After the compeitition, we went J8, so sad both Grace and I not the shopping type and we made the shopping trip quite boring. Ah-har, Junyang has released his debut album, can't rmb what is the name of the album le, I only know the first hit was 沙沙的谁, haven't listen 2 the song yet, dun know nice anot. I have no $$ 2 buy, I am really bankrupt nowadays and I dun even know whether I can afford 2 go 4 NYJC band concert anot, I wanted 2 go and support Gloria, she my gd friend leh, miss her loads......lol(4 ur info, I am straight, so pls dun misunderstood)

I am eating my grandma's hand-made dumplings now as tomorrow is 端午节, one year only can eat once and I always loved my grandma's dumplings. Think I will grow fatter these days if I continue eating at such a rate, next time maybe my sec sch friends cannot recognise me anymore due 2 the change in size. So lazy go running as it is soooo boring and I am bored enough during the holidays le. I rather go sch study like mad also dun want holidays that r soooo boring, think I should go BK and worked again 2 earn some money 2 buy things that I wanted, 4 example 5566 同一个世界 concert DVD and Junyang's debut album.

Think i should end here, nothing 2 blog abt anymore, wish I can have another OG outing soon, bye.

Oh ya and 2 me and Grace, GD JOB DONE 4 THE COMPEITITION!!!

Holidays!!!

2006-05-25T23:51:00.000-07:00

Hihi!!! I am back after a week of mugging 4 my mid-year exam, my first exam taken in a JC. Had chinese, econs and physics exams this week, 4 chem and maths, they r after the june holidays. The chinese exam was ok, not easy and not difficult but I think I will not score the highest in class as I faced a strong compeitition from the other A1s scorers in my chinese class. 4 compo, as usual, I did not plan properly before I started writing, therefore, I wasted 15 mins of my precious time and 2 pieces of papers. I used up the whole one hour 30 mins 2 finish my 8-paged essay, however, quality does not mean quantity, but I wished what I had written will impress the markers. Paper 2 was quite alright but think I know I had made a few mistakes already, but overall not too bad lah.

After the chinese paper we had a break of one and a half hour before the next paper econs. During the break, Paulin, Serene, Hui Jun, Jasmine, Liting and me were mugging outside the LT, but I did not study much and end up sleeping as I was so damm tired that time and had 2 charged my 'battery' 4 the next paper. I remember Mr Bong once said,'Economics is common sense in uncommon language.' I dun quite like econs, but now due 2 the new syllabus, we had 2 take a contrasting subject and the most useful arts subject was econs. I dun quite like humanities as they require a lot of memorising and I am more of a science person than an arts one.

Today, we had our physics paper, I think I will not do well as I guessed a lot of qns, and the ppl sitting around me r physics pro, but they claimed they guessed some of the qns also, maybe they trying 2 console me lah. After the paper some guys asked the girls whether they want 2 go out and eat, I agreed but the other girls all dun want 2 go, therefore in the end I also nv go and now I am at home slacking. I need 2 take a break from this whole week of studying and do what I want 2 do, which is 2 go out with my close friends(especially the OG12 and some girls from 4e4)

Dun know y purple oyster keep calling Big Intestine Gold(not that popular da chang jin), can't stand him leh, soooooooooooooooo childish, worse than my younger bro. The way Wilson talked 2 him like father and son and their conversation will always be very funny at how Wilson suaned him. QS also gave me a nick, Patrick, know y??? Because he claimed that I looked like the starfish Patrick in the sponge bob square pants, so mean lor. OG 12is the best lor, nv called me any nick, they r soooo nice, not like 06S13, lol, actually 06S13 rocks too, but 2 me, OG12 rocks more!!!

Wish we can have an OG outing during the June holidays, i very long nv see most of them le, the last time that I saw Grace was during the TJ choir concert, which was a few weeks ago, then the rest 就更不用说了. I really missed OG 12, we r so busy nowadays and we hardly had time 2 come out together and talked or what. I wish I can go back 2 the past where we r able 2 see each other everyday, but now everyone is like going his/her own ways le. Anyway, I will be meeting Grace on sun as we r partnering 4 the petanque compeitition, but I did not get a chance 2 practise and 2 培养our默契. Both of us must jiayou and win ok???

Starlights Convention 2006

2006-05-20T09:19:00.001-07:00

Hi!!! I very high now, anyone knows y???Lol, just came back after watching 5566's performance 4 the Starlights Convention 2006 held at the Singapore Indoor Stadium. I really enjoyed the performance and allow me 2 give a detailed account of the events that happened there.

Before we set off 2 Singapore Indoor Stadium, my bro and I went 2 Changi Airport Burger King 2 eat, my mum packed another 2 burgers 4 us as she was afraid that we would be hungrey when watching the performance. We set off after that and reached Kallang MRT station at abt 5.20pm, thinking that we r running late 4 the concert when we just missed a bus 11, we decided 2 take a cab there as it won't cost much and we could get there earlier. After that went 2 queue up and the queue was sooo damm long, was thinking that we would get a seat very faraway from the stage. Lucky when we got in, we saw 2 seats at the first row just behind the premium seats(which is the nearest row from the stage 4 us 2 sit), so we quickly rushed 2 get the seats.

We were given a shaker and a 拍拍(but is not 56 that one) 4 us 2 cheer although there is nothing 2 cheer actually, maybe only 2 cheer 4 all those awardees 4 the million achievers 4 the health company(the organiser of the show). At the start Gurmit Singh and Kym Ng (the hosts) was greeting the audience with different languages and dialects as there were ppl from other countries like Taiwan, HongKong, Indonesia, Malaysia, Thailand and so on. After that they introduce the million achievers and follow by a talk from the 2 founders of the company.

Whenever anybody on the stage mentioned abt 5566, most of the audience will start screaming and shouting as a lot of them came 2 see 5566, there r alot others who came not because 2 see 56 also lah. I damm high everytime I heard the band name being mentioned and I was screaming like hell, resulting in the loss of my voice and now my throat hurts.

In the beginning was a performance put up by the first Singapore Idol Taufik Batisah, his performance was great and I enjoyed listening 2 him singing as he has a great voice, but I am not his fan lah. After that was the awards ceremony 4 the million achievers, think they r great as they could achieve from 1-23 million 4 the company, they really deserved the awards. However, the awards ceremony took a long time and it was quite boring as I went 2 the event just 2 see 56 only.

Coming up next after the wards ceremony was a performance by DJ Dong Fang Bi Li, I dun like him at all and I dun even know any of the songs he sang, it was very boring but still I had 2 wait patiently 4 56 2 come out. I would not like 2 comment on his singing as I am afraid later his groupies will kill me.

At last, after long anticipation, it was the time 4 5566's performance!!!! They sang 8 songs in total, 1st song being 'We will Rock You', making the audience high with the first song. I was soooo high and just sang along with them.

'Buddy u a boy make a big noise playing in the streets, gotta be a big man some day, u got blood on ur face, a big disgrace, kicking a can all over the place, we will we will rock u, we will we will rock u!!!......'
-Adapted from 5566's We Will Rock You

Coming up next was the song 'Yes I Love U' , so sad I did not learn the dance or else I can dance along with them like what Grace and Rachel did 4 56's last concert. I loved 2 see 56 dance man, especially Xie Zhi, dun know y he looked so cute when he dance. Very long nv see them dance this song since last yr december the ' 同一个世界演唱会'.

'Ring ring 啊停啊停, 小心他偷走你这颗心, bing bing 啊静啊静, 一切等时间给我证明, yes I love u, yes I love u, 没有任何能够阻止我去爱你, 爱就像躲猫咪, it's hide and seek, 我逃不出你的手掌心'

-Adapted from 5566's Yes I Love You

The next song was an eng song 'Boyfriend', think the mic was too soft and there was some parts that I cannot hear renfu singing. Very long nv listen 2 this song already, somehow forget some parts of the lyrics and only sang along the parts that I am able 2 recall the lyrics. This song was a sad one as it depicts a guy loving a girl that already has a boyfriend and the lyrics was all on the things that the guy wanted 2 say 2 the girl. Nearly got moved 2 tears by the song, but the 'highness' in me did not allow me 2 cry, lol.

'I know u got a boyfriend, another man, another guy by ur side someone who hopefully treat u right, but u dun know how much I wish that I was ur boyfriend, another guy, the only one who is allow in ur room 2 lay in ur arms at night, but u dun know how much I wish that I was ur boyfriend.'

-Adapted from 5566's Boyfriend

4th song was also an eng song, 'Open Arms', this song was not originally sung by them but they have this song in the Ge Dou Tian Wang soundtrack, I dun know thye lyrics as I nv listen 2 the song before as I did not buy the soundtrack, but I checked out the lyrics

'Open arms living without you, living alone this empty house seems so cold wanting to hold you, wanting you near how much i wanted you home but now that you've come back turned night into day i need you to stay '

-Adapted from 5566's Open Arms

After the third song the hosts went up the stage(I cannot rmb when already I think is after the 4th song). When Xie Zhi saw Kym Ng, he called her '娘', damm cute leh Xie Zhi. The reason y Xie Zhi called Kym Ng mum was because in the show 'The Westside Story' Kym Ng acted as Xie Zhi's mother. After that Gurmit was like asking Kym, 'Huh???, which one is ur son, him is it(pointing 2 Xie Zhi)???' Then Kym Ng answered,'No that one not my son, that one is my boyfriend,' lol. As Taiwanese lang(台语）is somehow similar like Hokkien, then Gurmit Singh tried speaking 2 them in Hokkien, but somehow they dun understand what Gurmit is talking abt and they gave a blur look, SOOOOOOOO CUTE!!!! My eng vocab very limited, dun know what other words 2 use except 4 cute. After that 56 said what Gurmit spoke was like cantonese instead of hokkien, then Gurmit asked them whether they can speak cantonese in dialect(cantonese), Xie Zhi replied ' a little' in cantonese (xiu2 xiu2 la) and the way xie xhi replied was very funny.

They also talked abt the ' 同一个世界演唱会' DVD that will be coming out on the 16th June, they had an auto session earlier of the day but I did not go as I dun have the $$ 2 buy the coupon 4 the DVD. Dun know whether I will buy the album anot as I already watched the concert before already. Dun know y suddenly Gurmit spoke 2 them in Hokkien again, he spoke a whole chunk of hokkien (but I dun know what he talking abt) and after he finshing talkingt, Xie Zhi replied ' Simi???(What in Hokkien)' Then Gurmit was like hitting his forehead and dun know what he say but I heard something like 'kanasai', damm funny lor.

They sang 'Won't Give Up' next I guess, I really cannot rmb which song they sang first le, I liked that song but I did not sing along as i also not very sure of the lyrics. The lyrics goes

'I won't give up Take my hand 因為有你的愛當我的信念夢再遠也要追不管前方暗藏著多少危險一定是藍天我拼了命去追這一路上有太多是與非錯或對我又能問誰只求自己問心後無愧跌跌撞撞也許很狼狽多少次我笑中帶著淚 I won't give up Take my hand 因為有你的愛當我的信念夢再遠也要追不管前方暗藏著多少危險一定是藍天 ( You know I won't give up ) 在夢裡面我看不見你的臉心要碎而地要滅不會變 '

-Adapted from 5566's Won't Give Up

5566 very funny leh, after finished singing 'Won't Give Up' , they thanks the health products company and dun know y they suddenly said that they want 2 switch jobs and asked the directors of the health products company whether they will hire them into the company, they also claimed that they dun mind starting from the lowest position.

Next song, 'Magic奇迹', a fast song, Xie Zhi dance until his pants nearly drop, I also saw Meng Zhe pulling up his pants in the middle of the song. This song and the previous song was from Ge Dou Tian Wang soundtrack.

'We can do Magic 每一關每一秒拼命的熬 Magic 每一顰每一笑都讓我忘不掉我這顆心只為你而跳無處可逃不曾被擊倒一定做到 '

-Adapted from 5566's 'Magic奇迹'

After singing 'Magic奇迹', 56 started talking. Xie Zhi was pulling his pants and he commented that the pants was very loose and dun know y he suddenly saying '脱掉' alot of times in the end he also nv 脱. The other 3 ppl were like'diao' and Renfu said that he was weird as he was the one who started it and he nv do what he said(which is 2 脱), lol. Then 56 said that this time their performance would not be concentrated on the songs from the third album as everytime they come they always sing the songs from that album, therefore this time a lot of the songs r from the previous albums. When they were abt 2 introduce the next song that they were singing later which is the song '我难过', Renfu said that when he was shooting '食神', show that he is filming now at Shanghai, there was this particular scene in the KTV . In the scene when he was 2 sing, he chose the song '我难过', then MengZhe commented that when the audience watch the show, they will be thinking y is there a person in the MV shown on the TV screen at the KTV that looks exactly like the main character??? Lol, maybe when the show is released I will go and buy and observed the scenes that took place in the KTV and see whether what Renfu said is true.

So, the next song was '我难过', wa I very long nv listen 2 this song le, this song is from the first album and the ending song of their first idol drama My MVP Valentine. It really brings back memories of the past when I first see them 2 the time that I started chasing them. This song can actually moved me 2 tears but somehow I also didn't cry as I was too high le, but it makes me rmb the time when Xie Zhi cried singing that song on their very first concert which is held in Singapore.

'我难过的是放弃你放弃爱放弃的梦被打碎忍住悲哀我以为是成全你却说你更不愉快我难过的是忘了你忘了爱尽全力忘记我们真心相爱也忘了告诉你失去的不能重来

-Adapted from 5566's '我难过'

Time really flies, in just a while they will end their performance with a song, the last song being '白色花漾', I loved this song man, but I no voice 2 sing le. So sian that they had reached the final song, no encore somemore as this was not their concert. 所为 '天无不散之筵席', all gd things will always come 2 an end. So I can only wait 4 their next performance which will not be so soon as the 4 of them r busy with their own work now, 56 jiayou!!!

雨落下花绽放仿佛记忆也在随风释放你是我的太阳给我温暖的力量雨落下花绽放回忆从此有你特别闪亮时间停在白色花漾

-Adapted from 5566's '白色花漾'

Wah, didn't realise that I have written such a long entry, actually it will be better if I have my comp with me on the concert so there will be more details as it will have my min 2 min update. I cannot recall some of the things that had happen due 2 me having stml, if anyone read thorought the whole entry, pls tag my blog so that I know u have so much patience, lol, I also spend a long time blogging and taking up my precious time 4 studying .

To: OG12

2006-05-19T02:38:00.000-07:00

我现在只能对自己说
事实并不是这样子的
是我自己想太多罢了
这样算不算是在自我安慰呢？？？
我们的关系好像已经渐渐疏远了
我再也找不回当初的感觉
也想不起当时我们一起打拼的日子
难道我们之间的友谊
会因时间而慢慢变淡？
我很害怕有一天
当我们见面的时候
已不再是朋友
我一直坚持这份友情
不放过能见到你们的机会
但我们见面时
话又说不上几句
这让我很清楚的明白
我们已回不了当初的日子
曾经是很好的伙伴
如今却觉得已不是那么要好了
甚至有时还会想摆脱对方
可能现在就是我们
友情受考验的时候吧
但不管未来会怎样
我都希望我们永远
会是最好最好的朋友

２００６年南初第十二迎新组

Disqualified

2006-05-18T03:24:00.000-07:00

I am really very sad now, our class had been disqualified 4 the dragonboat finals, it is not that our timing was slow, the reason was because some ppl stood up on the boat when the race had not ended as they thought the race had ended already when it had not, but we r leading the rest of them by so much 2 the extend that the second boat was abt the distance abt one boat (or more) away from us and it was very near4 the ending that some ppl stood up. It was so damm unfair, we should have got in lor, even we stand up anot actually does not make a difference, we will win de. F*** lah, I really very不服气, I am not a sore loser, I will accept the fact if we r slow, but it isn't??? I am so damm angry 2 the whoever who disqualified us, but what can I do??? We had trained so hard 4 the race and is this what we should get??? I just want 2 scold all the vulgarities that I know, I am sooooo damm angry with everthing, maybe we just can try again next year......left one more event 4 us, the CT and student race, can we really make it??? In fact I am the last person 2 know the results of the sea sports heats and it was before the maths test. My mood affected my performance 4 the maths test, so I screwed it all up!!!(and before that I still say I want 2 get the top 4 that test in my class, think is impossible now)

Nvm, there is no use of complaining abt it over here, no one can help us. Anyway I dun know y LT4 had a very strong paint smell when we enter it yesterday 4 maths lecture, but we were not able 2 change LT, so had 2 bear with the smell. Lucky it was only 4 one period and Liting told me that if we stay there 4 long we will have p.h.D, not a doctor degree but permanent head damage!!! Then today 4 chem those supposed 2 go LT4 4 lecture all went 2 audi instead(chem lecture we r divided int0 2 groups), left only few ppl in LT4. They r smart lor, we still go LT4 4 lecture and ask the others y they went audi instead, haiz, feel that I am becoming stupid as the days so by.

I had my chinese oral today, too nervous and screwed it all up today again, wahlao, damm suey, always not putting in my best performance. Maybe should go cut my hair as they say ppl with short hair think better. Common test (also called midyrs) starting next week, I have 3 papers 2 be taken next week, chinese, physics and econs. Think will flung physics and bet with my friends that if I pass with a D grade I treat them 2 lunch in canteen, C grade will be at food court, B grade will be at Mcdonalds and A grade will be at seoul garden. No matter how much hard work I put in, I know I just won't do well 4 some tests.

First time I did my rckclimbing again, I was so scared that once I pass the red line, I shouted 4 the belayer 2 get me down, and it takes a lot of courage 2 let myself go 4 the belayer 2 let me down. Think I can try harder next time and there will one day that I can climb 2 the top, but before that I know I have 2 overcome my fear. Nothing 2 say anymore, I think I end here now, bye.

Sea Sports Carnival

2006-05-15T05:46:00.000-07:00

Hey hey!!! Just reach home not long ago after the sea sports heats carnival, had a great time, dargonboat and canoeing r damm fun!!! Maybe because I loved sea sports, but I dun want 2 have it 4 my CCA as I hate those PT that I have 2 do, Sharon said that they have 2 run around Kallang River which is abt 5 km without stopping. I surely cannot run as I do not have the stamina and I just simply dun like running. Even my 2.4 km run like getting slower and slower by the yrs, especially nowadays when basketball is no longer my CCA and I do not get those PTs which can train my stamina. This may be the reason y I grow so much fatter after I guaduated from my sec sch as now I eat so much and so little exercising.

Knowing that we have the sea sports heats today, lazy me did not prepare the things needed 2 bring 4 the event and rush 2 get all the things done this morning. The things that I had 2 bring was a sch-based shirt, a pair of slippers and old shoes, I could not find my shoe bag but lucky my mum found it later. Could not find any old shoes(so that I do not have 2 wear my new shoes that I wore 2 sch and think I heard teachers mentioned that we r not allow 2 row dragonboat if we wear slippers) except 4 my younger bro's old shoes which r size 4 but I still can fit into it. In the end, I had 2 go sch myself as my father was rushing 2 send my bro 2 sch and 2 work. Therefore, I reached sch at abt 0640h which is 'late' compared 2 the time that I usually go 2 sch.

In sch today, we have Chemistry SPA and Physics SPA, think I screwed up both, feel that is unfair 4 us 2 have two SPAs on the same day, actually we can go off at 1250h today 2 go Kallang River and prepared 4 the carnival, but our physics prac which is from 1430h 2 1610h is push 2 the front after maths lecture which is Chem SPA, and during maths lecture I forgotton 2 print the Mathematical Induction notes which made me run down 2 the photocopy shop and buy. We wanted the teachers 2 let us sit 4 physics SPA next week but they dun allow and we cannot have lunch like the restof the ppl in other classes as it ended quite late and we have 2 rush 2 Kallang River in order not 2 be late 4 our dragonboat event and be disqualified.

After we rushed 2 Kallang River, we had our first event which is the dragonboat race, it was qualified by timing and not by the position as only abt 5 classes row at the same time, so there were a no of heats 4 dragonboat as all classes had 2 participate. We had 2 choose the no of ppl that we sent as when we want 2 have more boys 2 row, we can only send in very few girls, this is 2 make the race fair 2 those classes with very few guys. In the end, we chose 2 send 14 guys and 4 girls, as we had 8 girls in our class, we can only choose 4 of us, so some cannot row, sian lor, thanks 2 them who actually gave up their chance and allow me 2 row in the dragonboat. We were the 1st in our round out of the 5 classes that were rowing with us. Think we can qualify 4 the finals as I think we were quite fast and I saw someone's personal msg on msn that we got 4th which allow us 2 be able 2 qualify 4 the finals, but not necessary 4 the dragonboat event.

Before the start of the event, we spend quite a long time in adjusting our position and this made us impatient, when the horn started, we chiong ahead and were ahead of everybody. I think that I very lag as I did not quite keep up with the timing and before we reached the finishing line, a few guys in front thought we had finish the race, they stopped rowing and stand on the boat but lucky we still the 1st there. If we got in the finals, I wish I can participate again but again, only 4 of us the girls can row and we should let those who did not row today 2 row, I know I cannot be so selfish.

For the time of the mixed doubles events, we were disqualified as we did not report 2 the teachere in charge, did not even heard her announcement lor and she blamed us 4 not listening carefully. So did not get 2 canoe until the canoe girls relay, Serene and me were the second pair 2 go, at first we quite fast de, but Serene scared the boat capsized so tell me 2 row slower, therefore Hui Jun commented that we slow down in the middle. Actually Serene can trust my judgement as I had experience in canoeing (or rather kayaking) before and I know the boat will not capsized so easily, but nvm, it is over, more impt thing is that we had a great time right.

Wahlao, think we lack class spirit lor, last event was girls canoe relay and the guys went home without cheering 4 us. They will get scolded by me tomorrow in sch, lol, who called them nv wait 4 us, they dun even care abt the girls lor. Maybe this is the disadvantage of having too little girls in the class, but still I want 2 say

3 CHEERS AND 3 CHEERS AND 3 CHEERS 4 S13, HIP HIP HOORAY, HIP HIP HOORAY, HIP HIP HOORAY!!! *Scream* Well done 4 us!!!

Tired but fun day

2006-05-13T08:26:00.000-07:00

Hi 2 all, just came back after watching TJ choir concert, feeling tired after a very busy today, let me show u all my schedule 4 today,

0800h-0930h: Maths lecture on binomial series
0940h-1010h: Maths lecture on Geometric Progression (Sequence and Series)
1010h-1130h: Maths tutorial on AP and GP (Sequence and Series)
1145h-1230h: Physics tutorial on SPA
1400h-1600h: Train dragonboat 4 the upcoming sea sports hearts carnival
2000h-2200h: TJ Choir Concert

Dragonboat training was damm fun!!! How I wish 4 another practice, but next mon sea sports carnival already, no time 2 train anymore. I wanted 2 say 2 those that did not go 4 the training and was mugging at home, u really miss out a lot of fun!!! I think we should work hard and play hard at the same time, studying is not everything and pls dun be so anti-social. This dragonboat training was a time 2 bond the class together when the sport requires teamwork and coordination.

I was rowing on the left side, so it requires more energy on the left hand then the right hand. I am a right-hander and my left strength does not have as much strength as my right hand, but nvm, I have already gotton used 2 rowing with my left hand now. When Donkey (who was sitting in front of me) was rowing, he did not rotate the paddle when he lift it up and the water just splash onto me. Therefore, he got a scolding from me, lol, and sometimes he very lag then I couldn't follow with the other's timing.

When we saw boats of other classes approaching near 2 us, we splash water at each other with our paddles and we were drenched completely by the 'splashing'. There was once when Yong Quan and Kaiyi (who were sitting at the front), when 2 imitate a scene in the movie Titanic, the part when the male character raised the arms of the female character and she said 'I'm flying' ( if I am not wrong, the scene should be like that), damm funny lah, make the whole class laugh. Then when we saw some things protuding out of the sea, Donovan said that it was iceberg and we r colliding onto it, damm lame lah when the 'iceberg' is only a small thing. We even used a thing that we had picked up from the sea as our flag, it was something that we will paste at home during Chinese New Year and it had the word '财'(wealth) on it.

After the training, I rushed back home 2 bathe and go out again 2 meet Grace at newton mrt station 2 go ACS Barker Road 4 TJ's Choir Concert and as usual, she was late. Forget that Mrs Loke was the principal of TJ now and when I open this pamphlet, I saw her pic and I was like thinking y will she appear in TJ's pamphlet. Saw Jia Hui during the concert, she was performing and I was shocked when I saw her as I did not know when joined Choir again in TJ, wanted 2 say hi 2 her after the concert, but I was in a rush so I left without saying hi.

For next mon's sea sports carnival, I will be participating in the team dragonboat (think not confirm yet with this as they only want 5 girls 2 participate), girls canoeing relay, mixed doubles(think have 2 row with King Kong, think we will be last, he dun seem 2 know how 2 row) and student with CT race( I did not want 2 take part in this, then dun know who put my name and cannot change anymore, wahlao). So 2 all my friends out there, wish me gd luck ok??? A bad news is that before the sea sports carnival, we have Chemistry and Physics SPA, so sian, maybe after the SPA we no mood 2 row anymore. Oh ya and also wish me gd luck 4 my SPA, bye!!!

Answering the Qns

2006-05-10T06:52:00.000-07:00

1）喜欢一个人到什么程度可以算是爱？？？
当你觉得你不能没有他／她的时候

2）今年的情人节你怎么过的？？？
到学校受下别人送的糖果和巧克力，放学后就回家玩电脑

3）你相信网络里有真实的感情？？？
没有，网络只是一个虚拟世界，不可能会有真实的感情

4）你相信‘今生得来世会成为父女’这句话吗？？？
不相信。我只知道要孝顺父母

5）如果可以重新选择，你还会选择现在的职业或者所学的专业吗？？？
会，不然我读那么多书来干嘛？？？

6）倘若时光可以倒流，你希望你现在可以回到几岁？？？
小时候。因为读书没那么多压力，也没那么多功课

7）如果以生命做代价，你愿意用它换取什么？？？
我不会用生命来换取什么，因为生命是珍贵的

8）请用一句话说明你是怎样的一个人？？？
人好到无法用言语来形容

9）喜欢牛郎织女的故事还是喜欢鹊桥仙的故事？？？
不清楚，这些故事都没发生在现实的世界里

10）你喜欢哪个与爱情无关的故事？??
喜欢与亲情和友情有关的故事

11）相信有抬头纹的人会比较善良吗???
弄不清楚问题指的是什么，怎么回答？？？

12）你觉得梦是什么？
梦反映你一直在想的东西，所谓‘日有所思，夜有所梦’

13) 相信有肯为对方付出生命的真爱吗？??
不太相信，现实告诉我是不可能的

14）觉得爱情的保质期有多长？
最多是20年，爱情不可能是长久的

15）快乐是什么？
快乐当我所努力付出的一切都受到了肯定

16）有过恐惧稳定的时候吗?
没有。因为我从未坦然面对自己的恐惧

17）你觉得周笔畅怎么样？
不能回答，因为我不认识这个人

18）孤独和寂寞的时候怎样?
玩电脑或找东西吃

19）拿破仑和希特勒和成吉思汗比较，更欣赏谁？
如果真的要选的话，我会选成吉思汗，不要问为什么

20）写东西时候遇到你根本没兴趣却又必须写的，怎么办？
就勉强地去写，我都没其他的选择

21）近期的要实现的目标是什么？？？
能考到优越成绩

22）举出一件你认为做得很勇敢的事
在全班人面前以无剧本状态下演讲

23）举出一件你后悔去做的事
没在考试中尽力而为

24）如果认路和认人这两项技能你只能得到一项，你会选哪一项?
认人。搞好人际关系比较重要

25）你会拒绝陌生人的善意么？
会。因为我不认识那个人，会不好意思

26）面对困难，你更多的选择争取还是放弃？
当然会去争取，我不喜欢半途而废，只有要发挥百折不挠的精神，才能取得最后的胜利

27）你会离开现在生活的城市么？为什么？
不知道，很有可能会，因为我不喜欢那么多压力

28）你在梦里会有暴力倾向么？
不会，我是个温柔的人，无论在现实或梦里，都不会有暴力倾向

29）什么样的音乐会让你感动？
抒情的音乐

30）你如何评价“人类是没有救的”这句话？
不同意。我不觉得自己没有救

31)最近哭是什么时候？ 不记得了，应该是很久以前吧

32）到一个荒岛上，只能带一样东西，你带什么？ 手提电话，因为可以联络家人和朋友

33）你做过的最尴尬的事情是什么？ 不记得了，完全没印象

34）最想去旅行的河外星系是？ 没想过

35）如果可以选择，你是要外表比内心成熟的还是相反？ 当然是内心成熟，我不想长得太老气

36）最近读的一本书叫什么名字？ I周刊算不算？？？我很少读书。。。。。。

37）会对人以外的生物及非生物说话吗？？？ 不会，别人看到会以为我有神经病

３８）觉得无心犯大错可以轻易原谅吗？ 应该可以吧，但还是得看当时的情形, 没什么事情是一定的

３９）有没有想过自己老了会怎么样呢？ 没有，想了又有什么用呢？？？

４０）如果在无差别妄想中，想作什么职业呢？ 我想当当红男艺人的经纪人，让他的歌迷妒忌我，哈哈！！！

４１）理想中的自己应是怎样一个人？为什么？ 漂亮和聪明，因为会有很多人喜欢

４２）到现在为止最爱的人是？ 家人和朋友

４３）你觉得什么样的生活才算空虚呢？ 没家人和朋友的生活

４４）你心中的成熟的标志是什么? 不清楚，没去想过

４５）第2批托福成绩什么时候才能到？ 什么来的？？？不了解问题在说什么，怎么回答？？？

４６）最浪漫的婚姻典礼? 在旷阔的草原上，带着大家给予的祝福，跟心爱的人共结连理

４７）生命中最大的嫉妒是什么? 当你付出了那么多，却比不上一个完全没有努力过的人

４８）你的择偶标准是什么？ 体贴，老实，有上进心，跟我谈得来，爱我和愿意听我诉说心事的男人

４９）你要是个男生，要怎么做好男朋友？ 要好好照顾自己的ｇｉｒｌｆｒｉｅｎｄ，有时候迁就她和让她知道你有多爱她

５０）怎样做一个细心的人？ 做什么事之前先想过别人的感受，才决定该不该去做那件事

５１）怎样迈出情绪低谷？ 跟朋友聊天，向她们诉说心事和听歌

５２）谁开始的这游戏？（考虑灭了他。） 不知道，不会

５３）因为作这个赶不上吃饭了，饿死了怎么办？ 不知道，这种情形应该不会发生

５４）你是谁？ 一个很好的人

５５）你来自哪里？ 不告诉你，哈哈！！！

５６）到目前为止为谁哭得最多？ 没有人，我从来不会为别人哭

５７）有没有比你更笨的猪呢？？？ 我又不是猪，我怎么知道？？？

５８）这个游戏无聊吗？ 满无聊的，不知是谁开始的

５９）你会愿意为友情牺牲爱情吗？？？ 应该会吧，但还是要看情形

６０）请指出你的两个缺点。 懒惰和不顾别人的感受

Grace, I have finished answering all ur qns and also thought of 2 qns myself, lol

Pics of sports day

2006-05-05T07:46:00.000-07:00

Here r some pics taken from a senior during the sports day......Pls look at the comments below each pic while seeing the pics......

Some guys and 2 girls from 06S13 and some unknowns extras (I dun know y the extras will appear in the pic), let me tell u those that r from 06S13 in the pic: 1st row first 5 guys and 8th guy(counting from left), 2nd row first 2 guys (counting from left) and the 2 girls in 3rd row. Rest of ppl in 06S13 (not in the pic) : At Tampines Mall (we left early, lol)

FEARLESS 06S13!!!
霍霍霍霍霍霍霍霍......

Some guys in 06S13 ( notice me behind???)

Sports Day-BORING!!!!

2006-05-04T07:51:00.000-07:00

After a week of anticipation, I finally got my OG jersey!!! I also took home Flora's one too as I am the one that will be able 2 pass 2 her as I am going 2 meet her 2 get my ticket 4 the VJ CO concert, anyone in OG12 wants 2 go with me??? I have 2 go alone as Grace is not able 2 make it then so sian lor, going by myself, no one 2 talk 2 during the performance. Lol, nv see flora perform before, dun know how will it be like???

Thursday we have the students' council investiture, so we have no lessons before 9.40am, miss chem lecture which is not gd as we have already miss a double period one on mon, in total we have miss 2 hours of lecture. This tells me 2 prepare 4 either makeup lectures or 2 study on my own first beforehand as the teacher may try 2 go very fast in order 2 finish all that have 2 be taught, or else, I may find difficulty 2 catch up as I am not that smart type (and it is obvious). When my class councillor went up the stage, I was the only one who cheer, at first I thought the others will cheer de, but it was so embarrassing when I was the only one.

After the council investiture, we have a short break before we go 4 our P.E lesson, had a belay test and the teacher commented that I am a gd belayer, maybe because I have experience in belaying when I was Sec 3 during the 5 day outward bound camp. Lucky did not have 2 climb today, not enough time and after that my group had 2 keep the equipment back 2 the PE room, I carried a big box which is difficult 2 carry as the cover keeps wanting 2 get off, but it is not very heavy.

Today is Sport's Day, the only thing that I have 2 do is 2 cheer 4 the guys in my class as they r running. They got in 2nd 4 the 4X400m relay and 3rd in the 12X100m relay, maybe because I am cheering 4 them, so they able 2 run faster, lol, I think too highly of myself again. Heard that ZH did not see Donovan running towards him during the 12X100m relay that time and when Donovan wanted 2 pass the baton 2 him, they collided with each other. When ZH was running towards QS 2 pass the baton that time, he also couldn't see QS and bang onto him, dun know what was ZH thinking at that pt of time, like that also will knock onto ppl, but we still manage 2 get 3rd as the guys in our class really can run. Yong Quan, Chun Wa and Donovan ran 4 the phoenix house also but too bad they did not win any medal 4 that round, but before that they ran 4 3 events also, so maybe very tired already. After Sports Day went 2 Tampines Mall with Paulin, QS, Donkey, Kingsley, Serene and Liting 2 eat, JL only took bus with us and left after that, bet he went home 2 study lor.

I left Tampines Mall at abt 1pm 2 meet Samantha and Nuraini at TKGS 2 get our 'O' level cert, Nuraini was late so the other 2 of us went 2 get our cert first, so qiao both of us forget what is today's date, lol. After that we went 2 the library 2 see see and 2 the staff room, as Mrs Loy was sitting near the window at the staff room, one of us knocked on the window and we hid when she turned back, damm funny lor.

Went out together 2 bugis after the visit of TKGS, walk around Bugis Junction (not shop, we did not go in the shops but just walk) and abt 5pm, we decided 2 have our dinner as someone kept saying that she was hungry. Saw alot of TJ ppl at Bugis, then everytime we saw one I will tell Nuraini (who is in TJ), 'Hey, ur friend over there', and when we see VJ ppl I will tell Samantha (who is in VJ) the same thing. It turns out that during one of the times that one of the VJ ppl is really her friend, what a coincidence!!! After some time, we went 2 buy bubble tea and we sat down and drink before going home. Forget 2 take my cert from Samantha as she was helping me safekeep and now dun know how am I going 2 get the cert back......haiz......

Guardian Angel

2006-04-30T01:24:00.000-07:00

如果天空只剩最后一刻闪烁的星
我会让它为你照亮孤寂
让幸福为你指引
总有一天你会看到 GuarDian AnGel 降临
那是我的心一直在守护着你天使他一定能够感应。。。。。。

An uneasy day

2006-04-28T07:00:00.000-07:00

Lol, nv go sch today when I am supposed 2, think everyone knows y, I have 2 get my international passport done. Dun know y it must be done today, then in the morning somemore, make me unable 2 go 2 sch and study, hate this leh. I wanted 2 change the date but my mum say cannot, damm sian, missing lessons r a BIG thing in JC lor, it means I have 2 catch up on a lot of things in sch. My bro got 2 go sch 4 a while as his sch is near the Malayan High Commision, but from my sch go there damm far, which means that I only get 2 go sch 4 an hour or so, and it is so troublesome 2 fill up forms and stuff just 2 leave sch halfway, so is this considered ponning sch??? But I really hate that feeling on not going 2 sch on a schday, how I wish I can go sch 2 study and meet my friends.

Anyway, after waiting 4 abt 2 hours, I finally get all those 手续 done with, and while waiting, I kept eating outside lah, getting so fat already still eat, really have 2 control my diet. Just simply could not resist the temptation of food, can someone pls save me??? Lol, I dun want 2 be fat!!! Thin ppl out there, teach me some ways 2 be thin can???

After everything is done, my mum, younger bro and me went bugis 2 have lunch, so I eat again, I really can eat alot lor. Went national library 4 the first time, the place like damm big, and we nearly lost our way there. I realised that the escalators there have sensors and it will only move when someone goes near it, at first when we were quite a distance from one of the escalators that time we thought it was not moving, but after we get near it, it started 2 move which make us soooo surprise,lol.

Finally, we found the central lending library at the basement, but that place was damm cold, lucky I got bring jacket. Found a bk abt chinese history, took the bk and sat at a sofa 2 read. Not long after, I fell asleep and when I woke up, we were prepared 2 leave that place already. We head 2 the mrt station, on the way, we buy food 2 eat again, everytime when we go out with my mum we surely eat a lot because she likes 2 buy alot of food 4 us 2 eat. The mrt was like damm crowded, stand the whole journey throughout although I am very tired that time.

When I reached home, I ate dinner also, really eat very much......

Moltivation???

2006-04-24T07:45:00.000-07:00

Somehow something had moltivated me 2 study right now, is it due 2 the influence of my hardworking classmates, or is it that my passion 4 studying has come back??? I dun know, but I only know that my common tests r coming, so I have 2 work extra hard in order 2 get gd results. Having gd grades after studying so hard 4 it gives me a sense of satisfaction as I know that my effort has not gone 2 waste.

Maybe I shall try 2 type out my entry in paragraphs as putting everything into a paragraph seems 2 be so disorganised. A few weeks ago, my gp tutor asked the class this qn, 'Y do u go 2 sch and and be educated???' Some replies that she got was, 'because I want 2 get a gd job', ' education allows 2 have a gd career', 'because it is compulsory???' and 'education=gd future'. I wonder, 'Is this what education is all abt???' Yong Quan gave this reply that attracts my attention,'because of character development(something like that, can't remember too clearly)'
I wonder what does education really means??? Is education just on getting gd grades 4 examinations,get into a gd course in university and find a high salary job??? How abt character development??? Isn't that impt as well??? Should we put a bit more emphasis on character development as well???

Well, rare 2 see ppl whose main aim 2 be educated is on character development, as 4 me, my main aim is 2 be financially independent, best is 2 get slack job with a high salary, lol, but I know this is impossible.

Busy life nowadays, I have 2 start preparing 4 my common tests that is coming on week 9, wish that I can get gd results and anyway, who doesn't want 2 have gd grades??? Mon got back my econs test results and today my maths test results, not very gd but I will try harder the next time. Simply, the poor results sort of remind me that I have 2 catch up as I am lagging behind the others. On mon during chinese lesson, we were divided into 4 groups and each group has 2 send a representative 2 give come out 2 the front and give a short talk on a certain topic that we have chosen. Of course, I got chosen 4 my group and I chose the topic, 'When u have unhappy or faced with problems, who will I tell it 2???', I just talked crap as I dun know what 2 say, but I admired my courage 2 go out and speak in front of the class without a script, all impromto.

Today went 2 maths society meeting 2 see how is the cca as I am considering which cca 2 join, they were doing peer mentoring 4 some sec sch students. Lucky I did not lose my patience when teaching the student that I am assigned 2 and I felt a sense of satisfaction seeing them understand the topics and qns already after I taught them.

So much 2 do, yet so little them 2 complete them......

Chinese version of Superstar

2006-04-22T21:12:00.000-07:00

Hi, here is the chinese version of Superstar, sung by Vivian Hsu

我的Superstar

话儿越多的越胆小哎噢~
对说酷的最无聊哎噢~
不是太拽就太配合
整个friday都感谢了
越来越清醒清醒到不行
我有双能穿透男人的眼睛
不小心就看的太清楚
你全想发光替我不得不在乎
you do you do

心比女人细腻
爱比超人坚硬
没抵抗的方法
我只能崇拜你像superstar
需要克制的是我有一点不象话
u just make me wanna play

从不担心第三者哎噢~
眼睛才是大杀手哎噢~
丑了变了感觉没了
誓都发了进退不得
久了就不行不行到清醒
我有双能穿透男人的眼睛
不小心就看的太清楚
你却像一束瓶我不得不留步
u do u do

心比女人细腻
爱比超人坚硬
没抵抗的方法
我只能崇拜你像superstar
需要克制的是我有一点不象话
u just make me wanna play

再审一边才放心哎噢~
你哪来不出声的才情哎噢~
you just let me want play
久了变了心都玄了哎噢~
是久一点再久不得哎噢~

一阵 woh~
气氛玄眯迫不及待 woh~
慢慢拉开你的出现
谁能不承认目光焦点
对你就是我的superstar

心比谁都细腻
爱比谁都见硬
让我不停地崇拜着你superstar
u gotta be my superstar

心比女人细腻
爱比超人坚硬
没抵抗的方法
我只能崇拜你像superstar
需要克制的是我有一点不象话 X2

u gotta be my superstar

Thanks 2 Grace who told me that there is a chinese version of Superstar, lol.

Making of OG jersey

2006-04-22T02:43:00.000-07:00

Went 4 TPJC carnival today, dun feel like going actually but too bad it is compulsory 4 all tpjcians 2 go, so no choice but 2 endure the boredom there. 06S13 has 2 reach sch by 7 am 2 fill up helium balloons, and this is the first time that I have taken bus 2 TPJ(usually my father send me 2 sch), thought it will take half an hour but the bus journey only took 10 mins, so I reached sch early. After filling the helium balloons, we were allowed 2 go home, some of the guys went 2 eat while we the girls went 2 the nearby 7-11 2 buy some food and guess what??? I saw Jessica there also!!! So qiao, she going back 2 her sec sch which is very near 2 my sch, lol, later walked around 4 an hour during the carnival before setting off 2 bugis 2 meet Grace and Alvin Lee 4 the making of OG jersey. We compiled the list of nicks/names, sizes, colour they prefer and the no that they want on their jersey, the most headache part is when we had 2 choose the colour. As we all can't decide, we called Jessica as she tell us 2 call her before we decide on the colour and at the same time, waited 4 Liying 2 come and choose 4 us. The colours that were available was blue, orange(not the bright type), grey, black with some parts yellow and red with some parts white, after long consideration, we chose the blue one. Let me explain y, the orange is not the bright type that we prefer and it looked a bit weird with black words, grey colour is the same as Liying's uniform, make her looked like a stone, red with some white liked Singapore flag, so only left with black with some yellow and blue colour. As we consider the two, we realised that the black and yellow makes us look like bees, and some ppl will not like the colou combi, blue is nicer and more ppl in the OG prefer it blue, so we chose blue colour. The front will have 南初 while the back will be ur name and the no 12, words will be in white. The next problem that we faced is the size, MJ and Gloria I put size S 4 u two because it is the smallest size, and 4 the guys that put M size, I had 2 change it 2 L as size M is really too small 4 u, but before I changed the sizes, I called them one by one 2 asked 4 their permission. Those that nv picked up the phone, I just changed 4 them, pls trust my judgement, won't be wrong one. For Flora and Jessica, I also changed their size 2 M as S is also too small 4 them and Yoga I changed it 2 XL. After everything have been settled, Grace and me went back 2 bugis mrt stn 2 meet Flora as I have 2 pass her back her chrono crusade CD, left the couple by themselves as we dun want 2 be lightbulbs. Went 2 eat at KFC and we went 2 PS after eating as Grace wanted 2 buy a present 4 her mortal. As we were walking 2 ps after coming out of the mrt stn, we heard a roadshow there playing the somg superstar, lol, this yr ny's mass dance song, also a song that will bring back memories of the times when I was in ny. Lol, I have 2 comment that Grace really spend a long long long long time in deciding what 2 buy 4 her mortal that I have 2 decide 4 her sometimes, pls be more decisive Grace, true friends tell u the truth, so dun be angry if u see this. Went home after the buying of her present, feel so bad 2 pangseh 4e4 but I really have no $$ left 2 eat with u all at seoul garden, if u all have dinner somewhere else, maybe I can make it, really sorry!!!

Chinese Essay Compeition

2006-04-19T05:07:00.000-07:00

JC life is just soooo tiring, I think everyone agrees on that, everytime I reached home, I just feel like sitting down in front of my comp 2 chat with my OG 12 friends abt sch any everything under the sun. How I wish I can have an endless tcs session with OG12, but it is impossible, all gd things will come 2 an end. Everybody is like so busy now, J1s common tests coming, J2s studying 4 A levels and the poly students started sch already, where got time 2 have even one tcs session??? Ok, I think I shall not talk abt that already, lets change topic......Today we had econs test, didn't really study much but I still managed 2 do the qns as I already studied abt this 4 my last econs test in ny. Oh ya, I went 2 LT1 yesterday and saw 6 typhoon fans there, the aircon there had spoilt and they had 2 use the fans as a temporary substitute 4 the aircon. During gp tutorial, we were discussing abt the education of Singapore, our gp tutor shared with us the desired outcomes of education, and she mentioned that she was from TKGS!!! Same sec sch as me!!! Halfway through the lesson, my phone suddenly rang, I had forgotton 2 set my hp 2 silent mode!!! Luckily my gp tutor didn't hear it, then Donkey was like,'Did I hear ur phone ring???' Lol, today is Sharon's birthday, her bf bought a hamster 4 her, the hamster is like damm cute!!! During the maths tutorial, Yong Quan and Kaiyi kept singing and talking so loudly in class, I am in front while they r at the back yet I can hear what they say so clearly. They spoke and sang in dialect sometimes, but most of the time they sang old songs like 月亮代表我的心，姐姐妹妹站起来，忘情水，爱的初体验，热情的沙漠 and some other songs which I cannot remember. The way they sing is sooo funny that everyone in class started laughing and it results in everyone of us not being able concentrate in class. During chem tutorial went 2 chem lab as 2 of the guys have 2 do an expt as they r absent 4 chem prac on mon. The teacher allocate us 2 sit in the spa format, as I am the last register in my class and there r 23 ppl in s13, so I will be sitting alone......can get the whole bench 2 myself,lol. Have 2 take part in the chinese compo compeitition, dun talk abt it already, screw everything up......dun know can get consolation prize anot......Before I went into the LT 4 the compeitition, I heard 2 guys outside the LT singing shan hu hai together, damm weird as there song is meant 4 a girl and guy 2 sing. Heard that my class celebrated Sharon's birthday when I went 4 the compeitition, damm sad, would rather go celebrate her birthday and support the guys 4 the sport heats in my class. Met Hui Jun after sch and she told me that they get in and will be running 4 sports day. Felt happy 4 them as they r representing our class, actually still haven't felt too close 2 them yet, but I will try my best 2. Saw Ee Fang on bus 81 today, so qiao, she did not change at all, still that mushroom head. She asked me whether I going 4 class outing this sat at seoul garden. Oh my gdness, I think I have 2 be bankrupt soon, $20 4 OG jersey, $10 4 synergy tickets, $7.90 4 gp assessment bk and $20 4 seoul garden......4e4 still rocks!!! OG 12 too!!! Will not forget my ex ct in ny, ct 0609 also rocks!!! Lol, long time no see u all already, miss u all!!!

GP essay test

2006-04-18T03:23:00.000-07:00

Have my GP essay test today, we were given 6 qns 2 choose from, the main topic of the qns r on education. I think I will fail that test lor, I dun even have much 2 write and I spend a long time planning and nearly not enough time 2 finish. Sian, dun talk abt that already, oh ya, I got back my chinese compo (not a test, practice only) today, did not really score well as I have expected, felt that my plot is very unrealistic, more of a fairy tale. Anyway, I am paticipating 4 a chinese composition compeition, wish me gd luck ppl (those who read my blog) , hope that I will not face strong compeition from the china scholars or whoever that is very gd in writing (like me). Think I should not praise myself, I am not so gd after all, just trying 2 make myself happy when I am not, lol. Today Yong Quan asked me 4 my the names of the ppl in my group 4 the service learning, I have not really ask anyone 2 join my group and I ans him,'Those ppl that r not in the other the two groups r in my group.' Upon hearing what I say, the whole class broke into laughter, oh ya 4 the infomation of those who do not know what I am talking abt what service learning what group those stuff, I shall explain here. In TPJC (or also in other jcs), we have 2 do a service-learning project (service learning meant by doing CIP with learning involved) and our class had decided 2 visit an orphanage. We divided ourselves into 3 groups, the teaching group which is 2 do peer mentoring with the orphans, the playing group which is the 2 plan games and activities and the party group is 2 organise the party 4 them. In the end, the service learning committee (Kai Yi, Aaron and Yong Quan) put me in charge of the party group and I have 2 get another 5 members 2 assist me. As I am a lazy bum, I did not go around asking ppl 2 join my group, so I see who did not join the other 2 groups and so he/she will be in my group. Actually was supposed 2 meet Flora at VJ, but the rainy weather did not allow me 2 meet her, so had 2 arrange some other day. Oh ya, heard from Alvin Lee that if nothing goes wrong, we will be able 2 get our OG jersey by earliest by next week, just can't wait 2 get that jersey.

OG shirt

2006-04-15T09:47:00.000-07:00

To all my beloved OG 12 members:

Alvin says that he is going 2 make the OG jersey 4 the OG

Tell me the colour that u prefer (majority wins)

The front will have NYJC OG12 (other suggestions pls tag my blog)

The back will have ur name/nick (which u prefer) and a number (u decide on it)

Tell me the size that u want (all sizes available)

The jersey will be FBT

The costs will be abt $20

Pls tell me the what do u want 4 the above mentioned by contacting me or just tag my blog.

Ok, let me explain abt this OG jersey thingy, Alvin Lee told us today that he will be making our OG jersey during the mini OG outing today. He needs 2 know what do u all want 4 the jersey, so pls tell me the colour that u prefer, ur name and the no that u want 4 ur own OG jersey. The details r stated above, any qns u can tag my blog and I will reply u.

Have a mini OG outing today, the reason 4 it 2 be known as 'mini' is because there were only a few ppl who actually went 4 it. Because of the no of people that attended, I decided 2 cancel all the activities that I planned and just go play pool. Grace and me the only 2 girls there, after that when she go 4 tuition left me the only girl, felt quite sian when MJ and Gloria not here as they will brighten up the atmosphere. Then one by one left, only left Kia Seng, Kai Hua, Rice and me, we were abt 2 leave then Kia Seng called us 2 go 2 the tenth floor where there is another place that can play pool and know what, I saw my classmates there, so I joined them as we were 2 go 4 the bbq in the evening. Kia Seng said I ps them, actually nv lor, we were abt 2 leave already, so I might as well joined my class. Walked 2 east coast from parkway with Hahn, Hui Jun, Serene, Paulin, jasmine, Wen Rong and Kok Chuan, Wilson was waiting there 4 us. After that Kai Yi, Yong Quan and Aaron came with a lot of stuffs 4 the bbq, they could not carry everything by themselves, Wen Rong, KC and Chun Wa went 2 help them out. Later we had our bbq, Kai Yi and Chua Wa were very high, Mr Sum also joined us at abt 2300h and brought us ice cream from Haagen Das!!! I left a while after that and dun know what happen after I leave. Oh ya, I saw Alvin Lee and Yoga cycling past East Coast, Yoga said hi 2 me but I think Alvin Lee didn't see me, quite a surprise 2 be able 2 see them,lol.

Tomorrow is the OG outing

2006-04-13T21:39:00.000-07:00

Today is Good Friday, so no sch 4 me today and finally, I have a day that I can slack, but still have 2 use some time 2 complete all my tutorials and study 4 my upcoming tests next week. Next week I have 3 tests, tues GP essay test, wed econs test and fri maths test, so stressful!!!! TPJ is not so slack after all, especially when I see my classmates mugging everyday, and I also got so influence by them that now, I finish a lot of my work before time, which gives me more time 2 do my revision of what I have studied 4 the first 3 months. Yesterday received a msg from Gloria, telling me that she cannot make it 4 the OG outing, so sad, then MJ sick also but think she still going. I realised that OG outing without Gloria will be a bit 死气沉沉, but no choice, she got band on that day. Feel that OG 12 really drifting apart already, I feel that only a few of us left still staying strong 4 OG12, if we really go on by this rate, we will feel closer 2 our class than the OG and I am really afraid that this will happen as I really really liked OG 12. Maybe we should have one OG outing when all our exams r over, probably end of the year when J1s promos and J2s A level exams r over then we go play the whole day. Maybe we can have OG chalet, like what Flora has mentioned before, really looking forward 2 that day if it really happens. Ok, let's change topic, saw 3 guys from my class at tampines yesterday, upon seeing me, they avoided me as if I have some sort of disease that will spread 2 them, dun know what they up 2, mon go sch then ask them. Getting closer 2 my class day by day, but I will forever remember OG 12 because OG12 rocks!!!Lol, just dun like my class having more guys than girls, they seemed 2 dominate the class and we the girls have 2 follow what they say. Where got like that one??? Of course we protest,but Kai Yi still put me in charge of the party 4 our CIP 2 the orphanage and now I have 2 find another 7 ppl 2 be in my group. Yesterday met up with Grace and we chatted 4 abt 3 hours, dun know y I always have a lot of things 2 talk 2 my OG friends, compared 2 my classmates, I actually dun talk really much 2 them......

Rockclimbing tomorrow

2006-04-12T02:46:00.000-07:00

Lol, I am back again, anybody miss me??? Now my sch is soooo near 2 my house that the bus trip from sch 2 home only takes abt 10-15 mins, so cannot sleep in bus. Last time in TKGS I still can sleep in the bus as bus 10 and 31 takes 45 mins 2 reach tampines interchange, so when I reached home I am not so tired as i already had my rest on the bus. Now, I always reach home very very tired as I did not get any rest since the start of sch and when I always play comp when i reach home, so nv have afternoon nap. Realised that i can go home together with Zhi Hao and Jun Liang as they always take the same bus as me, at least i won't be so bored and stoned in the bus. Last time in ny used 2 take bus with Flora or Jessica, but Flora only accompany me until Paya Lebar MRT, so cannot be considered as going home together. Today ZH suaned me and I dun even know that as i cannot infer 2 what he say, then he kept laughing and I asked him y and he said that he had reached the highest level of suaning people- 2 suan people without them realising it. I only can say that he is lame, but he still cannot win rice in laming, rice is really Lame King ( MJ calls him 冷王 ), lol, really miss his lame jokes. Listening 2 Yi Yan Wan Nian by SHE, Grace recommended me 2 listen 2 the song, really very nice, but I still dun know the lyrics, dun quite know what the lyrics of the song is abt. Yay!!! OG outing on Sat, I will get 2 see some of my OG friends, wish that they dun pangseh me or I will be very sad, then some nv tell me whether they can make it anot, but come lah, I very long nv see u all already lor, but I know I cannot be so selfish as some of u got something on. Those that I am closer 2 like Grace, Gloria, Floria, MJ and Jason got come, so still ok I think. If without any one of them will be very sian, oh ya if we r roller blading on sat must teach me how 2 roller blade ok??? I dun know how 2, and if I fall really very embarrasing, lol, but nvm, u all will not laugh at me right??? *Sigh*, tomorrow PE we doing rockclimbing which I really really dun like as I am very scared of heights, dun know whether can escape anot, even if I can escape 4 once I cannot escape forever as 4 the whole of term 2 we will have rockclimbing 4 PE. I rather ran that 2 rockclimb lor, last time during OBS I managed 2 escape as that time we dun have enough time 4 everyone 2 rockclimb. All my friends out there, wish me gd luck ok???

Forgotton abt Grace's Birthday

2006-04-11T03:06:00.000-07:00

This morning went sch early and completed my GP hw that was given 2 us yesterday, it was a compre paper and i got almost all the qns wrong......Dun know what is happening 2 me nowadays, keep having mental block, think i should take a gd rest 2 recharge my bio battery......Later when going 4 morning assembly that time saw Yufan, she asked me whether i am free on this coming sat 2 celebrate Grace Teo's birthday, but i told her i not free as i have OG outing at noon and class outing at night. So sad, maybe if she asked me last week maybe i still can go......After morning assembly we have 2 hours of physics, 1h20min lecture and 40min tutorial, so sian but i felt happy that I managed 2 stay awake 4 the 2 hours!!! Starting 2 revise my physics now as I am really really behind time and the common test is at week 10, which is coming soon......dun know y the principal wants our physics paper before the June holidays, now lesser time 2 study 4 it and I am those sort that only study when there is an exam as I am concerned abt the grades that I get. During maths tutorial got a msg from Kia Seng, he asked me what time is the OG outing, I was thinking of replying his msg after maths lesson but in the end, I totally forgotton abt it until he msg me again during chem tutorial......Really very sad, I thought I understand what is going on 4 chem but in the end I could not do some of the qns in the tutorial, realised that I am getting more and more stupid. Have 2 really really work very hard, but sometimes really 力不从心. I know that i am really really really very tired now, I am really drown by all the info that the teachers r trying 2 make us remember and I no longer have the passion 4 maths already, I really dun even feel like doing my maths hw unlike last time. I really want my love 4 maths 2 come back as I will then be moltivated 2 do well 4 that subject......got suanned by a classmate of mine today, damm it, but I too lazy 2 suan him back already......Now my life is just studying and studying, and even when I reached home i also know that I have 2 study, but nothing just get into my head, and I dun even know whether I can do well 4 my exams anot......Oh ya and I always have this qn in mind, y does two person of different gender can't be gd friends??? Y everytime will people misunderstand that u like that person if u walked together or sit together??? Just get so pissed off by this people and the scandals that they spread around......

OG Outing info

2006-04-09T05:51:00.000-07:00

OG Outing details

Date: 15 April 2006

Time: 1300h

Venue: Parkway Parade Macdonald (but after that going 2 East Coast Park)

What will we be doing: cycling, roller blading, beach games and other suggestions pls tag my blog

Who is going: Grace, MJ, Gloria, Flora(others not yet confirmed)

Bus Services 2 Parkway Parade: 15, 31, 36, 48, 76, 135, 196, 196E, 197, 401

Anyone who dun know how 2 go pls contact me or tag my blog (tell me where u coming from)

If it rains, we go play pool first after that then decide

If u r from OG12 and u r going, pls contact me or tag my blog.

If u r from OG12 and u r not going, pls contact me or tag my blog.

Pls try ur best 2 make it as I really miss OG12!!!

Poem sharing time again

2006-04-07T01:28:00.001-07:00

就因为我太爱你
所以每天都想要看见你
就因为我太爱你
所以每看见你时就会很想你
就因为我太爱你
所以看见你时会心跳加速
就因为我太爱你
所以每晚都会梦见你
就因为我太爱你
所以会幻想和你在一起的情景
就因为我太爱你
所以会想尽办法接近你
就因为我太爱你
所以会愿意为你做任何事
就因为我太爱你
所以很想知道你的一切
就因为你不爱我
所以我一直不敢把这一切告诉你

Another poem written by me......during physics tutorial......Ya hor, y am I not paying attention during physics lesson and do this kind of useless thing??? Lucky I can multi-task, listen and write at the same time......lol......Got nominated 4 the chinese compo compeition by my friends, hope that I will not face strong compeition like the china scholars......Their chinese damm gd lah, that time went 4 one session of chinese drama, thought can show off my chinese power, but when I got there, a lot of them r chinese scholars and their chinese really 一级棒，really cannot 班门弄斧......lol, thurs got 4*400 relay run, had 2 choose 4 out of the 8 girls in my class, then no one wanted 2 go, so i had no choice but 2 run, first runner somemore. Then I ran last, lucky after that Hui Jun caught up and we got third (which is also second last as there were only 4 classes competing). The guys in my class damm pro in running, got 2nd position in the guys relay run......Then got pw, i thought supposed 2 hand in our 1st draft of PI, but actually it is not and only a few of us finished our PI, some commented that mine is a lousy one, and I agreed. After sch went up the same bus with Hui Jun, Wilson, Chun Wa, Yong Quan and Jun Liang, Yong Quan dropped at the stop in front of the library, think he went 2 study. After that Hui Jun, Wilson and Chun Wa taking the MRT home, then I had nothing 2 do before meeting Grace at 4, so pei Jun Liang 2 see the playground at tampines mall as he is doing something 2 do with playground 4 his PI. Before I set off 2 meet Grace, I heard the exhibition there in tm playing Superstar, so I stand there 2 listen 2 the song. Really miss OG12, that song reminds me of o1 in ny. Wish that I could go back 2 the past. Then Grace was late, so she treat me 2 a drink......lol......feel very evil but since she said that she want 2 treat me, so of course i say want lor......lol. Gloria called me 2 plan OG outing, first time doing that, wish that I can plan a gd one......

Happy Birthday 2 4e4

2006-04-04T06:58:00.000-07:00

Today is 4 April, which is 4/4's birthday!!!Happy Birthday 2 us!!! Yay!!! Forgotton abt it until just now one of my sec 4's classmates told me......But dun worry 4e4, i haven't forget abt u, I still keep in contact with Grace, Rachel, Samantha, Nuraini and all my gd friends there......Oh ya, I should talk abt my composition, I chose a qn which gave us a paragraph of intoduction but we r not allow 2 copy the intro, then they give u a title and u write an essay based on the title. Dun feel like typing the qn out, but the title is called 拥有的幸福 (yong you de xin fu). Then today went 2 ask everyone in my class 4 their birthday then compund onto a list, then got 4 guys dun want 2 coorperate, then say that their birthday om 30th/31st Feb......Dun know what is wrong with them lor......Then now my list there got 4 blanks......So sian......I miss OG12......Then now some of the guys in my class keep suaning me abt 5566, lol......As our class is split into different GP classes, then there were 7 of us who were in the same GP class. We sabo a guy 2 be GP rap, then the situation was like so funny lah, we all were like telling the teacher that he wished so much 2 be a GP rap and we should grant his wish something like that. It was Yong Quan who started it then we just played along, feel kind of evil though, lol, who called Donkey so nice 2 bully. Oh ya, after brainstorming and researching 4 one week, i finally finished my draft 4 PI, although not a very gd one. I think now all the J1s r damm frustrated over this lah, because the task topic is very broad then have 2 think a very gd idea 2 score well. Really got a lot of hw nowadays, thought tpj very slack, really tired from doing all the hw, wish that I can have a OG outing soon......Really miss OG12......

Long Entry

2006-04-03T04:26:00.000-07:00

Hey!!! I am back again!!! Lol, just 2 explain abt an emo entry yesterday which I had deleted......Got so angry with myself when trying 2 do hw that I dun know how 2 do, so vent my frustrations on my blog......But after that when I finished blogging and go back 2 my hw, I managed 2 do it already......I think I made Grace worried and they sent 2 msgs 2 ask me how I am......She is such a great friend......Anyway watched the campus superstar finals yesterday while doing my hw, at first thought that Teresa will win, but in the end the Hwa Chong guy win, not happy by the results at all as i dun like that guy. Realised that the top 2 male contestants, Renfred and that HC guy, bears the same chinese surname as me......but I dun support them at all. At first Geraldine and Teresa sang Amei's 记得, one of the many nice songs that JJ Lin has composed, the guys sang Lee Hom's Kiss Goodbye, no comments 4 their singing. Liked the part where the Project Superstar Finalists Xin Hui and JY sang with the male and female champion respectively, JY is really very shuai when he is singing, then wear white somemore, really like 白马王子. JY sang 恋爱频率 with Teresa, the same song he sang with Candyce, another project superstar finalist as well as his 绯闻 gf during the project superstar concert last sept. I think I still prefer that time during the PS finals where he sang Jay Chou's and Landy Wen's 屋顶 with Xin Hui, both of them really sang that song very well, wish that I can hear them sing that song again. JY is really really very shuai!!! Hope that his album will come out soon and I will surely buy his debut album. Last Friday had 2 do a chinese compo which was supposed 2 be handed in at the end of the lesson, but at the end no one managed 2 complete the compo so we had 2 hand in on mon, go home and wrote a 7 pg long essay, really a lot of things 2 write, felt a sense of satisfaction after completing it, and I realised that I have a talent in scripwriting. maybe should blog abt the essay tomorrow,lol, going 2 be a damm long entry. Today during chinese lessons went 2 auditorium 2 watch some performance by the wushu and chinese drama people. When some of the wushu people performing that time, they played Huo Yuan Jia's MV and I sang along during the opera part because i only know that part. Pon cca today, then was intending 2 watch the soccer match between tpj and ny, but later it was postponed due 2 the rain. The weather is really a gd time 4 inspiration 2 write poem, but I was brain drain and only can think of the first few lines and the poem is supposed 2 be dedicated 2 OG 12, this time abt friendship. Maybe I can complete the poem after a period of time after I fnished mugging......A lot of hw i haven't completed......Watching CS now......Bye

Relieve of stress

2006-03-31T21:17:00.000-08:00

Realised that I had been blogging everyday now, maybe just trying 2 relieve my stress and 2 take a break from the hw that I am doing now, I have been trying 2 tell myself not 2 procastinate and finished all the work that I have 2 do or i will not be able 2 catch up in class. Last time when I was in ny, my teachers were like saying that for the first three months, all the jcs will be teaching the same topics, that was a lie, I have 2 learn graphing, inequalities and Thermal Physics 2 by myself as ny did not teach during the first three months, then can stoned during maths lecture as they teaching sequence and series. Lucky my maths teacher gives us make up tutorials on graphing, like that not need 2 pester Grace and my friends in ny 2 teach me as they also have a lot of things 2 do (heard that they have maths test on 5 April). Projects everything coming in, having econs project and pw now......Just cleared my old schoolbag......Inside a lot of my Sec 4 notes, threw away almost everything except 4 some that my younger bro can use next time......After slacking 4 so long since the end of my O levels, I am going back 2 my studying mood......Change topic......my previous entry is a poem that I had written in sch in the morning after finishing my chinese hw (just suddenly had a inspiration) ......Edited a few times already but I think still not gd enough, my chinese not really that gd after all, feel free 2 comment abt it if u think that there r some ways 2 improve it. My classmates said that it sounds like lyrics of a song......maybe can send it 2 a music company 2 compose a song from it......lol......I think too much already lah, *come back 2 reality*. Had sport heats on thurs, felt so proud by the guys in my class and 4 the girls, although we didn't get very gd results, we still did a gd job. Dun know y, I dreamt of my sec sch classmates last night, really miss u all so much......lol......Heard from Rachel that we will be having a 4e4 outing soon, we were the last batch of 4e4s in TKGS, lol, the new principal has changed the classes 2 names of flowers, meaning 4e4 2006 has become 4 Daisy, Ee Fang still say next time when we go back 2 TKGS can show off and say we r from 4e4. Class Motto of 4e4 2005,4ward 4most, united as a whole, see I still can remember......

My Poem

2006-03-31T00:52:00.000-08:00

我总以为
只要不再看到你
心里就不会再想你
我总以为
对你的思念
只是短暂的而已
但为什么
现实却刚好是相反的
你早已经占有了我的心
令我无时无刻都在想着你
甚至一天比一天更想你
我已深陷了无法自拔
好想紧紧地拥抱着你
然后再跟你说我爱你
我不奢望能得到你的爱
只是想让你知道
在你不开心时
你身后仍然会有一个人
一直在默默地守候着你

Happy Birthday

2006-03-30T06:48:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday 2 u
Happy Birthday 2 u
Happy Birthday 2 Jason
Happy Birthday 2 u
*scream*

Y must we tucked in our blouse???

2006-03-29T02:54:00.000-08:00

Imagine urself having lessons from 0740h and end at 1410h with only a 20 mins break in between, so tiring right??? This is what I have 2 go through every wed, then the last 5 periods r held in the same tutorial room, no chance 2 walk around 2 keep myself awake......The first thing that happened 2 sch this morning was that the principal scolded us abt our attire, saying that we thought that we looked nice in having three quarters of our blouse shown but actually we r not, then say what when we buy our skirt purposely have it 2 sizes bigger then we fold it 2 look short......After that called all the girls 2 tucked in their blouse and the civics tutor had 2 check......Got so pissed off by her......Realised that tpjcians dun have 2 wear tie at all even on wed......*cough*, haiz......sick already lah......But still continue 2 eat heaty food, just can't resist the temptation!!! Went 2 library 2 study after sch, but was sooo sleepy that I slept halfway while reading a magazine, newsweek i think, slept 4 very long, had a dream somemore but couldn't remember it. Oh ya last night dreamt that there was a terrorist on the bus, then he was holding on 2 a plastic bag with a durian inside, actually that durian was a bomb, then the 'durian' exploded, but dun know y nothing happen 2 me after that and I just got off the bus......During break the canteen was very packed with people and we could not find a place 2 sit, saw a table with only two bags, so we decided 2 sit there, but later some J2s (the ones whom their bags belongs 2) said that they needed 2 occupy the whole table, then I realised that one of the J2s is the campus superstar finalist Shermaine......lol......first time see her in sch......All the schs that I had gone 2 surely have one finalist in he campus superstar......TKGS is Yvonne, NY is Samuel and TPJ is Shermaine. My class was like saying 2 have a class outing this sat, but dun know what 2 do and where 2 go, some say want go BBQ, then some say Chinatown(dun know y), I suggested seoul garden and play pool and they all say dun want......I think we will end up not going anywhere at all lor......

Feeling sick

2006-03-28T03:39:00.000-08:00

Guess going 2 be sick soon......Sore throat in the morning, sleeping during physics lecture as I was so damm tired. Two hours of physics today, 1 h 20 min of lecture, 40 mins of tutorial, physics tutor weird, wants us 2 write three things that we had learnt during the tutorial and give it 2 him. After that had this pw talk in the auditorium which is so damm cold and I couldn't really concentrate due 2 the low temp, was shivering......Dun know y tpj's LTs are either too hot or too cold......After that got break and had 2 get the maths notes, not enough $$ in class fund, then called everyone 2 pay at least a dollar 2 the treasurer. Later went 4 maths tutorial, chinese lessons and finally the last 2 periods we had chem. After sch went straight home......Type till here reminds me that in ny I used 2 pei gloria from 12 plus 2 5 plus when she had her jap lessons and some OG 12 people also pei the people in petanque on thurs......Really miss those times......Anyway will be meeting Grace on thurs......Got the OG 12 and ex CT 0609 pics on my gc, so everytime when I take out my gc will see them......Then during the inter class oratorical competition today, when I heard the classes cheering 4 their class representatives, it reminds me of o1, lol......the times that we cheer......I NEED TUITION!!! Have 2 catch up on my physics as I kept sleeping during lectures......Grace!!! Teach me physics!!!Lol!!! Trying 2 stick 2 all those hardworking people so that I can be influenced by them 2 study......I think I should be joining the CLDDS as my cca, majoring in drama as i find dance boring. Miss the campus superstar show on mon......Losing interest in the show as some i find quite gd already out......Then also miss last week's dream chaser......Didn't get 2 see JY aka AJ......

Sian day

2006-03-27T05:18:00.000-08:00

So sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Really want 2 vent my frustrations here!!!!!! So pissed off some of the teachers!!!!!!!! Sch not very boring now, at least got some friends 2 talk 2 now, but still not as close, then went 2 order maths notes 4 my classmates as I am the maths rep, no need 2 print 4 myself as tp going 2 teach sequence and series which I had learnt in ny already. Chem prac did titration, at first one of my classmate forgotton 2 put the indicator, then he kept titrating and waiting 4 it 2 change colour, I kept laughing at him when he finally found out, but after that, it was my turn 2 forget 2 put the indicator, luckily he didn't see or he may laugh at me......During chinese lessons went 2 watch performance by CLDDS dance category and CO, then got some solo performances like guzheng, erhu, chinese flute and drum. The guzheng and erhu part r like lullaby then some people there like going 2 fall asleep. One of my classmates was like laming ah, when the performer was playing the chinese drum, he was like asking, 'Y no lion??' Physics prac very sian, there was this needle which was stuck in the cork then spend a long time getting it out, the experiment was very boring and all my timing doesn't seem 2 be accurate but later teacher gave us the model answer, make me do 4 the expt 4 so long, should have just slack there lah. After sch went 2 chinese drama 2 see see, then just listen 2 the teacher talked 4 2 hours plus and i forgotton 2 switch my hp 2 silent mode, my bri called me in the middle of the meeting and the tome was like so loud. Everyone turned and looked at me lah, so gan ga but lucky teacher nv scold me. Just took my height and weight recently, so depressing......Dun know y people like Grace Lee and Grace Teo can be so thin lah!!! Lol......

Have 2 study hard already

2006-03-25T06:23:00.000-08:00

Woke up at 0930h today as I was so damm tired yesterday......Wanted 2 meet Grace up 2 asked her some qns on my studies, and so she agreed 2 meet her at tp library at 1300h, but dun know y i stoned and home and realised that I would be late 4 the meeting, so msg her 2 meet one hour later and lucky that time she was just in the lift......Then reach toa payoh mrt at 1400h and we went 2 the library......The place was packed and we could not find a place 2 study, so went out 2 buy ice-cream in the hot day......Grace ate the ice-cream very fast and I ate very slow, she finished that time I still had half of it left lah......Then we sit down and talked 4 quite some time and we went 2 ps before she went 4 her tuition......So in the end we didn't even study at all......lol......Walked around ps by myself 4 a while before going home, that time was soooooo sian lor, alone by myself......On the way home, Grace Teo msg me and asked me whether I interested 2 go 2 the superband event which was held at suntec at 1900h, I dun feel like going and so I rejected......Felt a bit evil as usually I will accompany her whenever she asks me out on such promo events......Hope that she will not think that nowadays I dun go 4 all these events because i had made new friends in ny and dun care abt her already......lol......A lot of my friends had said that I had changed a lot......But I wish that our friendship will not change. After that when saw the van that 5566 and 7 Flowers had sat before last year during the 56 concert and the promo events 4 7 flowers' debut album (as I can recognise the van's plate no) driving into tampines mall, maybe the driver went 2 pick up some stars or what but being sooo tired, I did not bother 2 go and check......Nowadays was feeling very sensitive over some issues, sometimes also taking my friend's joke easily......I am afraid that my friends in ny will forget abt me as now they dun get 2 see me as I am not in ny anymore......Really wish that this will not happen or I will be damm sad......

Disco Night

2006-03-24T08:07:00.000-08:00

Today woke up a bit late by my mum's alarm clock, then was thinking, y didn't my handphone's alarm ring??? Then found out that I had actually forgotton 2 set my alarm the night before, but i was not late lah......then go sch start 2 make friendship band 4 my friend whose birthday is coming, the later go 4 lessons until 1210h which was the time that lessons end......Continue making my friendship and two of my classmates were on the same table and they were like studying lah!!! Then they see me so slack and ask y, then i say that it is fri, got the weekends 2 do my hw......Not very close 2 them at first, but i just keep talking and joking as i nothing 2 do and they kept laughing......Then in the afternoon had some unpleasant moments which i would not say......Waited 4 Flora at the bus stop before going 4 ny's disco night......Gloria, MJ and Grace ps their og and came along with me and Flora during the disco night although sometimes they also go back 2 their ct 4 a moment......Could not get high in the beginning of the disco night, dun know y leh, maybe I was tired as I had PE during the day and we had 2 run......Saw a lot of my exclassmates in ct0609, Kai Wen, Norman, Shem, Joel, Wei Peng, Kaixian, Shem and the others, miss them so much!!! The Poh Seng family......lol. Also miss my sisters in o6o9 but only saw three or four of them today, dun know where the others went 2......I think dun know Kaiwen or Norman's gf was there, when I say hi 2 them that time she kept looking at me, dun know y at first as I am always very slow at this but after when I realised it, I felt so gan ga, wish that she won't be mistaken......lol......Very long nv dance the superstar dance already, lucky nv forget the dance moves, and the most memorable tribal cheer with some members of the previous Og 12 .After the disco night, MJ, Gloria, Flora, Jason, Alvin Lee, Liying and me went 2 a nearby coffeeshop 2 had a drink and we sat down and talk......At first listen 2 them talking abt their orientation and level camp, then later talked abt dreams and nightmares and at last, they talked abt ghost stories which was the topic that I am most afraid of!!! Actually at first when they talked abt their orientation I felt a bit left out, but I think they felt that and they changed the topic......Alvin and Liying left halfway as maybe there were five lightbulbs over there.......I remember Gloria said that she had a dream which she saw snakes in her house......Then dun know y already we kept laughing......Mj had a lot of ghost stories and all those happened in her sec sch which she said that it was an haunted sch......Upon hearing the stories, I kept getting closer and closer 2 gloria (as she was sitting beside me) as I was really frightened by her ghost stories, felt that I am like a coward......lol......Jason actually wanted 2 talked abt ghost stories in tpj but MJ stopped him as she knew that I was afraid...... We left the place at abt 2200h and was on the same bus with Jason and MJ......Managed 2 finished my friendship band today......